Surface My Emotions
By: Khas Klwn
Disclaimer: I don't own Resident evil in any way.
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!Ada!
I saw myself aiming my gun at Leon.. My heart collapsed into itself when I saw his confused hurt expression as I tried to keep my feelings away. How could it have happened to the best Spy… Leon defeated me not in combat.. but emotionally. But even now.. as I do not deserve someone as pure as you Leon… I ponder how lucky I am. And how I wished I would've just escaped with you both times I had a chance… but I have been hiding something from you Leon… For some reason I'm still coughing up blood… And I don't know why.. the doctors said they removed it. And I did feel fine for quite some time… But if I do have a las plagas in me, I'm afraid Leon…
"Afraid to lose the only good thing I've found in my life…
Afraid to know your pain when I'm gone…
For I do not care for my own well-being as much as I care for yours…
I have used you once too many.. and everytime I do it I regret… Even before I commit.
Please Forgive me… as I whisper my truth to you while you sleep…." I shifted myself to face away from Leon. Hiding my tears he could possibly wake to. But I see… I think those doctors may have been under plagas influence? I don't know. Maybe there was another egg that laid dormant for a long time. Or maybe its something else… It could be a disease I have. Because life would be too good to be true if I were to live long enough to spend my remaining years… To grow old together… See everything together…I'm glad God could show me to you. My guardian angel…
I sat up and tiptoed to the desk in the hotel room. I drew out a piece of paper and pen.
Dear Leon,
I'm going to leave this where hopefully I know you'll find it. If you found this I'm probably dead. And for my last words I wish I'd have met you under different circumstances where we could be together. I've played you over and over and you've shown nothing but sincerety and kindness despite what I kept doing to you. Thus, I've fallen for you to the point of obsession. I would take an eternity in hell if it ment for your well being. Whether I'm there or not… I will find you again Leon. I promise. Please wait for me… In some way I promise to let you know I'm there… Wait.. please wait… for I couldn't bear to be alone for eternity, with you being the only one who cares about my existence… Alone in this world can break anyone… even spys.
P.S. You stole my soul from Hell, and showed it light. Now I will show you miracles are real… And if you think I'm dead. I'll come back.. I always have haven't I… Look on the back of this paper.
End of Chapter.
Author's Note: Please don't jump to conclusions… This romantic Idea came to me when I lost someone dear to me. But expect anything in this story.