Date: 19th May 2007

Title: Repercussions
Author: Kazavid
Chapter: 7 / 9

Series: None
Rating: M
Pairing: John Sheppard / OFC - Nicole Johnson
Archiving: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
Spoilers: None
Feedback: Yes
Disclaimer: Stargate Atlantis and its characters do not belong to me.
Summary: While Beckett tries to assess Sheppard's injuries, Sheppard remembers some painful memories from his past.

Repercussions

Chapter 7

He stood there long after Nicole had left the Puddle Jumper, trying to think what 'mess' he'd left behind. The most obvious one was that she'd gotten pregnant, but he dismissed that as soon as he thought of it. Nicole had always made him use protection, so it couldn't be that. And she wasn't in the military so it couldn't have been because the relationship was against the rules. He couldn't think what the 'mess' was, so he thought about asking Steve, maybe he could at least get a hint from him.

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Sheppard sat beside the table, and looked across at Steve, who was looking around the room, looking for any familiar faces. They'd been talking for the past hour, and he was still nowhere near getting anything from Steve.

"Can't you at least give me a hint, as to what the mess was?" Sheppard asked, again. Steve turned to look at him.

"Sorry pal, you may be one of my best friends, but on this issue my allegiance is with Nicole. And nothing you say or do will get me to betray her."

"I still care about her." Sheppard confessed.

"Yes, so do I."

"I don't mean as a friend, I mean I..." Sheppard said, but didn't finish as Steve narrowed his eyes at him.

They sat there in silence for a while, neither of them knowing what to say, till Steve suddenly spoke.

"I don't suppose you get to use many snowmobiles around here do you?" Steve said, grinning as Sheppard groaned.

"No, but I do get to use a Puddle Jumper."

"Have you ever..." Steve asked.

"Not yet." Sheppard said, knowing exactly what Steve was asking.

"Getting slow aren't you, I would have thought that would have been the first thing you did. Knowing you and your libido."

"Maybe I'm just waiting for the right person." Sheppard said, his mind already conjuring up images of Nicole.

They talked for another hour, then Sheppard left, it had been a long day and he needed some sleep. In his quarters he didn't even undress he just laid down on the bed and immediately fell asleep.

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FLASHBACK

SHEPPARD - McMURDO AIR FORCE BASE – ANTARCTICA

Nicole steered the snowmobile as John tightened his hold around her waist. He told her to bring the snowmobile to a stop, and turn the engine off.

"Turn around." he whispered in her ear, his lips kissing her lobe.

Nicole lifted her leg up and twisted around, so that she was straddling the snowmobile facing him.

"That's better." he said, moving closer to her, kissing her. He began unzipping her coat, moving his hands inside the coat, stroking her body. His hands moved lower, and he began unzipping her pants.

"Stand up." he said, and Nicole did as he asked. She felt him sliding her pants, and her underwear down her thighs. The cold air immediately chilled her skin. When she sat down John grabbed her feet and pulled her knee high boots off, he pulled her pants down and completely removed them.

"Cold?" he laughed, when she shivered at the cold air on her skin.

"What do you think." she asked, watching him put her boots back on.

"Come here." he said, pulling her towards him, pressing her body against his, kissing her as his hands cupped her buttocks and pulled her lower body closer to his, he hooked her legs over the top of his thighs, so that she was almost straddling him.

Moving his hand between her thighs, he stroked his fingers against her, parting the folds he slid his fingers down to her entrance, he slowly pushed a finger in to her heated core. Felt her pushing her hips against his hand, as he pleasured her.

Nicole moved her hands to the zip of his pants and unzipped them, she pushed his pants down till she'd managed to free his erection. Taking hold of him she stroked her hand along the hardened length of his erection, she felt him shudder at her touch.

"Do you have anything with you." Nicole asked him.

"Don't I always." he said, smiling at her.

Nicole watched as he used the protection.

He lifted her up slightly, bringing her closer to his body, then he lowered her down, and Nicole felt his erection pushing in to her, the delicious feeling had her moaning against his neck.

"What if someone comes." Nicole asked him.

"Well I was hoping that would be us." he said, laughing as she punched his shoulder.

"You know what I mean."

"You're expecting someone to catch us. Out here?" he asked, as if that were an impossibility.

"Well there is a chance."

"Yes a very slim one, now shut up and relax." he told her, pushing her back till she was leaning against the handle bars. He leaned over her and began to rock his hips back and forth against her. He groaned at how tight she felt, the pressure surrounding his shaft as he moved against her was intense, and he found himself having to stop for a moment, while he tried to control the throbbing pleasure in his groin.

"Nicole, relax." he whispered against her ear. "No one's around." he told her, placing kisses over her neck and face.

He felt the pressure against his erection easing slightly, he pulled back and then slowly eased back in, she was still so tight, but he couldn't hold still any longer. He rested his hands on the seat behind her back, levering himself up he pushed harder in to her, felt himself getting deeper, she was so tight and hot he didn't think he'd last very long.

Her back arched and her head dropped back exposing her throat, he began kissing her neck moving up to her face, and finally her mouth. Her hands gripped the sides of his hips, and her feet were pressing on the foot board for leverage as she met him thrust for thrust. He felt her muscles flexing on his shaft, as her pleasure began to peak. He couldn't hold back any longer, he quickened the pace till he was almost ready to come, then he pulled back and gave one last thrust, letting the orgasm take over as he gave in to his own pleasure. When his body stopped shaking, he relaxed and let his body settle down on her. He closed his eyes and just held her, he didn't want to move, couldn't, he didn't have the energy or the inclination to do so.

A short while later he began kissing her again, he was still lying over her, still holding her.

Nicole could hear the sound of another snowmobile in the distance, lifting her head up she looked at John, who had his eyes closed.

"No one will catch us, you said." she reminded him of what he'd said earlier.

"Who the hell would expect to be caught making out in the Antarctic." he replied, smothering a laugh that was rising in his throat. He was just thankful they'd finished, because he honestly didn't think he'd have been able to stop, even at the prospect of being caught.

"Who do you think it is?" she asked, trying to disentangle herself from his arms.

"You're asking me?" he said, dryly.

"You won't have time to put those on." he told her, as she grabbed for her pants. "Here, just zip your coat up, and no one will know that you're half naked underneath. Except me that is." he laughed, pulling the zip up to her neck.

She'd just sat down when Steve pulled his snowmobile to a halt.

"Everything alright?" he asked, looking from Nicole to Sheppard. His eyes immediately focusing on the bareness of Nicole's legs just visible beneath her coat. Steve looked at Sheppard and smiled, then shook his head.

"Everything is fine." Sheppard said, seeing the look Steve gave him.

"I'll see you later then." Steve said, and rode off towards the Base.

"You don't think he knew what we'd been doing do you?" Nicole asked, her face red with embarrassment.

"Nah, not a chance." He said, lying.

END OF FLASHBACK

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The next day Sheppard thought he'd try a new tactic, he found out that Nicole didn't have any thing to do for the next few days, so he enlisted, or blackmailed McKay in to helping him. Sheppard had told her that she was to accompany McKay to the Athosian Camp on the mainland, to do a detailed report, but this was just a ruse to get her on board.

JUMPER BAY

"How much longer do I have to sit here for?" McKay asked, shooting Sheppard a glaring look.

"Till I say so, now shut up Rodney or she'll hear you." he told him, he didn't want Nicole to hear him.

He looked out of the Jumper to see if she was coming, he saw her turning the corner coming this way.

"Now don't say anything, or do anything until I tell you, OK." Sheppard told him, as he moved to stand by the pilot's seat.

"Fine." McKay said folding his arms.

Nicole enters the Jumper, her eyes immediately darting to look at McKay, who is sitting there looking very nervous, well more nervous than he normally looks.

"Are you alright Doctor McKay?" Nicole asked him.

"Me, oh I'm fine, absolutely no problems whatsoever." he stammered, causing Nicole to frown at him and think that something was definitely up.

"Come and sit up here, you can enjoy the view better." Sheppard quickly intervened, before McKay could say anything else, and blow it.

Nicole moved up by the console and sat in the seat next to the pilots seat. John strapped her in making sure that the belt was locked around her waist. Then he sat in the pilots seat and got ready to leave.

"Right McKay, you can go now." Sheppard told him, he turned to see McKay exiting the Jumper with relief.

"Doctor McKay, where are you going?" Nicole shouted after him, frantically trying to undo the belt around her waist. McKay took no notice to her.

"What do you think you're doing?"

"You don't have anything to do today, so I thought we could spend the day together. Get to know each other again." he told her, as he powered the Jumper up.

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As he was heading towards the mainland, Nicole sat there slightly angry but mostly apprehensive about how this little excursion would go.

"Can you get this thing off me?" Nicole asked pulling at the belt around her waist.

"Sure." John moved from his seat and unlocked the belt around her. "There, all done."

They didn't say much during the rest of the flight, he landed the Puddle Jumper on the far side of the mainland, close to the sea.

As Nicole stepped out of the Jumper she saw a thin strip of sand and earth, which then gave way to a large expanse of green grass, then further back a wooded area surrounding where they had set down.

"Do you want to walk, or would you prefer to just sit down." John asked her.

"I don't mind just sitting." she told him, aware that he probably wasn't fully recovered for a long trek.

They sat on the grass and just talked, most of the talking was done by John, who managed to resist asking the one burning question that he was dying to ask, well for half an hour he managed to resist asking it.

"Tell me about the mess you got in to." he asked. As he sat beside her, he was carefully watching her for the slightest reaction.

She glanced at him and he saw the pained look in her eyes, and he almost regretted bringing the subject up.

"I'm really not up to telling you right now."

"You're gonna have to tell me at some point." he told her, reluctant to let it go, but realising that he'd only alienate her if he pushed her.

"Maybe, but not right now."

"Colonel Sheppard?" Weir's voice sounded in his ear piece.

"What is it?"

"We have a medical emergency in the Athosian camp, and we wondered, seeing as you were already over there if you could respond to the call."

"Sure, I'll let you know when I get there." he told her. "Sorry about this, but we'll have to go."

"Is something wrong?"

"There's an emergency in the Athosian camp, I need to go check it out."

"Alright."

John reached his hand down to pull her up, when she stood in front of him he couldn't resist pulling her in to his arms and kissing her, the only problem was he didn't want to stop, and Nicole wasn't putting up any resistance.

"We have to go." he whispered in between kisses.

"I know."

Grabbing her face in his hands he moved her head back so that he could look in to her eyes. Just seeing the colour of her eyes, that unusual emerald green shade, and he almost lost it. He kissed her one last time before they headed back to the Jumper.

"We'll finish this another time." he told her as the Puddle Jumper rose and headed towards the Athosian camp.

TBC...

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