Credit to Allyn for this songgggg.
Song: Teardrops On My Guitar -- Taylor Swift
Teardrops On My Guitar
Drashley
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
I saw him flirting with Vanessa today. Isn't she with Zac? I don't know, but it looked like full on
flirting. Today's the last concert of the HSM Tour. I'm physced, but sad. It's been a great time, I met Drew Seeley. He's amazing. I think I'm in love. But why would he like me? Most guys only like me because I'm Ashley Tisdale, big pop star actress, whatever. I don't want to be liked as that. I want to be liked as Ashley Tisdale, an ordinary girl.
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
I sat on my bus, hanging out with Drew, Ness, Corbin, Mo, and Lucas. I was sitting at the table/booth, moving my last few bites of cereal around the bowl. Something had been eating at me for a while, I've just been scared to admit it.
"Hey, Ash!" Drew sat down beside me. I knew I was blushing, my cheeks felt sudden heat.
"Hey, Drew," I smiled casually. Breath, Ash...
"Whatcha doinnnn?"
He's so corky, it's cute, I laughed softly, "Eating cereal."
"Really? Well for the past twenty minutes, have you been debating on which bite to take?"
"I'm...just not hungry."
Drew's face changed into concern, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, Drew...I'm fine," I smiled nervously.
"Ash..." he put his hand on my forearm. I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest it
was thumping so hard.
"I'll tell you later, alright?"
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
During rehearsals for that night's show, I was walking to get something I forgot out of the bus and what did I see? Drew had Vanessa against the bus, making out. I felt my heart shatter to miniscuele
pieces. I just looked down and made my way into the bus. He didn't even notice me. Right there, I broke down crying. A few minutes later I felt some arms go around me and a voice that wasn't
Drew's comforting me. I looked up, it was Monique, of course. She's my best friend.
"Ash, what's up?" she said, worried as she wiped some tears off my face.
"He was kissing her..."
"Wait...who was kissing who?" Confusion filled her voice. No one knew I liked him.
"Drew was kissing Vanessa..." Just saying that put me in a breakdown, but I didn't want to break down in front of Mo, she'd be a nervous wreck...and she'd probably kill Drew.
It finally dawned on her, "Ohmygosh...Ash...I'm so sorry..."
I shook my head, "It's not your fault...I should've known."
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
After I had calmed down, I walked back into the arena, you probably couldn't I had been crying, except my red, puffy eyes. How could he? What a stupid question to ask. He didn't know I liked him. I was too much of a chicken to tell him. I passed him on my way to change into a costume, I just stared at the ground while he looked really confused.
He finally spoke up, "Ash, what's the matter with you?"
I wanted to scream, "CAN'T YOU SEE I LIKE YOU?" But I couldn't, I just couldn't.
I made another excuse, "Nothing, I'm just tired..."
"Oh...you should rest up inbetween performances then..." With that, he walked off, probably to go find Vanessa, ugh.
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
At the concert, I had to play normal. I couldn't let some stupid boy ruin the show for hundreds of thousands of our fans. Screw him, I'm going to have fun. But, in the back of my mind, I couldn't get the image of him and Vanessa kissing...it was so...so disgusting. I wanted to have walked up and yelled that he was mine, that I loved him, don't touch him. But, there's nothing I could do. Time travel hasn't been invented yet.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
That night on the bus, I couldn't sleep at all. Which was pretty weird being that I was exhausted.
Ever have one of those feelings? I just couldn't erase him from my heart, no matter how I tried.
I loved him. Only him. Did he love me? We'll see what happens...I closed my eyes and pulled
out my iPod and hit the shuffle button.
The music started playing.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
