I'm definately going to have to decidate/credit this chapter to Allyn. She gave me the perfect song to use for an angst/hurt oneshot!
Here we go!
Song: Stupid Boy -- Keith Urban
Stupid Boy
Troypay
Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different
I grew up a drama queen. I've always been one since I was born, and having a drama king as a
brother is pretty sweet itself. But there's this boy I've known since preschool, loved him ever
since, but does he give me the time of day? No, he's always with her. She's perfect; smart,
gorgeous, funny, everything. It makes me furious.
Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind
she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy, stupid boy
Oh
One day, I passed him a note in homeroom. "Meet me at the oak trees right after school," it said.
All he replied back was a confused look and a simple "okay."
I saw there at the trees waiting for hours for him. Did he have basketball today? Before I knew
it three o'clock turned to four, four turned to five, five turned to six and so on. Practice couldn't
have lasted that long. He wasn't coming...
Then, I heard the giggle that made my heart turn to ice. I also heard the voice that melted it. I turned
my head a little and saw Troy Bolton and Gabriella Montez, hand in hand. Soon, it was lips to lips.
My heart did a cannonball into my stomach. I'd never felt that feeling in my life. I just wanted to
scream, "He's mine! Go away!" But I couldn't...he loved her, not me.
So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it push it around
I guess you build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down
she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy
Soon, I caught his eye. His eyes widened and told Gabriella he'd call her later, then ran over to me.
"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry..I for-"
"Just forget it, Troy." I said, brushing the pine needles and leaves off my skirt, tears were threatening
to escape my eyes, but I wouldn't let them. I couldn't let him see me fall.
"Anyways..what were you wanting to see me for?"
"It's nothing," I said, staring at the ground.
"Tell me," he said with the most caring voice. That only made my tears reproduce to more.
"I love you," my voice came out as a raspy whisper, "That's what I wanted."
Troy just stood there in shock. After I realized he wasn't going to say "I love you, too" I walked
to my house and flopped on the bed.
Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost
The only thing that ever made you feel alive
Yeah, yeah
Well, she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
Yes, ya did
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy, oh, I'm the same old
Same old stupid boy
I spent all night reliving the memories of Troy and myself from when childhood. All the memories I have, I was smiling. No other boy could've done that. Now I'm laying here crying my eyes out. My ice cold heart was melted by the warmth of my tears now, not his smile. I never want to see his face again, yet I do...Me, Sharpay Evans, is a true Ice Queen.
Nobody's ever gonna love me like she loved me
And she loved me, she loved me
God please, just let her know
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Baby, yeah, I'm down on my knees
She's never coming back to me
Stupid boy.
Yay! I actually like this one, haha. I haven't heard this song yet, but it's on my to-download
list! Haha, until next time..
Mucholove xx,
Kels