cant breath without it songfic Chapter 4: Keep holding on, a twilight fanfic

Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

As I was laying there next to Bella listening to this song with her I was getting this feeling that this was going to be a song that got to Bella. Like it was just on queue, she looked at me with those big beautiful brown eyes and said, "Oh, Edward this is the perfect song for us." As the tears started to pour out of her eyes, which made me sad seeing the angel of my life crying because of a song. I was about to change it when she took to controller out of my hands and buried her head in my chest.

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Now, this was reminding me of the day I was being selfish and left her thinking that, that would work out so she could have a better life than what I have. I finally decided that I was going to change her because she is what I want and if I let her stay human that she is right I will never be able to have anyone I love as much as her.

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear

It had already disappeared, I have learned that no matter how much I despise Jake and his pack, I pretty much owe him my life for saving Bella. I have realized that I do have to trust Bella when she is talking to other boys, but it is hard to trust them as much as I trust her. Especially around Jake, he could lose control by accident and hurt Bella.

"Let's dance, Edward." Bella bellowed to me pulling me from my thoughts as I stood up, practically worried if she is okay. She never wants to dance. Through the rest of the song I just looked into her eyes that were also staring straight into mine like she was in a trance and couldn't look away.

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

I knew what I was going to do. As the song ended I turned around and quickly looked at it making sure that it was still there. It was. Good. Just as Bella was about to get back in bed and try to go to bed I tugged on her hand and she turned and looked at me and it was a look that said 'Edward let go that hurts.' So I quickly let go. Then she gave me a confused look.

"I thought I was hurting you." I added thoughtfully.

"No that didn't hurt, but do you need anything?" she asked

I was a little scared as to what I was about to do.

I walked up to her and traced my fingers along her jaw and kissed her. She wrapped her little tiny arms around my neck and ran her fingers through my hair, but this time I didn't pull away, I just slipped my tongue out and let it slide along her bottom lip. She opened her mouth allowing me to enter. But I need to stop or I am going to forget what I was going to do.

I got down on one knee and started my little speech as to what I was going to say and what I had practiced a million times just to be sure that I wouldn't freak out when I was doing it for real.

"Bella, you are the twilight of my life and you have brought out the human in me though the human will never completely show you know it is there. The first day I met you, I felt my heart beat for the first time in 105 years. You have proven to me that I am able to resist what I am and just go for mind, body, and soul. I love you with all my unbeating heart and I will love you even if your love for me dies." I paused just to see her face more and she was about to cry. "What I am trying to say is 'Will you marry me, Isabella Marie Swan?" There I did it.

She looked at me with disbelief. She opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out but a cough. Instead of saying something she nodded her head, and reached her right hand out to me so I could put the ring on her ring finger. And that is just what I did. She was finally my fiancée.

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through