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Promises and Secrets
I woke up with Jack laying besides me, arms wrapped around me protectivelly.
"Jack, wake up." I whispered, not wanting to wake up Lilly who was in the room besides ours. I don't know how she does it, but she seems to hear when Jack and I get up, probably because Jack is falling around the room, or he is starting to make love to me, but before we could get anywhere, we hear someone knocking on the door saying that Lilly wants to be with us. I always find it so cute that she wants to be with us, and Jack is more then happy to let her in, even though we don't make love. "Jack!" I said pushing him awake. I was about to push him again, but before I could, he rolled around and crawled ontop of me. "Seems like someone has been awake for a while." I joked.
"Aye luv, now, I have wanted to show you how much I love you for quite a while, and now that I can." He said and started kissing my neck and licking up to my ear. I smiled having my hands roam down his bare back down to the rim of his pants. "Do you always have to wear this nightgown when we go to bed? I prefure you with less clothing." He said and untied the back of my nightgown so that the front fell down and gathered up around my waste. He took my breasts in his hands and placed his lips to my right one, carrising my nipple and messaging the other one with his hands. We heard a knock on the door and Jack moaned.
"Amoretta, Jack, Lilly is awake and is woundering if she can come in." Anamaria said on the other side of the door.
"Tell her that we will be ready for her in around a half an hour." Jack said. "We are still sleeping." He added.
"Jack!" I groaned as he put his hand between my thighs and messaged my woman's hood.
"Why don't you tell her yourself?" Anamaria asked, knowing exactly what's going on.
"Is she there?" Jack asked.
"Yes." Anamaria said. "Don't open the door, just talk to daddy ok?" Anamaraia said to Lilly.
"Daddy?" Lilly asked.
"Yes luv?" Jack asked her.
"Sleeping?" She asked.
"Yes luv."
"Night night." She said and we heard her and Anamaria walk off.
"Why did you do that?" I asked him.
"Because I want to be with you today luv. I haven't shown you I love you the 'fun' way for quite a while." He grinned and bent his head down to where his fingers use to be on my woman's hood and licked the opining. I moaned loudly and put my hands to his hair, bringing him closer. "I love you Amoretta." He groaned as he continued to lick and kiss my woman's hood. His kisses left my warmth of my womman hood and went to my right thigh, kissing up my thight, stomach, and up my chest. He rested kisses on my neck and up to my lips, our tonges tasting another.
"Jack, let me feel what love is suppose to be." I groaned as his hands roamed my body, finding my hands around his neck and wrapping his fingers around my hands. He brought our hands to the bed so that he was pinning my hands above my head, pressed forcelfully against the matress.
"I love you." He said and he thrusted deeply into me.
"Jack!" I yelled as he became faster and harder. This was more intense then it has ever been, and I felt more alive then I have ever been for a long time. My hips left the bed with his, not wanting him to leave. His movements became uneaven and I felt unbeliavalbe pleasure. He pressed his lips to mine fiercley. As our mouthes moved with another, I felt in peace, I felt like nothing could ever hurt me, I felt that nothing would ever go wrong again. All I feel now is the love that Jack and I share with another. "I love you." I gasped between our harsh kisses that were filled with our love, lust, want, need, freedom. He pulled from me for a moment letting out a long moan as he artched his back, throwing back his head and his mouth open letting out his moanes. I gripped onto his hands and he gripped onto mine.
"Amoretta!" He yelled as we came to our climaxes. I yelled his name as well and with one finishing entrance in me, he pulled out and quivered above me, falling to the side of me. He instatnly wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close, turning me over so I was facing him. His eyes were closed and he was quivering slightly, beads of sweat trickled down his face. He opened his eyes and pressed his lips to mine in an open mouthed kiss, his tonge running along mine. Seporating, he put hischin on my shoulder. I pressed my chest closer to his and could feel his heart racing. "I love you." He said quietly.
"I love you more." I teased.
"No, I do." He teased back, licking a quick line up my neck and kissing the edge of my jaw. He moved his head so that we are now looking at another and he took my hands in his, looking down at our joined hands and messaging mine with his. I felt his wringed fingers rubb against mine and felt that same peace as when he was making love to me. I didn't feel a worrie in the world, not one. "Why don't we get dressed, then Lilly can come in." Jack suggested and unwrapped his arms from me. I smiled as he sat back on the bed and haded me a silky nightgown that Jack had gotten me in Singapore before Lilly was born. Jack put on his pants and walked over to the door, opining it and walking out. I got out of bed and ran after him. When I came up behind him, I wrapped my arms around the back of him and he smiled.
"Anamaria! Lilly!" I called when seeing her and Lilly playing a game with the cleaning equitment, shooting the soap bar as far as they could and seeing who did it more by putting slash marks on the deck with it.
"Mommy!" Lilly said happily. She was slightly getting the hang of walking, and it as such a cute sight seeing her walk. As Jack said, she lookes like me when I am drunk. She would woble around a couple of times, and when she fell, she would just get up again and brush herself off. I croutched down and held out my arms for her as she slowly walked over. When she ws close enough, she fell into my arms, a daily rutiene, and I swooped her up, spinning us around and she giggled.
"Hi luv." Jack said standing besides us.
"Daddy!" Lilly said happily reaching out for him. Jack and I smiled as I gave Jack Lilly and she snuggled against his chest.
"So Amoretta, does he still have it in him? It's been around two three since Singapore hasn't it?"
"Yes Anamaria, I should be asking about Sam though, seems he is a little winded since you have had your lil girl. How old is she now? Four right?" I asked.
"Yep. Lil Amy is a pirkey one. Lilly is three?"
"Yep." I smiled looking back over and Jack and Lilly.
"Mommy." Lilly said holding out her arms for me. I smiled and took Lilly and Jack put his arm around my waiste, kissing my cheake. I turned to face Jack and kissed him passiontally, my tonge flicked out to touch his, but I seporated and looked back at Lilly. I kissed the top of her head and she wrapped a strand of my hair around her finger. Jack brought his lips to my ear and I shivered as he breathed against it.
"I love you more." He said. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me and I smiled.
"Alright, it is bad enough that we have four woman on board now, but a captian that can't even stear his own ship without his lass around? This is getting all to much." Gibbs hinted. Jack picked it up and laughed.
"Sorry mate, ye can leave." Jack smiled bringing me and Lilly over to the wheel so Gibbs could have his break.
"Mommy, I want to go play with Amy." Lilly said. I smiled down at her and put her down. She quickly wrapped her arms around my legs and then did the same to Jacks before she ran off to find Amy.
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I smiled while looking at how happy Amoretta and Lilly are. During those long monthes that Amoretta was preagnate, I was having my doubts about leaving her. Now that I look at Amoretta and Lilly, I feel dirty and sick about ever thinking about it.
"Jack, are you ok?" She asked me. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her, bringing her close as possiable to me. I loved the way her body fit with mine, and I loved the way she always cared about how I was feeling. Even though she was sweet and sensitive, she knew how to get me begging for her, she knew what to do to make me want more, knows how to make me on edge and also how to make it so that I am fierce with her and loes myself.
"I'm fine luv." I said and kissed the front of her neck. She smiled and put her hands up into my hair. I smiled and put my hands to her face and crushed my lips to hers, my tonge roughtly feeling hers and tasting her. I pushed her back until she hit her back to the wheel and put my hands to her waiste, having one go up inside her shirt and feeling her bare skin, hearing her moane. "Louder, I can't hear you." I growled grinding my hips to hers and nipping at her tonge.
"Jack." She groaned and started moving her hips with mine.
"Louder!" I commanded and increased the fiercness of my actions. She moved her hands from my hair and gripped on my shoulders, groaning louder then before.
"Before you make her go louder captian, we are getting closer to that island you wanted to get something from." Anamaria said. I turned my head and glared at her as she smirked at me. "You have a kid now, don't you think you should settle down a tad?" Anamaria asked me.
"No." I said and turned my attention back to Amoretta who had placed her head on my chest, her hands gripping hard on my shoulders, and gagsping every time my hips thrusted against hers. "Come on luv, looks like we aren't wanted here." I grinned and picked her up in my arms. She laughed and wrapped her arms around my neck, kissing my neck as well. Reaching my room, I opened the door, walked in, put her down and locked it. She licked the rim of my ear and I looked down into her lust filled eyes. Before long, I was letting temptation and lust take over me and everything seemed to go away except for the bed and Amoretta.
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Opining my eyes, I put one of my hands to my throbing head which I had hit on the wall when Amoretta was pleasuring and teasing me. I smiled and turned my head to see Amoretta snuggled as close as possiable to me, her arms tucked against her stomach, one hand holding one of mine. Her lips were slightly open and I was about to bend down but heard something fall in the next room, then Lilly started crying. Not wanting to wake Amoretta, I moved slowly away. Once I was out of the bed, I grabbed my pants and pulled them on while making my way out of the room. Lilly's crying was getting louder as I ran a few steps until I reached her room and opened it, seeing her holding the blankets up to her nose, trembeling, sobbing.
"What is it luv?" I asked walking quickly over to the bed. She stopped crying and let go of the blankets, holding her arms out to me. I sat on the bed and picked her up, placing me in my lap. "What is it? Why are you crying?" I asked stroking her dark brown haire that was now past her shoulders. Her bangs were getting shabby and covered some of her eyes. I pushed them out of the way and she wrapped her short arms around my arm and sniffled.
"What fell?" She asked, her voice comming out shakey.
"That wasn't you?" I asked. She looked up at me in horrow, her large brwon eyes, sparkiling due to unshed tears, staring up into mine. "I was just kidding luv."
No I wasn't.
"It was probably one of the me down stares, you know they can be clumsey after drinking."
None of them have been drinking, we ran out of rum and whine a weak ago. They are completley sober. It sounded like something heavier any way.
"Hehehehe, I know daddy, I forgot." Lilly giggled becomming more calmn.
"I'll go talk to whoever fell and make them come up and appologize to you for scaring you like that." I said.
"No daddy, they are tired. I'm tired." She said and yawned.
"Ok luv, good night." I smiled and she crawled off my lap and back under the covers. I tucked them around her and kissed the top of her head. "Kisses to you." I said.
"No, kisses to you." She said and I chuckled.
"No, kisses to-" There it was again, something fell, this time heavier. I looked towards the door and back down at her as she giggled.
"They must be very drunk." She giggled and I smiled.
"Night luv." I said and got off the bed, walking towards the door, opining it and closing it soflty behind me.
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Ten minutes later, I made it to the storrage room in which we keep our rum, whine, and food. I looked over and saw three barrels tipped over.
"That can explaine a lot." I said to myself. I kept walking and saw one of the cabnits tipped over as well. "That can as well." I kept walking and saw tiney little creatures on the walls and the wooden beams. I grabbed a non lit lantern, found a match on the table besides it, struck it a couple of times until it lit and lit the candle inside the lantern. Walking over with the lantern, I looked closer at the intresting creatures. I threw the match on the ground and it sizled. I looked down and the floor was all wet. "Bugger." I thought and kept walking. Something shattered and I whirled around and saw nothing. I turned back around and then saw someone sitting in the corner. "Who the hell are you?" I hissed.
"Is that the way you greet everyone you haven't seen for ten years? I thought since you are sober it would be a tad more kinder, but then again, being sober would probably anger the captian of the Pearl now wouldn't it?"
"Boot Strap?" I asked taking cautious steps towards him.
"It's nice to see ye Jack." Boot Strap said. I croutched down a good distance from him and held up the light. He looked worse, much worse then when I had last seen him.
"Aye mate, nice to see ye as well." I said and got up, grabbing an empty barrel and placing it up against the wall. I sat down on it and leaned back against the barrel. I put the lantern down on the ground between us so we could see another.
"Sorry about making so much noise. I had to get you down here some how and seeing you have no rum, you wouldn't be down here for a while. Seems you are a heavy sleeper."
"Seems that way." I said not wanting him to know about Amoretta or Lilly.
"Seems that you found yourself a young lass."
"I have found myself many women Boot Strap."
"Jack, you know what I mean."
"I never settle down-"
"Seems that she has gotten you to change some things."
"I am not in love if that is what you mean." I said trying to protect them.
"There is no reason to lie to me Jack. I know. I have heard many people talk-"
"Peopel talk all the time."
"Jack, I have seen you with a woman and child and since I have known you, the only things you are around are your own or something you want." I froze when he said he had seen me with them.
Maybe he is trying to trick me into telling him.
"I am with no one." I said.
"Brown hair tied with brown leather that goes down her back, brown eyes, a few inches smaller then you, tends to wear your shirts that have been tied to make it more form fitting with your pants that go past her feet, does that seem to ring a bell? Oh and you two seemed to be injoying a nice walk around the town with your daughter. Seems she looks a lot like Amoretta but has your hight on her advantage. No doubt going to be a great pirate."
"That was just a fling mate, honestly they ment nothing to me."
"Then why did the woman ask her child about having a brother or sister?"
"Many woman ask that question, you know they all want me goods." I tryed to be cocky, but everything was turning out timid.
"Why did the little girl call you 'daddy'? Why did you bend down and the woman get on your back? Why did you say you would give up anything to be with them?" The fear and rage inside of me joined and I grabbed the lantern and threw it at him, but he just caught it and put it in the center again. I got up and grabbed one of the matches I had put in my pocket and struck it, casting little light. Putting a hand up to block the air from hitting it, I made my way as quickly as I could to the stares, but Boot Strap cut me off and blocked my way up. "Jack, I don't want to hurt you or your family, I just want to warn you about something." He said as I tryed to get past him.
"Move!" I yelled and threw the candle at him. It hit him but didn't do anything, it just fell to the ground. I struck two more and put them together for more light.
"Jack, your time is up. Davy Jones wants you. That is all." He said. He grabbed me by the shoulders and made me sit on a barrel. "Jack, you injoy your family for as long as you can because Davy will find you and it will be over." Boot Strap said and took my hand. I took my hand away and saw a black mark begin to take form on my hand.
"What is this! Take it off!" I commanded but he just shook his head and dissapeard in the dark room where the match light couldn't cover. Deciding to do something more important, I ran up the stares, blew out the matches, and started yelling for peopel to get up. I ran into the room that the crew slept in and saw them still sleeping. That angered me and I started yelling again. People fell out of beds and some peopel sprang up.
"What is it Captian?" People asked. I just shook my head and the crew got out on deck. I ran up to the deck and made my way to Amoretta's room. I quickly opened the door and saw her grabbing for her panst which were on the floor. She put them on and looked up at me with worried eyes.
"Jack, what is happining?" She asked.
"Are you alright?" I asked her. She nodded her head and I ran over to her, knocking her back down onto the bed, kissing her fiercly on the mouth, neck, and back to her mouth. She wrapped her legs around my hips and her arms around my neck. I forced my tonge inside her mouth and felt her tonge brush against mine. I felt her surrender herself to me and I took advantage of her. I am not sure if I am doing this because I was scared of what Boot Strap said, or because I am glad that she is ok. She started to undo my shirt and I looked down at her legs which were still covered from my pants and noticed that the pants did end a little under her feet. I thought it made her look even more attractive and could feel myself become pleasured by her tonge on my chest. I looked back up and she started kissing my neck. "I love you Amoretta." I said and held her close to me.
"Jack, what is wrong?" She asked stopping.
"Nothing luv, absolutley nothing." I said and bent down to kiss her, but she turned her head away.
"Tell me what is happining Jack." She said looking back up at me.
"NOTHING!" I yelled and got off of her.
"Jack, I didn't mean to upset you." She said getting up and quickly walked over to me as I made my way over to my desk. I sat down in the chaire and put my hands to my temples, rubbing it roughly trying to make the headaque go away. She put her hands on my shoulders, but I shoved her off. "Jack, I said I-"
"Bugger off." I growled and grabbed a random map from the other side of the table and opened it. I made it look like I was focising on it, but I was really terrified on what Boot Strap had said to me.
"Jack, you need a drink, I actually have some rum for you that I have saved. Come on Jack." She said and reached over, taking my rough hand in her smooth one. I yanked my hand away and put my head on the desk.
I shouldn't touch her. I am tainting her. I have already tainted her, but I am going to get her dirty. I should have let Will have her when I had the chance. I am going to hurt her I know it. She's being to good to me and all I have done is put her through paine.
I felt her leave me and I wanted to turn around and grab for her, but I just let her go. I jumped slightly when someone placed a bottle of rum besides me and I looked up, seeing Amoretta sitting on the edge of the desk, looking at her hands.
"Leave." I said.
"Not until you tell me what is happining. Jack, you are terrified and I can tell. What is happining? Please tell me." She begged looking down at me. I turned away and felt anger rise inside of me. It wasn't anger towards her, but anger towards Davy Jones. I was mad that he was going to take everything I have ever wanted away from me and I didn't know what to do.
"LEAVE!" I yelled at her pushing myself out of the chaire quickly causing her to fall off of the desk in shock. I glared down at her and she cowered in fear.
"Jack-" She reached out her hand put I slapped it away from me. I saw tears brim her eyes and I put my hands to my head. "Jack, tell me what's wrong." She whispered trying to keep her voice mellow.
"NOTHING!" I yelled slapping the rum bottle to the ground. It shattered and the liquid that I could have drounded my feelings in made its way across the floor, leacking through the boards. She held her legs to her chest and put her head between her knees. I saw her shoulders shake and I could tell she is crying. I bent down besides her and moved my hand to touch her shoulder, but stopped. I had to get as far away from here as I could. I also needed Boot Strap off of this ship. I got up and went to the door. I yelled orders to everyone and watched as they ran and did their things.
"Captian, where is the lass and child?"
"In the room. Gibbs, I want you to go and check our storage room for any thing down there." I said.
"Captian, there is no rum."
"I don't need rum, I just think that you should check if anything that isn't suppose to be there is there." I growled. He held up his hands in surrender and put them down, running to the storrage room. I looked over my shoulder and saw Amoretta holding Lilly close to her, looking at me with sad and worried eyes. I wanted to go to them, but I walked up the small row of stares to the wheel. I looked back down at them and saw Lilly crying and clutching onto Amoretta's shirt as Amoretta rocked back and forth, running her slim fingers through Lilly's hair, speaking soft words to her. I tryed to listen, and the words finally came to me.
"Hush my little angle, the wind is coming, it will come and blow away, all your fears and all your tears. Pleas don't fret and please don't cry, it will come and make you sigh, it will put you into your, deep dreams and deep sleep."
I smiled at knowing that that was the song I use to sing to Amoretta before we had Lilly.
What's happining to us? Why did I yell at her when she was trying to confort me? Why did I act so rash when she only wanted to know what was happining?
I looked at my hand and noticed the black mark had taken up a lot of it. I glared at it and grabbed a piece of cloth from my pocket and wrapped it around my hand. I hate keeping things from Amoretta, but I can't let her or anyone know what is happining for they will probably leave me. Maybe I can get out of this and no one will ever know. I smiled at that and pulled out the pice of cloth that had a picture of a key. I had picked that up a month ago and still am trying to find it.
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It was now close to morning and I could see the sun rising just on the horizion. None of the crew or I have gotten any sleep and have been sailing for the nearest island or piece of land.
"Gibbs, take the wheel." I ordered. He nodded his head and walked up to the wheel. I walk to Amoretta and my cabin, hoping that she will forgive me. As I apprached the door, Anamaria glared at me from her possision on the sale as she did her job on looking for land. I glared back up at her and put my hand on the handle, turning it and opining the door, I saw that the bed was like it was when I last saw her and she wasn't there. I panicked and ran out of the room to Lilly's. She wasn't there either and I ran down to the storrage room. grabbing the last match from my pocket, I struck it against the rail and walkd down into the pitch balck room.
"Amoretta, are you in here?" I asked. I heard nothing and walked to the talbe where I found the match box with only five matches left and a couple of candles by it. I lit one of the longer candles and took it with me, throwing the match to the ground and hearing it sizle. "He's still here." I whispered. "Amoretta, where are you?" I asked becomming more afraid of what I might see. As I got deeper into the room, closer to where I saw Boot Strap last, I heard sniffles and humming. Continuing my prusuite for Amoretta, I finally saw a soft glow of the lantern that I had used when metting my old friend and the humming and sniffiling became louder. I finally peered around a corner and saw Amoretta sitting, back against the wall, pants getting wet and sticking to the bottems of her feet with the candle on the barrel that I had sat on casting a soft glow around her. She looked up and I saw that her eyes had unshed tears and were slightly pink from her crying. She put her head back down between her knees when she saw me and I cringed.
"What do you want?" She asked and sniffled.
"Are you alright?" I asked.
"What do you think?"
Stupid question. Here she is crying and I ask her how she feels. Absolutley stuipid!
"Luv, what is the matter?"
"Well, there are many things the matter. You leave at night for something only god knows about and when you come back, everyone is going crazy! To make matters worse, you come in, ask me if I am fine when I don't know why I wouldn't be, and pin me to the bed! Then you get testy and start yelling at me when I want to know what is going on!" I walked over to her and croutched down in front of her. "Jack, all I want to know is what is going on."
"Nothing is going on luv, I just need to get to land soon."
"Why? Why do you want to get to land? It isn't for drinks or anything because you would have made it Tortuga or somewhere, not just 'land'."
"You ask to many questions luv." I said and grabbed her by the arm, yanking her up to full hight and pushing her against the wall, pressing my lips to hers harshly. I felt her press her hands to my chest, but I grabbed her hands and held them above my head. She moved her lips from mine and I fiercly kissed her neck.
"You are drunk Jack, what is wrong with you?" She asked.
"Nothing!" I yelled and used one of my hands to grabb her face to look at me and attacked her lips again. I closed my eyes when I felt her lips start to move with mine. I let go of her hands and they wrapped around my neck. I ground my hips against hers and she moved one of her hands up. Then I felt a stinging paine against my cheak and pulled back. I opened my eyes and saw her breathing harshly, her eyes closed and the hand that slaped me placed against her heart. "Are you alriht?" I asked.
"No! I don't know what is going on with you Jack and I am scared!" She cryed. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close to me. She put her head against my chest and I put my chin on top of her head. "I can't do this anymore Jack. Don't come after me." She said and pushed me away, running away with the lantern. I was about to follow her, but heard someone chuckling. I whirled around and saw him again, standing there in the shadows.
"You don't listen well do you? You also don't lie as good as you use to." He grinned taking a step into the light of my candle.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"You said that the woman and child ment nothing to you. That was over a year ago I saw you last with the woman. You usually don't stick around that long. You expecially never ask a woman to come on your ship unless they are part of the crew. I don't think that she is a part of the crew for I never see you and Anamaria in such an intament moment." I groaned knowing I was stuck and couldn't get out. "I will leave you alone Jack, I just want to tell you that he is comming for you. You are doing the right thing of going to land, and I won't be telling him where you are going. Infact, he doesn't know I am telling you that he is comming for you. Instead of getting drunk and trying to forget everything, try to get out of this and spend as much time with Amoretta and Lilly as you can. It might be your last time." He said and disappeared into the darkness and I grinned.
"I will." I said and walked back up the stares and made my way to my cabin. Reaching it, I opened the door and saw that Amoretta was not there. I growled and went to Lilly's where I found her in Lilly's bed. Lilly was in a fetal possision and Amoretta had her arms around her, her body wrapping around Lilly's. I smiled and walked over to them. "I wont' let anything happen to you, I promise." I whispered into Amoretta's ear and kissed her slightly parted lips softly. I walked out of the room and into mine, crawling into the bed and falling asleep.
hey guys, sorry it took so long to update this chapter, but i just didn't know where to end. any way, here are some questions
1. should i start in on DMC?
2. Should i explaine how they get onto the canibel island and then go into the whole DMC
3. should i have Will's POV for the next chapter and then go into DMC?
4. should i have Elizabeth's POV then go into DMC?
your suggestions are highly wanted and appriciated if you want something different, please contact me and tell me i hope you injoyed please review.