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To Much
Waking up to the sun's rays, I slightly opened my eyes and instantly closed them.
"No." I said even though I didn't have to. He smiled and took another bight of bread as I picked up some of the grapes on my plate. Just then the door opened again and I hid my face behind Jack to block the light.
I smiled at the fond memorie and opened my eyes again, slowly this time. I put my hand to my head and slowly sat up. Opining my eyes fully this time, becomming use to the light, I looked over and saw that I wasn't in my room. Remembering the fight, everything hit me, the kisses, yelling, shattering glass, him forcing himself on me and me injoying it.
What has happened to him? What has happened to me? What has happened to us? Can I even call this love anymore? Maybe it was the fact that Will still wanted me that we loved another. Maybe having a child with him wasn't a good thing at all. I love Lilly, and I love Jack, but maybe I should leave. Maybe I should take Lilly back to Port Royal with me and find someone that will love Lilly and I. Maybe I need to get away from Jack. This is all to much.
I sat up and rubbed my eyes that were quickly tearing up. I saw something glinting on the table and it was by a vase filled with roses. I smiled at whoever did this and walked over, picking up one of the roses in the vase and smelling it. It smelled its scent, but there was another, something stronger, something that made me feel safe and calmn. I smelled it again and then it hit me, it was Jack's scent. I frowned and put it back into the vase.
I am suppose to be leaving him, not having him make me love him more, if that is possiable.
I turned my attention to the thing that had caught my eye in the first place. It was the silver trinket that he always had in his hair. I picked it up and held it in my hand. Staring down at it, I smiled softly. I put it in my pocket of the pants I had slept in and opened the door, walking out side. I stared at the calmn ocean and smiled again.
"Ohi Amoretta! The Captian's looking for ye!" One of the crew members called. The smile on my face vanished and I nodded. I walked up the small set of stares to the wheel and saw Jack standing by it, hands on the wheel and looking off towards the horizon. I walked up closer and saw that his shoulders were slightly shaking.
"Jack?" I asked taking another step closer. He didn't look back and I got worried. I stopped and stared at him. He was still slightly shaking at the shoulders and I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. "Jack." I said firmer this time. He still didn't look at me. "Jack, please look at me." I pleaded. He turned his head slightly and looked at me from the corner of his eye. I saw that there were unshed tears and I stood there shocked, not being able to talk or move. He turned his head back and looked back out at the ocean. I felt my heart snap and couldn't bear to think that I was the one that made him like this. Before I knew it, I was running towards him. My arms wrapped themselves around his stomach and I barried my head against his back. "Jack! I am so sorry!" I sobbed, soaking his shirt with my newly shed tears. I felt him stifen up at first, but he then loesened up.
"For what?" He asked.
"For doing this to you! I didn't go back to bed with you Jack, I left you!" I cryed. I felt his arms move and his hands had left the wheel. He took my hands in his and rubbed the tops of them.
"Luv, you didn't do anything. You never left me Amoretta, you are right here." He said softly. He turned around and wrapped his arms around me, holding me close to him. "I'm so sorry luv, I didn't mean to hurt you." He whispered, his lips brushing against my ear.
"It's alright Jack." I said, putting my head against his chest. "I love you." I said. I felt awful for ever thinking about leaving him now, I don't even know why I ever thought of it.
"I love you more." He said and lickd the rim of my ear playfully and nuzzled his head against my neck. That did it. The tears feel from my eyes and I couldn't stop them. "Luv, what is wrong?" He asked moving his head away from my neck and taking my face in his hands, making me look up into those loving brown eyes that moments ago, I wanted to run away from.
"Jack, I don't deserve you."
"No, you deserve someone better-"
"No Jack, you are everything to me. Jack, I had thoughts of leaving you. I had thoughts of leaving at the next port and finding a way back to Port Royal with Lilly." I sniffled.
"It's alright Amoretta. Everyone has thoughts like that."
"You have?" I felt my heart shatter, but then I shouldn't feel this way because of what I would have done.
"I am sorry luv, but I have." He said. I took my hands back from him and backed up so that I was out of his reach. "Luv, what is wrong?" He asked me stepping closer.
"Nothing." I spat and turned around, walking off.
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I watched as she walked off. I waited a couple of minutes and then heard the door of our cabin being slamed shut and then her sobbs.
This is what happens when you tell the truth.
"Woman." I groaned and decided to give her a moment.
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Getting pulled through the town by gaurds when I was suppose to be marring Elizabeth was the hardest thing that I have ever gone through. We finally came to a stop and Elizabeth ran over to me. Even though it was raining, I could tell that she had been crying.
"What is the meaning of this!" Govonor Swan belowed.
"Well, it seems that these two have caused the hanging of Jack Sparrow-"
"Captian." Elizabeth and I both said at the same time.
"Captian Jack Sparrow." Elizabeth spat in the man's face.
"Fine, 'Captian' Jack Sparrow. Any way's, since you helped him and that toy of his-"
"She is not a toy!" I yelled at him.
"Can I just get to the pointe?" The man yelled in anoyance. Elizabeth and I glared at him and he smirked. "Anyways, the 'Captian' and that 'woman' of his got out of Port Roayl alive thanks to you, so it seems that the only thing that came on my mind for your punishment is both of you getting hung."
"What! This is proposterous!" Govonor Swan yelled.
"I have the slips right here with me." The man said.
"What is your name?" Govonor asked.
"Oh, do excuse me for not getting to that sooner. It is Becket, Lord Becket."
"Well Lord Becket, I am the Govonnor-"
"Not anymore." Becket said and the gards dragged Elizabeth and I off when Becket did a flick of his hand.
"I hope Amoretta and Jack are having a better time then we are." Elizabeth whispered.
"I do to." I said. She looked over at me and gave me a sad smile.
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"Amoretta, can I please come in?" I asked.
"No!" She yelled from the other side of the door.
"Amoretta-"
"She said no, just leave her alone!" A male voice said in there. I froze and felt anger surge inside of me.
"Bloody hell Amoretta! Who is that in there!" I yelled pounding on the door.
"Dan, now go away!" She cryed. I used the knife from my belt and unlockd the door, thrusting it open. I looked inside and saw that Amoretta was wrapped up in a blanket and Dan putting on his boots.
"Bloody buggering hell what was going on in here! Trying to bed my woman?" I yelled.
"No, Jack-" Amoretta began, but I cut her off.
"That's captian to you Amoretta." I hissed. She looked at me with hurt eyes and I glared at her. She put her head into her hands and sobbed. Dan reached out to her but stopped when I started growling at him.
"Get out."
"But Captian-" He began but I stared him down.
"Now." Dan took back his hand and got up from the bed, walking out the door. As he passed me, I slammed the door shut, locking it, and walking over to Amoretta who was shaking from crying. "Am I not good enough for you?" I yelled at her. She looked up as I reached the bed and took off my boots. "Do I not please you?" I yelled louder at her. I got on the bed, crawling up to her. She was shaking from her crying, and probably from fright. I grabbed her chin and made her look at me. "Am I just a pleasure to you that you can throw away?" I hissed. She whimpered and I forcefully pressed my lips to hers in a bruising kiss. I nipped at the bottem of her lip and then forced my tonge into her mouth. I felt her hands move to my chest and she pushed me off of her. I looked back at her and she put her hands to her face, crying. "I loved you." I growled and got up from the bed, walking back to the door and walked out.
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I walked to the prision cell that Elizabeth was in. I saw her and I ran over to it. She smiled up at me sadly and put her hands through. I held onto them and smiled down at her.
"I know a way to get you out." I smiled. "I just need Jack's help."
"Oh, that shouldn't be to hard then." She smiled. "You could see Amoretta as well!"
"I wouldn't count on it." Govonor said.
"Why not? We saved his life." I said.
"He is a pirate Will. I don't think he is going to help you at all, and I also don't think you will be seeing Amoretta. He probably dropped her off at the nearest port he could find."
"That's not true!" Elizabeth said. "They love-"
"Pirates don't love. She has probably had his child and is now working as a prostitute."
"This is Amoretta you are talking about father!"
"She isn't the same respectiable woman she was before, she is a pirate now."
"Can you give us a moment?" I asked. He flintched, but nodded, walking up the stares. "Don't believe him Amoretta. Jack hasn't left Amoretta, and Jack will help us."
"What do you need from him?"
"His compass."
"His compass? Whatever for?"
"I don't know, but Becket wants it."
"I see. Do you think that they are happy? I mean, Jack is a pirate, and Amoretta is a respectiable woman-"
"Elizabeth, they probalby have a child or two now and are exploring the world with another. They are fine." I said reassuringly. She smiled and I got up. "I will get you out of here." I promised and walked off.
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It was almost night now, and I had now found Amoretta's stash of rum that she had saved for me from the rest of the crew. I have already drinken around a bottle and a half, and was sitting down at my desk, looking at the piece of cloth with the drawn key.
"What do you unlock?" I asked it. I shook my head and groaned. "The rum is getting to me." I said and pushed the piece of cloth away. I pushed back the chaire slightly and put my feet onto the desk, tipping back the chaire a bit. I moved my hat down so that it covered up my eyes, blocking the lantern light that was iluminating the room.
What's wrong with me? Why did Amoretta seek pleasure from another man and not me? Doesn't she love me?
I sighed and felt a tear run down my cheak.
Maybe I should have left her when I had the chance. Maybe I should have let Will have her, but no, I had to fall in love with her on that God Forsaken island!
My thoughts were intorupted when I heard the door knob turn slightly. I didn't bother to look, and heard the door shut.
"Gibbs, head anywhere. Perhaps Tortuga. I am in need for some love." I said waving my hand for him to go. I heard the door open and shut again and sighed. Then I felt someone sit in my lap and I jumped slightly. I opened my eyes and saw Amoretta looking down at me. She then placed her head against my chest and wrapped her arms around me. "Leave me alone." I growled but she held onto me tighter.
"Gibbs didn't want a heading, infact, it was me that came in." She whispered softly.
"Oh." I said and looked away from her.
"Jack, I didn't sleep with him." She said.
"Don't bother to lie to me."
"Jack, I love you and I would never sleep with another man!" She yelled and took her head off my chest.
"Well then why was he in your room? It sure wasn't for saying hello now was it?" I asked glaring at her.
"Infact, he was giving me my dinner since SOMEONE didn't. After that, he wanted to confort me."
"In the 'fun' way I see."
"No! Not that way Jack!" She screamed at me. I looked back at her and she was breathing deeply, her chest heaving with anger and distress. I looked at her lips which were partly opened, and I leaned in slightly, parting mine and moving my head to the side. I stopped when I noticed what I was doing and retreated back. She moved one of her hands up and took off my hat. I grabbed it back and put it on my head again, looking away from her. "I love you." She whispered. I felt her trace my jaw with her finger and then felt her lips grace it. She then put her head against my chest again and wrapped her arm back around me.
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It felt like hourse we had sat like that, her stradiling my lap, head on my chest, and arms around me. I, without knowing, had wrapped my arms around her as well after a while. I can't remember a moment that we have shared that was like this. It was one of the best ones I have ever felt with her. it felt like we were the only ones and we were in love. I had dozed off for quiet a while, but got woken up when I had dropped my bottle of rum. That's when I had wrapped my arms around her.
"Amoretta luv, let's get to bed." I whispered into her ear. She moaned and snuggled closer to me. "Luv, come on." I said chuckling at her inasent child like behavior. Giving up on that idea, I made it so that her arms were around my neck and put my arms around her. I got up slowly, and held her as she hung onto me. Once I was fully up, I picked her up, cradiling her, and carried her over to the bed. I set her down on the bed and took off her boots, placing them on the floor besides it. I took off my shirt and boots and crawled in besides her. I moved to the other side of the bed, wanting to give her space.
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Just as I felt I was dozing off again, I felt Amoretta snuggle into my back and wrapp her arms around me. I rolled over so I was facing her and wrapped my arms around her as well. She opened her eyes slowly and I smiled softly at her. She smiled back and snuggled into me.
"I love you." I said kissing the top of your head.
"I am so sorry Jack, I didn't know that having Dan in the room would make you think-"
"Luv, I was jealous and scared that I was loesing you. It doesn't matter now since I know that I am not loesing you." She traced her finger along my jaw and I grinned. I leaned forward so that our lips were just touching, so I could feel her breath on my lips and she could feel mine. "You are mine." I said and pulled away, grinning at her.
"Hey! That's not fare!" She laughed.
"Pirate." I grinned and used my hand to move the haire that fell infront of her eyes behind both of her ears. She pressed her lips to mine and I smiled. Our tonges played with another and our hands touched another. As our kisses became more loving again, our touches ceasing, I felt truley happy. All the fear about Davy Jones and everything swept away. I took Amoretta's hands in mine and broke away from the last kiss we shared. "Luv, did you get the things I gave you this morning?" I asked. She smiled and nodded, taking out the silver trinket from her pant pocket and holding it in the palmn of her hand. "Let me put that in your haire for you." I said. She smiled and sat up infront of me. I sat up as well and leaned in, taking a couple of strands of her haire and then started french braiding it. At the end of it, I tied the trinket to it and tapped at it.
"Thank you." She smiled and kissed me passiontally, knocking me back onto the bed.
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It's been a week and we finally have reached an island.
"There, it's the Pearl." One man said. "He will take you." He said and pointed at someone. He smiled and we both got into a row boat. He took me half way and then stopped.
"Well." I said. He shook his head saying he will go no farther and I sighed. Jumping into the water, I was suprised that it was so warm. I swam over to the island which the Pearl was stopped at and smiled. "Finally, I have found them." I said.
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"Jack, what are we going to do?" Amoretta asked me. We had been on this island for around a week now and I was getting edgy.
"I don't know luv." I said getting slightly annoyed. I looked over and saw that she was looking down ashamed. The annoyance in my left and I put an arm around her shoulders and brought her over so I kissed her cheak. "But I will get us out." I said. She looked up at me and smiled. Some yelling was heard and it got louder. "Come here luv." I said and she got off of her chaire and sat in my lap. The last time there was yelling, they wanted to kill her. They think I am some god to them, so I said that she was my godess and they didn't dare touch her again. I wrapped my arms around her and held her as close as I could to me. I closed my eyes, trying to calmn myself, but heard Amoretta gasp.
"Will" She whispered. I opened my eyes and saw it was indeed Will and he was tied to a long stick getting carried by two men. Amoretta got up off of my lap and I wrapped an arm around her waiste as we walked over to Will.
"Jack, you don't know how glad I am to see you." Will smiled. I nodded and checked him out. I knew who he was, but I didn't want anyone else to know, except Amoretta.
"Luv, we don't know him." I said. Amoretta caught on and nodded.
"Lum eiki piki, lum snip snip." I said motioning to him. I pointed at him. "Eunch." I said and they all nodded. I used my free hand and waved them off. They walked past me with Will. "Save us!" I whispered to him. He looked at me before leaving. I sat back down on my throne with Amoretta on my lap and looked over to see Lilly talking with one of the bigger men. He just stared back down at her, nodding his head sometimes.
"Jack, you don't think that they will kill her do you?" Amoretta asked.
"They aren't going to kill any of us." I promised and held her close.
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The day was almost done, and I was exsausted from the day's excitment. Jack and I had run away from canables, and Lilly had almost got killed if it weren't for Jack who saved her. Sitting the raile and swinging my legs back and forth slowly, I looked at the setting sun. The waves lapped softly at the sides of the Pearl and I sighed.
"You seem to be doing good." Someone said besides me. I jumped slightly and almost lost my balance, but the person grabbed onto me before I could fall. I didn't have to look at the man before I kissed him, knowing it is Jack. He kissed me back. We seporated and looked back out at the setting sun and I smiled.
"I am. Are you alright?" I asked. He didn't smell to heavly of rum, and that just meant that he wasn't drinking as much anymore.
"Yes I am, but I finished all of the stash of rum you held for me."
"That was only one place Jack. I have a couple more, but you did drink a big portion." I smiled.
"You are to good to me." He smiled and nuzzled his cheak against mine. He moved behind me and wrapped his arms around me, still moving his cheak soflty against mine, his facial haire tickling my cheak.
"Oh my! Jack did you see that? It was a shooting star!" I said pointing up happily at the sky where the star had vanished.
"I'm afraid I missed it luv." He said and his hands moved to grabb mine.
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I watched them loving another a way that I have never seen before. It wasn't the way that Jack would call fun, but he looked like he was enjoying himself. I couldn't help but feel a pit of envy. Elizabeth never had moments like this with me, and now I am not eve with her. I am trying to get a compass from a stubbern pirate when I should be with her in a nice home, married!
"I am going to get some rum luv, where is it?" I heard Jack ask.
"Under your desk." Amoretta said back.
"Really? Why such an obious place?"
"If it was so obious, why haven't you checked there?" Jack went silante and then both of them started laughing.
"I will be right back luv, don't move." He said and placed a quick kiss on her cheak before going to his cabin. I decided to go up to her. As I made my way, I saw that she was in a dream like state and I frowned, knowing that I have never given her that look, or Elizabeth.
"Amoretta." I said. She jumped slightly and looked at me, smiling widley.
"Will! I haven't seen you since the island!" She said happily hugging me. I smiled and hugged her back.
"I am glad to see you to." I laughed.
"Have you and Elizabeth gotten married yet?" She asked. I frowned and shook my head, looking out at the ocean.
"That's why I am here." I said. I didn't want to tell her about the compass, because then she will try to get it from Jack. I don't need other people doing my job, so I kept quiet. "I'm just here to get something, then I am going to go back." I said.
"What are you getting?"
"I can't tell you that."
"Oh, ok." She said and hopped back onto the raile.
"Have you been alright with Jack?"
"Yes, except for a few nights before this. He started yelling at everyone Will, I don't know what's going on." She said and I could tell that she is worried.
"Well, I dont' think it is going to be long before it passes. He seems happy now. How is your daughter? I didn't quiet get her name."
"Oh, her name is Lilly. She is fine. She is around four now." She smiled. "Jack and I both love her."
"Well, I could tell by the way you were acting when she was almost going to get killed, and by the way Jack saved her."
"He's a good man." She said and went into that dream like state again.
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"Ohi Will! Glad to see you mate!" Jack said walking up to us. I smiled at him and he walked to my other side after giving Will a bottle of rum.
"Hey Jack." Will said and and opened the bottle, taking a drink. I smiled as Jack opened it and held it out for me.
"Care to do the honors luv?" He asked.
"What an honor. Of course I would." I laughed and accepted the bottle from him, putting it to my lips and taking a fine sip. Jack put his arms around me and his chin on my shoulder, looking up at the stars.
"Alirhgt luv, my turn." He said and snatched the bottle from my hands. I smiled at him as he took in the rum quickly without taking his arms away from me. I forgot about all the things that have happened that were trouble to me, and just thought about all the good things.
"Jack! There is another shooting star!" I said jumping up, causing him to drop his bottle out into the ocean.
"What?" He asked, rumm all over his face. I laughed and kissed him, tasting the rum on him.
"I said there was another shooting star." I laughed.
"A star caused me to drop my rum?" He asked pretending to be mad, but failing misriabley.
"A shooting star." Will said sarcastically, mocking my excitment. I laughed and playfully pushed him.
"Oh yippy." Jack mocked and I pushed him to. We all laughed and Jack rested his chin back on my shoulder. "I saw that one." Jack whispered. I smiled and heard someone yawn sleepily behind us. Knowing who it was, Jack let go of me as I turned around picking up a tired Lilly.
"I saw it to mommy." She yawned again. I smiled and she rested her head on my shoulder. I went back infront of Jack and he placed his chin on my other shoulder, wrapping his arms around me again, one arm messaging Lilly's back.
"Family moment, wouldn't want to ruine it. See you in the morning." Will said and yawned, walking off.
"Bye Will." I said and sighed, feeling more happy then I have ever felt as Jack and I looked up at the stars, Lilly sleeping in my arms.
well, that was longer then i intended. hopefully i didn't put you to sleep with bordem. i thought that it was a pretty good chapter, but i don't know what you guys like so i hope it was ok to you thanks for all of you that have been reviewing by the way, those reviews really do make my day. here are your questions
1. Should Jack trick will on going onto the ship and not having Amoretta know?
2. Should i do number one and have elizabeth enter when they go to tortuga?
3. Should i have one more chapter of their relationship and then go into question one or two?
if you guys have any other suggestions, i am more then happy to read them and try to get them into the story. hope to read your reviews in the future austa la viasta (i think i might of butchered that)