I woke and again didn't find Itachi in the room. I wonder what he really does in the morning? He might just not sleep well. Either way, it was weird. I got up and went to the bathroom. I had the sudden urge to wash my body off for some strange reason. I took a long bath and got dress. I didn't have that much stuff so I was going to ask Itachi to take me shopping. If he didn't, then I would just go by myself or with some of the other guys. Knowing Itachi, he would rather take me shopping himself than have another man do it. Especially since Deidara, Kisame, and Tobi always hang out with Sasori and I would got to them for anything. Itachi doesn't want me around Sasori especially for what he did yesterday. That day was so boring. It went by quick, though.

I got up and left to go downstairs. I heard a female voice and that shocked me. I thought that I was the only girl in the base. I walked down the stairs as quietly as I could. I followed the voice and it lead me to the living room again. Inside, I saw Leader, Itachi and a teenage girl about Itachi's age. I decided not to disturb them so I passed and went to the kitchen. I heard the girl yelling about something. I went to the living room and said hello. The girl glarred at me for some reason. Itachi called me over and I walked to him. The girl became furious but didn't do anything. I sat next to Itachi, away from the girl.

"Like we told you earlier, we have no need for your services anymore." Leader told the girl and she glarred harder at me.

"I'm still going to keep coming to check up and chat." She told us.

"You will not. You might lead someone here without knowing it." Leader spoke up.

"I've done it for the past year, and I didn't get caught." She covered for herself.

"That's because no one was suspicious. Now they are." Itachi said and placed his arm around me. The girl became annoyed now.

"Listen Itachi, if you just want to tell me something, spit it out." The girl said in a low voice. I looked at him and I saw that he was ticked off now.

"I would rather not say it now." Itachi said and glarred at her.

"Before this gets ugly, you need to leave Quita." Leader said and stood up. The girl named Quita glarred one last time at me and left.

"Sorry you had to meet her before the time wanted, Koyuki." Leader said as he returned to the room.

"Who was she anyways?" I asked and Leader looked over to Itachi.

"Itachi will tell you." And with that, Leader left. I looked at Itachi, waiting. He looked up and smiled at me but it was not full of happiness. It was full of sorrow.

"Come. We shall talk in our room." Itachi said and walked off.

I walked along side him as we passed the others. We greeted them and Itachi glarred at Sasori while he pulled me to him. Sasori smiled as we greeted each other. We finally came to our room. I should probably say Itachi's room but we were sharing for the time being. Itachi tried to unlock the door but was unsuccessful. I gigled that he hadn't realized it yet. He looked at me and waited for me to open it. I focused chakra to my hand and turned the knob. I had locked it with my chakra. Itachi entered after me and closed the door behind him. I sat at the bed while he took off his cloak and approached me. He sat me at his lap and sighed heavily then looked at me, waiting.

"Who was she, Itachi?" I asked again.

"She was Quita." He answered.

"Is she an Akatsuki?"

"No. She's just someone who bothers us." He said.

"Then why was she here?" I asked in a sweet voice that I didn't even know I had.

"She came by for a visit." He answered.

"Does she do this all the time?"

"Yes, she does. It annoys me so."

"Is she Leader's girlfriend?" I asked and looked at Itachi waiting for an answer.

"You're half right. But she's not Leader's girlfriend." He said and chuckled at the thought.

"Is she Deidara's?"

"It would be a miracle if she was." We laughed.

"Is she Kisame's?"

"He would rather eat humans."

"Is she Tobi's?"

"No."

"Sasori's?"

"No."

"Is it someone in another base?"

"No."

"The last man here is y-..." I stopped. Was that why she was so mad at me? Because Itachi's her boyfriend. I looked at Itachi and saw that he was not happy that I found out.

"I guess you know." He said and I got up from his lap. I backed away and he got up too. He approached me but I backed away.

"She's your girlfriend." I said, sadly realizing it. He tried to near me but I backed away. "Is she?" I asked.

"Not anymore. She was before you got here." He said and tears welled up in my eyes. He was surprised to see me crying.

"Am I just her substitute? If you find someone better than me, will you send me away like her?" I said as the tears fell.

"No. Leader just wanted to see what kind of reaction she could get out of me. He's done it all the time before you showed up." He said as he approached me. I couldn't back away, I was against the desk. " You are the only one who got a reaction out of me." He said and wiped my tears from my face. He made me look up at him when he grabbed my chin. I closed my eyes and refused to look at him.

"How do I know you're telling the truth?" I said as I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"I'll show you." He said and pulled me to him.

I began to panic as I was falling into his trap. He was kissing me and I was kissing him back. I encircled his neck and combed my fingers through his hair. He started to kiss me harder and he threw our bodies against the bed. He was now on top of me and I began to panic of what he was going to do. I began to think the worse and broke our kiss rapidly. He starred at me and I looked away. We were panting and still in our position. I felt him against my body and could feel the rise and fall of his chest again. My lips hurt from his rough work. It didn't feel right for some reason. It was either something from our past that I can't remember, or something that was happening at that exact moment but somewhere else. Itachi was starring at me and I could feel his stare on me.

"This isn't right." I whispered and Itachi accidently heard. "This isn't what was suppose to happen." I kept whispering. "This isn't what I was suppose to do."

Itachi got off me and I was surprised. He gave up so quickly. He didn't even bother to take advantage. He could've but he didn't. He could have given me his child at that very moment yet he didn't. Was he the one who had the problem? He wasn't doing his job like Leader ordered him. He was just suppose to give me the child and forget about everything else. He had many chances in which he could've done it. And he still didn't want to. Was he worried or even afraid? Was he giving me the choice? So many questions ran through my head, I couldn't think straight. I didn't notice that I was starring at him.

He was starring back at me and I blushed once I realized it. He saw and walked towards me. I was sitting at the edge of the bed so he squatted in front of me. He starred at me and I starred back. Last night was his last chance to give me the kid but he didn't. He could've done it right then and yet he still refused. He came closer to my face and I blushed a little at our close range. He just looked at me and stroked my hair then left out the door. I sat there thinking if I had made the right choice to break the kiss. I began to weep when I thought of him still being with Quita. I was glad I had him but it hurt me to realize that he might still have feelings for Quita. I sat at there just running over my thoughts.

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'I can't believe I even thought of doing that to her.'

'If I were you, I would have went all the way.'

'Well you're not me.'

'I'm like you.'

'True but you are only my inner self.'

'Wanna know what I just found out?'

'What?'

'I found out that Koyuki has an inner self too.'

'So...'

'Maybe if you and her switch out, I could help you.'

'How could you help me?'

'I would go all the way and so would she.'

'Listen and listen good. I DON'T WANT YOU AROUND KOYUKI. Got that?'

'Why aren't you like her and share once in your life?'

'How has she shared?'

'You might not know but I can talk to inner Koyuki and she tells me that you weren't the only man in Koyuki's life. In fact you are STILL second in her life.'

'What do you mean? She still has another love?'

'Oh yeah... So, just to give you some advice, give her a kid fast and she'll forget all about Kouga.'

'Kouga is this boy that she loves then?'

'Yeah and worst of all is that she had an innocent relstionship with him when they were younger, without even knowing it! Talk about a laugh, right? o-o'

'Uh...Dude? Are you there?'

'...Oh, he's dead.'

'That a boy! Make me proud! Erase all memories of that guy from her mind! Make her think that you're the only guy for her!'

'Oh..I will.' And with Itachi back with intentions to have Koyuki, he left to the library to find some information about this Kouga.