A/N: Hey everyone! Im back again for some more emo packed adventure! Don't worry, poor Roxy will snap out of it soon! (That sounds bad, but what the hell!) Haha , I totally just realized that I tend to use mild language when I write, lmao. Well right now I have no idea what im gonna do for this chapter so im gonna let you all in on a little secret...im gonna wing it! -gasp- haha. I really dunno what to do tho! Well lets start and see what we can do...shall we? Well, let us charge forward and see what new brilliance comes from the tips of my fingers. ttyl! (Btw, I KNOW you all pictured Roxas in that outfit...I KNOW it...)
15
Roxas walked up the front path as Axel's car sped away into the distance. He had asked the red-head to go home tonight. He just wanted to be alone. School was starting in a few days and Roxas was nervous about his senior year. The blonde unlocked the door and strode through the entryway. Locking the door behind him, he set his bags of school supplies on the couch. He'd deal with them tomorrow. Walking to his room, he kicked off his sneakers and flopped onto his bed on his back. Sitting up again, Roxas looked at the sleek black laptop on his desk. He had forgotten about it. He'd only ever used it like three times. Long enough to download messenger and add some people. His mom had gotten it for him at the end of his junior year, claiming he would need it for homework and such as a senior and when he went to college.
Taking the laptop from its place on the desk, he carried it out to the living room and sat on the couch. Propping his feet on the coffee table, he pushed the on button and waited. When the computer had finished booting up, Roxas opened messenger and logged on. A small window appeared.
2 New Friend Requests
Roxas clicked accept and opened a new window. He looked at his buddy list and saw the two new people were online. He clicked the first name and typed a message.
Roxas007 - Who's this?
Guitargod - Demyx
Roxas007 - Oh. Hey. What's up?
Guitargod - Not much. What's up with you? I heard your mom died. Im sorry.
Roxas007 - Its okay. Hey, can I ask you a question? You'll answer honestly, right?
Guitargod - sure.
Roxas paused, unsure how to ask his question. Demyx had been gone all summer and only had a rough idea of what had been going on.
Me and Axel just started going out when he left. God only knows what Axel has told him.
The ding from the computer startled Roxas out of his musings.
Guitargod - What is it? Is something wrong? Is something going on between you and Axel?
Before Roxas could answer, another ding came from the computer. Roxas noticed a new window open and clicked on it. It was from someone named Flamer. Roxas didn't know anyone with that name.
Flamer - Hey
Roxas007 - Who's this?
Flamer - Axel...
Roxas007 - Oh. Hey.
Flamer - Hey, lol. How come you sent me home?
Roxas paused.
How should I tell him? Should I just come out and say it, or should I lead up to it. Should I tell him over the phone or in person or on messenger? This is harder than I thought...
The message ding brought him back to reality again. A new message from Demyx.
Guitargod - Well...are you gonna tell me or not?
Roxas007 - yeah. Well...what is your schedule?
Roxas couldn't tell Demyx first. He had to tell Axel. Now.
Flamer - You still there?
Roxas007 - yeah. Hey, I need to tell you something.
Flamer - shoot. Im all ears...or fingers that is :)
Roxas typed a message in the window.
I wanna break up. My heart hurts too much. Im sorry.
He sit send and set the computer next to him. The computer started to ding like crazy, but Roxas ignored it. He would read the messages later. The phone rang and Roxas got up. Pulling the phone cord out of the wall, he walked to the kitchen. He opened the freezer, looking for something to eat. He wasn't about to replay the scene after the accident. No way in hell would he ever do THAT again. The blonde closed the freezer, nothing grabbing his attention. He opened the fridge portion and pulled out some left over Chinese from last night. Opening the carton of lo mein, he popped it in the microwave. Opening a drawer to his left, Roxas pulled out a pair of chopsticks and closed the drawer just as the microwave dinged. Pulling the carton out, he walked back out into the living room. Sitting in his recently vacated spot on the couch, he took a bite of the noodles and pulled the laptop back into his lap. He set the container of noodles next to him and clicked the mouse-pad to bring the computer out of standby. He looked at the message windows and clicked Demyx' first.
Guitargod - Schedule, that's all?
Guitargod - you there Rox?
GuitarGod - I just talked to Axel, what's going on???
Guitargod - are you guys really breaking up?
Guitargod - hellooooo, talk to me please!
Guitargod logged off at 6:15pm
Roxas grimaced. What should he do? Message Demyx back? He closed the window and opened the one with Axel.
Flamer - what do you mean you wanna break up? I don't understand. Talk to me!
Flamer - where did you go? I don't wanna break up. I know your all torn up about your mom, but we can work through this, I know we can.
Flamer - so were broken up. Okay. See you when school starts.
Flamer logged off at 6:22pm
Roxas logged off messenger and closed the lid of the laptop.
I had to do it. He said to himself as he absentmindedly took another bite of lo mein.
I couldn't lead him on like that. My heart hurts too much to let anyone else in right now. I would only be leading him on and keeping him from happiness. Its not fair.
Roxas finished the container of noodles and stood. Walking the kitchen, he tosses the carton in the trash and the chopsticks into the sink. Unsure of what to do now, he walked to the bathroom to take a shower.
xxxx
Axel sat at his desk, stunned, staring at his blank computer screen. The screen saver had turned off a while ago.
Roxas broke up with me. Why? What did I do? Did I do something to offend him or make him mad in any way? He broke up with me. Roxas is gone.
A tear slid slowly down Axel's face, making the triangle tattoo under his eye shine. He looked out his window at the setting sun, the blue ocean in the distance matching Roxas' eyes perfectly. Axel wiped the tear away, sniffling slightly. He took a deep breath and got up. Walking over to his bed, he lay down. Wriggling under the covers, he curled into a ball and wept silently.
xxxx
Roxas stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around his waist as he left the bathroom. He walked into the kitchen, opening one of the cabinets and pulling out a box of Skippy bars. Taking one out, his hand shaking slightly, Roxas replaced the box and opened the wrapper. Munching on the bar as he went, he went into his room and pulled out a pair of boxers and his favorite Jack Skellington lounge pants. Looking around for a shirt, he spotted a black lump on his bed. Picking up the sweatshirt, he recognized it as Axel's and rested his hand on the cool chain. Flipping it over, he pulled it over his head and inhaled deeply. It still smelled like Axel. Walking to the bathroom, Roxas pulled a bottle of gel from under the sink and proceeded to spike his hair. A tear trailed slowly down his face. He finished his hair and rinsed off his hands, wiping the tear away.
A/N: OMGIBROKEUPAXELANDROXAS!!!!! -gasp- OH WHAT NOW! Here's a little twist for 'yall, im holding Axel hostage and I wont re-post unless you all review. OH FACE! I want at least 10 reviews or no chapter and no Axel/Roxas man-sex! (Axel: SAVE MEEEE!!!) BWA HA HA!!! -evil author- so, you guys better hit that little purpleish-blue button down there, or you don't get to see what happens next AND I circumcise Axel so there will be no lemon...EVER! (Axel: NOOOOOOO!!!! DON'T LET HER DO IT!!!! REVIEW PLEASE!!!!) Well hope to hear from you! Love you!
With all my love,
-literary license-
PS - for those of you who don't know, Skippy bars are real and they are AMAZING! (Skippy as in Skippy Peanut Butter) you should totally get some (their Axel's favorite!)
Axel: no their not!
Me: -brandishes knife-
Axel: -looks frantic- ILOVETHEMTHEIRMYFAVORTEBUYTHEMNOWTHEIRAMAZING!!!
Me: hee hee!
Axel: -faints-