DAY TWO
Less interaction with people will minimize her chances of being
found out. But she had to know the place, so she registered the
company of Anko to show her around. Revealing the fact that she's not
from Konoha is unaviodable, so Kaiko figured that she must weave an
entire lifetime for herself. Lying was hard, but she convinced
herself that the fewer lies, the safer she will be.
"That's
sad." Mitarashi Anko said to her. "I'm really sorry I
asked."
Kaiko shrugged. "It's a fact of life. I'm used
to it, anyway."
"What are the places you've been to, so
far?"
"Lots. I don't usually remember the names."
Kaiko said sadly. "Bad memories are attached to the places, so
I'd rather forget about them. That kept me going."
Bad
memories are attached to places, Anko said to herself,
remembering the incident that took Kaiko to Konoha. He came across
Kakashi that day, and he was carrying a woman in his arms. "She
needs help, Anko." he had said to her, "Assaulted by three
men in the woods." She heard the entire story as they hurriedly
went along, and Anko told Kakashi he was too gentle on those three
perverts. "I would've given them a worse death, were I in your
place."
"We're two very different people, Kaiko."
she finally said after a period of silence. "I could set
everything aside, but I will never, ever forget. It's something I am
not capable of doing."
Kaiko couldn't believe how good a liar
she was. Not that she doesn't lie, she'd lied to the bandits more
often than breathing, but making somebody outside of the Shinrin
bandits believe her is something she thought she couldn't do. All her
life, she had been surrounded by people who look down upon her as if
she was the lowest creature that ever lived. It was a lie, she
thought to herself. She and Anko had one thing in common: they do not
forgive and forget.
Another period of silence. Kaiko was occupied
in her bubble of hatred; Anko was concerned whether the questions she
wanted to ask were timely and appropriate.
"Umm.. so what are
your plans.." she finally said, kicking a small stone blocking
her way. She couldn't tell whether an orphan like Kaiko could find a
place to stay, somewhere one would really want to live in and settle
down for good. Now that an unfateful accident had happened to her, it
was uncertain if anyone would ever accept her with open arms. Anko is
a woman, and she knows how people treat orphans, and how people treat
those who... well, like what was done to Kaiko. Either she gets too
much pity, or such great disgust. And that is something she would
have to live with for the rest of her life.
"I'm not really
sure." Kaiko uttered sadly, disgusing her excitement that the
subject finally came up. "I don't plan that much... things
happen, you know. Plans aren't always easy to execute, so I'd rather
not hope."
Such a pessimistic outlook, Anko thought,
but realistic. "Well, you can stay here, you know. I mean, stay
here for awhile.. not that I don't want you to stay for good. It's up
to you, you know. That's just my suggestion."
"Really?"
"Yeah.
I have shown you around, you've seen how nice the villagers
are."
Kaiko exhaled. She had shown her around, alright, but
not within the residence of the Hokage. Kaiko felt a strong gut
feeling that if the eye is here, it would be kept safe by the Hokage
himself, therefore it'll be inside that guarded place. Hmph. Sneaking
would be such an easy task, if not for the people roaming around,
walking here and there, coming out of nowhere. She couln't risk being
caught, the way Kakashi had found her last night.
Oh well, she's
got three more days left. Something could come up.
"That's
not a bad idea.."
Anko, as Kaiko had just realized, is one hell of a card player.
She made a bet with Kakashi, who approached them during their early
morning stroll with an orange book in hand, to surrender his
apartment should he lose in a round of card game. Anko boasted of how
smart Kakashi was, and how famous he was for the intelligence he
possessed, but such brain wasn't enough to beat her in one round of
cards. "How unfortunate." she had said while shaking her
head. Kakashi was embarrassed, or so Kaiko thinks, that's why he
agreed in such an outrageous deal.
"If I win," Kakashi
had said to Anko several minutes ago, "I shall become your
ultimate master. You will do everything I say, for the rest of your
life!"
Anko agreed with a chuckle and off they went to a
certain place where every ninja in town seem to hang around. "A
game of death between me and genius Kakashi!" Anko had announced
upon their arrival, and so every living being inside is watching
intently at the game in progress.
"Let me see you beat this!"
Kakashi said with a triumphant laugh. He laid down his four cards on
the table and beamed at a frowning, miserable-looking Anko.
"Well,
sad to say this, but..." Anko revealed her cards. Kakashi
slumped back in his chair, "you better start looking for another
place to stay."
Kaiko didn't know anything about cards, but
something about Kakashi convinced her that Anko would win the game in
a snap. Maybe he doesn't look like the genius Anko says he is. I'm
such an ungrateful bastard, Kaiko thought to herself with a
chuckle.
"Worry not, my friend, for you have found a new
place to stay." Anko said to her, patting Kaiko's shoulder and
smiling. "And you have a roomful of things you can use, except
clothes, ofcourse."
"WHAT!" he jumped off his
chair. "That's not part of the deal!"
Anko shot Kakashi
a challenging look. "Wanna bet over another game of cards."
He
sat back down. "Ok, you win. You'll eventually win it, anyway."
Kaiko struggled to speak above the loud, demented laughter coming
from Anko. "I'm not really taking your apartment,
Kakashi-sir."
"YOU'RE NOT!?" Anko, who nearly
choked in her laughter, looked at her.
"You're not..."
Kakashi said with such relief.
"I mean, I'm not really sure
if I will stay... for good. I can't be a burden to any of
you."
"Kaiko, you're not a burden." Anko assured
her. "And Kakashi's more than glad to lend you his place, you
know, he's just too afraid to show it."
Kakashi didn't say
anything, he didn't want to give Kaiko the wrong idea. He'd be happy
to help her, although giving up the apartment is an entirely
different issue.
"C'mon.. he'll at least let you use his
house for the meantime.." Anko glanced at Kakashi, seemingly
convincing him to do just that. "Or you can stay with me."
"Yeah
right." Kakashi countered. "As if she could sleep with your
very loud snores. You will not survive in her house, I'm telling you.
Take mine instead." he finally said. "I can get used to
snores."
"You freaking pervert!" Anko barked back.
"I'm letting her stay with me, not you!"
Kaiko watched
them bark remarks at one another and thought, how unusual it is
for people to insult each other and enjoy it. She had grown up in
a place where insults were insults and they really sting. Weird, but
it only took her two days and now part of her kept wishing she lived
in such wondrous place.
"Alright. I'll show you my place."
Kakashi told Kaiko, casting a sidewise glance toward Anko. "Anko's
fourty-five minutes late for work." he said, whispering
theatrically, although his voice was loud enough for everyone to
hear.
"WHAT!" Anko ran off without even the slightest
glance at Kaiko. And right beside her, Kaiko realized, was a
chuckling, one-eyed, silver-haired ninja.
A normal Kakashi would've kept his distance, but something about
Kaiko that day he found her in the forest touched a hidden
compartment of his cold little heart. Living with a part of Obito -
emotionally speaking - isn't that bad, however, the real Kakashi
still lurks within. He's like an owl with two eyes independent from
each other.. like two half-faces stitched together to form a new one.
This kindness he didn't possess before was probably a part of Obito..
a parting gift.
"This is the place." he said, opening
the door and allowing his visitor to take a good look at his place...
perhaps she would change her mind? "What do you think?"
Kaiko
walked barefoot, feeling the warmth of tatami mats. Back in the camp
of the Shinrin bandits, her room was a small, poorly furnished
stockroom with a worn-out mat for her to sleep on and an old kimono
for her blanket. This room had a thick, comfortable mat with thick,
warm and newly-changed sheets. Kaiko was so overwhelmed, she couldn't
stop herself from crying.
"What's the matter?" Kakashi
asked him softly, quietly following her a few steps behind and
instanly coming to her rescue (once again).
"No, it's
nothing..." Kaiko lied, wiping her eyes with the back of her
finger. "Just, uh, allergy."
Kakashi chuckled. "It's
really nice and cozy down here, you know. And quiet."
"Yes,
I can see that."
"And it's close to the academy, you can
see it from there." he pointed toward a window at the other end
of the room. Kaiko felt cold water douse over her. She immediately
marched toward the said window and saw the ninja academy where great
ninjas are being trained. She also saw the temple of the Hokage. And,
she could easily access it though the rooftops. Perfect.
"I
bet Anko's in there."
"She's an instuctor, just like me.
But I'm few years her senior. We teach there for a living."
"Is
it good money?"
"Hmm..." he was scratching the back
of his head in thought. "Quite enough for me to survive."
Kaiko
laughed. "You're kidding."
"No."
"Yes
you are."
"So, you like it here."
"Perfect."
Kakashi
exhaled. "So I'd better start moving out."
Kaiko
laughed, and Kakashi shared her mirth with his usual chuckle.
He was walking on all directions, taking some stuff here and
there, rearranging this, throwing that, telling her about this and
that. He doesn't seem like a very talkative person - in comparison to
Anko - but he is nice, and he welcomed her like Anko did. People
here are nice, and hospitable. Kaiko thought. Nothing in
comparison to where I came from. Back with the Shinrin bandits,
nobody treated her with such warmth, even the one she called mother.
They do look out for each other, but mother never stood up for
Kaiko's defense. They talk all the time, but conversations only
involve their chores, their needs, etc. Never did they sit down and
talk about nonsense but still enjoy the moment.
"I'm an
orphan." she lied, sitting comfortably on the warm floor with
legs folded neatly beneath her. Kakashi was not too far away from
her, sitting cross-legged on the floor. The apartment is all set, and
the two of them were engaged in an activity called "letting time
pass" - as Kakashi had put it.
"I'm sorry."
Kaiko
smiled. "It's not your fault." He chuckled.
"Do you
intend to stay here? It'll put a stop to your constant
travelling."
"Travelling is nice." she said.
"I
know."
"Have you ever travelled?"
Kakashi paused
to think it over. "Well, I have been to places. But I don't
travel like, travel.. if you get what I mean."
Kaiko nodded.
"I wish I can travel.."
"What.. isn't moving from
place to place enough for you?"
Kaiko bit her tongue. Oops.
"I'd like to see the places you've seen." "Nothing
astounding about them, really." he said, actually meaning it. He
had been to places, right. He had seen famine, death, starvation,
tragedies, greed.. nothing astounding.
Silence followed. Nobody
spoke, until Kakashi stood on his feet and made an excuse to leave.
"I should be in the academy by now."
"You're late."
Kaiko teased.
"I think so." he was on his way to the
door.
"Better get going."
"Sure will."
Kaiko
watched him leave. It might seem crazy, but young and idiot she may
be, her attraction toward his warmth didn't escape her instincts.
Anko was talking to another ninja when Kakashi caught her eye,
sitting atop a tree branch and waving at her. "How about lunch
break?" he shouted.
"Why?"
Kakashi jumped off
the tree and made his way to Anko. "Well, we can invite the
little one.."
"What's this? The two of you going out?"
Gai asked out of the blue and earned himself a punch.
"Definitely
no!" Anko barked back, retrieving her arm and clenching her
fist. "I bet its this guy over here who owes me an answer. So
now, it seems to me, Kaiko has earned a nick name from you."
"Where's
your question?"
"Wow, Kakashi's dating someone?"
"Yep."
Anko nodded at Gai. "I think he's planning to.. I can smell it
with my pretty little nose."
"I'm just being...
hospitable. It's not a crime."
"Depends on the
intentions of your so-called hospitality."
"So, are you
going to invite her over?" Anko asked, completely ignoring
Kakashi's previous statements.
"Yeah, I sure would want to
meet her." Gai added.
"I'm not dating her, she's making
this all up." Kakashi explained, pointing accusing fingers at
Anko. "You got it all wrong, Gai. Anko is joking. The girl
barely recovered from her wounds and here you are making such an
issue about her… and me."
Gai exhaled and waved a hand in
the air. "Okay. Okay. I guess I'd just leave you two.. I'm on a
mission, I really have to go. If she's not coming over, then I guess
there's no need to wait."
Anko gave Kakashi a strong slap
across the back. "He'll introduce her to you, Gai.. one of these
days..."
"I'm not saying anything."
"Oh, he
will!" Anko assured Gai, then faced Kakashi. "Why are you
asking about the lunch break?"
Kakashi simply shrugged off
the question and made up an excuse to leave.
Memorizing the architecture will not find the Lazarus eye, nor
will it help solve her second thoughts about snooping around such
heavily guarded territory. If there is one secure place to hide the
eye, that would obviously be the hokage's residence and Kaiko need
not remind herself how she was easily spotted by Kakashi last night.
The hokage is one very important man, ofcourse, a stranger like her
who has nothing to do with the hokage - or even with the village of
Konoha - possesses no reason to come anywhere near him. And here
comes my obstacle. With a deep sigh, she stared at the orange sky
lit by a setting sun swimming in its thin blanket of clouds. For
several times in her barely colored life, she wanted to give into the
hardships life had thrown her way. She's not a brave woman, otherwise
she would've ran off to any place where the bandits would simply
leave her alone. On second thought, Kaiko realized the bandits would
not let her go. Especially the chief. According to him, Kaiko was
taken by the group as payment for a debt her parents supposedly
made... and for this she had to work hard, all for a debt she didn't
know anything about.
Kakashi had been like this - on his feet and
staring at a particular set of symbols carved on stone - for several
hours already. He wanted to wake Obito from his eternal sleep to ask
more questions. He never found any answer, until now that the sky
over his head had changed from blue, to orange, to black.
Understanding oneself was a problem Kakashi never actually faced, and
that is the problem. Even in his childhood he had a better
understanding of what was, is and will be. Since Obito's fateful
death, Kakashi had changed, and so the unshaken ground of idealism
shook and crumbled before his very eyes. But wait, was it because of
his unending grief over Obito's death? Perhaps there was something
else... something greater than grief.
One foot first, then the
other. She felt a twinge of happiness when she successfully
settled her foot over the windowsill. Based on her estimate, she
could jump from Kakashi's window to the visible rooftops of the
academy, and she's planning to do just that. Although Kaiko never
really did anything like that, she thought that she'd rather die
trying. Now, only one foot left. Firmly grasping the sides of
the window, she readied herself for the next
foot.
"Kaiko!"
Surprised, she looked down and
slipped. Although Kakashi's heart skipped a beat, catching her right
on time was no hard feat. "What are you doing!" he asked
the woman whom he had caught in his arms.
"I thought I was
going to die!"
"I thought that was the main idea."
Kaiko
detected the sarcasm in his tone and immediately wore her mask once
again. "You saved me... again."
"Yeah, what would
you do without me."
"I was just..." her glance
drifted back to the window where she was balancing herself awhile ago
and traced the path downwards, where her nasty fall would've ended if
not for genius Kakashi. However, she wouldn't have slipped off if he
didn't come and ruin her concentration in the first place.
"I
don't need an explanation." he said coldly as he helped her on
her feet. It seemed to Kaiko that he was irritated for something she
must've done. Surely it's not because of the fall.
"What's
wrong with you?" Kaiko asked with a genuine confusion in her
voice.
"Everything." he answered, his gaze darted toward
the ground. If not for his slightly bent head, Kaiko wouldn't have
known he wasn't looking at her as they spoke for his visible eye was
covered by stray locks of gray hair. Since the day he saved her life,
Kakashi never spoke to her with eyes, eye, downcast. And it really
shouldn't bother her but it does. She wanted to know why he changed
all of a sudden.
With a shudder, Kaiko wondered if her disguise
has finally been uncovered. Perhaps one of the bandits came to Konoha
and told the authorities about her. Maybe this was their idea of
finally eliminating her? No. Or maybe this is some form of
punishment? How about Anko? What would she do?
Busy in her own
thoughts, Kaiko was unaware of the period of silence between them.
Her heart continued hammering rapidly against her chest as ideas
shifted from one to another.
"Don't try to kill
yourself."
Was that a threat? Kaiko felt his tight
grip around her arm as his hand materialized from her pool of
thoughts. He had been holding her arm since she was up on her feet,
yet it was now that she became aware of it. Kakashi's grip tightened
as he pulled her to him. Kaiko just stared in disbelief as he lowered
his head for their first, brief kiss.
