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Chapter 6

Jude didn't know what to say. A million thoughts went through her head. She had to tell Sadie something. Fast!

She looked over a Sadie. "OMG! She's staring at me!"

"I'm still waiting." Sadie tapped her foot furiously. She was looking at Jude intently. If Jude didn't know better she could swear Sadie didn't blink once. Jude swallowed hard. Sadie continued to stare at Jude. Almost like she was trying to read her mind.

"Sadie stop looking at me like that! You look psychotic." Jude said giving Sadie a weird look.

" Just tell me why you're on the pill Jude. And I'll leave you alone." She smiled.

Jude opened her mouth to speak but before she could ,Sadie interrupted her.

" Just be careful what you say." Sadie said stepping closer to Jude. " I can tell if you're lying to me" She said looking into Jude's eyes.

" Ok. Sadie is officially crazy."

"You know what Sadie? You are not mom. So I don't have to tell you anything!" Jude snatched her pills from Sadie's grasp and put them back in her drawer. She looked at Sadie though the reflection in her mirror. She refused to turn around to face her sister.

"I just found out my kid sister is on the pill! I might not be mom, but she's not here! So I'm responsible for you!" Sadie said grabbing Jude's arm and turning her around to face her. " You're still a kid."

"I'm 18!!" Jude screamed.

" So what? You think that makes you an adult?" Sadie said, placing her hands on her hips.

"That! Makes my life, none of your business!" Jude said pointing to herself then at her sister.

She saw Sadie's features soften. " I just don't want you to get hurt. Sex is a really big deal. And if you're having it, I want you to be able to talk to me about it. I'm your sister."

" Well you screaming at me because you found my birth control really makes me want to talk to you." Jude said sarcastically.

Sadie walked up to Jude and hugged her. She pulled away and Jude thought maybe their conversation was over. But she was wrong.

" Tell me why you're on the pill. I know you're having sex with someone."

"You don't know that. I can be on it for other non- sex related reasons." Jude spit out.

"Oh really? Then why are you hiding it in a rolled up t-shirt?" Sadie raised an eyebrow at her little sister.

" Why were you rummaging through my stuff?" Jude said tapping her foot on the floor, like Sadie had done only moments ago.

Sadie pulled her blouse off her shoulder and showed it to Jude. Jude stopped tapping her foot. " Oh about that Sades. I was going to give that back as soon as I got it clean."

" Look Jude. I was your age once too. You can talk to me."

" Ok grandma." Jude laughed. She looked over at Sadie. Who looked a bit hurt.

"Poor Sadie. She was just doing what she thought she should. After all ,after mom left Sadie has pulled me and dad together. Maybe I should just tell her the truth." Jude thought.

She heard Sadie sigh sadly.

" I've been on them since I dated Speed." She blurted out. It was the truth. Jude had gone on the pill when she dated Speed.

" What? You had sex with Speed?" Sadie's eyes looked like they were ready to pop out of her head.

Jude just nodded her head. Sadie sat quietly on Jude's bed and jumped up when she felt she had sat on something. It was a dirty plate. Sadie made a face and removed the plate before sitting back down. Jude sat down next to her and bit her lip. She had never told anyone she had sex with Speed. Especially since they sneaked around to do it.

Sadie smiled at her sister. " Why didn't you tell me?"

" I don't know. I just didn't?" Jude shrugged.

" Jude this is so exciting!" Sadie squealed. She hugged Jude tightly then let go to look at her.

"It is?" Jude said confused. She thought Sadie would be foaming at the mouth.

"Yeah. I mean, I thought you were a virgin. But now we can talk more openly to each other."

Jude made a face and got up quickly. " Eww. Sades. You're not going to start telling me about your sex life are you ? Like with you and … Kwest?"

Sadie laughed and grabbed her sisters arm, pulling back to sit on the bed.

"So was Speed your first?" Sadie beamed.

" Sadie?! That's kind of personal." Jude looked at her sister who didn't seem to be fazed by her remark.

" Come on Jude I'll tell you who my first was." She smiled.

" Oh God! If Sadie says Tommy I'm going to seriously be sick!"

" Fine Sades. Yes!! Speed was my first." Jude was afraid to ask Sadie but she needed to know. " Who was your first?"

Sadie smiled really big before giving Jude her answer. This was making Jude nervous.

" Please don't say Tommy! Please don't say Tommy!!"

" It was Brian Manning." Sadie said happily.

Jude let out a breathe she didn't know she was holding.

" You slept with Brian? You were 16!!!" Jude said aghast.

" So? You were 17 when you slept with Speed." Sadie let out.

She had a point.

" So are you still sleeping with him?" Sadie said coolly.

"What?!" Jude glared at Sadie.

"Well you're still on the pill right?" Sadie shrugged.

"Yeah. I kept taking it. I figured it would be better that way, incase I decide to sleep with my next boyfriend or whatever."

Sadie nodded in understanding them grinned at her sister.

So after Sadie told her the details of her first time, too many in Jude's opinion, Sadie asked about Jude's.

"So how did it happen?" Sadie squealed.

Jude rolled her eyes at Sadie. " Ok. Well remember the day I won that 'Peeps Picks' award?" Sadie nodded. " And Speed made that really awesome acceptance speech." Sadie nodded again. " It was that night." Jude blushed.

"Aww. Jude. But wait I thought you and Speed hung out with Mason and the rest of SME that night."

"We did. We went to the rehearsal space and Mase, Wally, Kyle, Speed and I hung out for a while. Then everyone left… except Speed and me." Jude got a far off look in her eyes as she remembered.

Sadie's grin got even bigger.

"We didn't plan it. It just happened. I mean after his speech I kind of realized how much Speed really cared about me. I always wanted my first time to be with someone special and … well Speed was." Jude smiled.

Sadie watched as her sister got a far off look in her eyes again.

" Oh my God!! Is that the reason she didn't want to be set up with Eric? Jude is secretly in love with Speed!! How did I not figure it before? And here I thought it was because she was hung up on Tommy. Aww it's Speed. I wonder if Speed feels the same way?"

Sadie smiled at her sister and gave her a hug.

The Next Day

SME entered G-Major nosily like they always did, but got quiet once they saw Sadie looking at them. But there was something different about her expression today.

" Good morning boys." Sadie smiled at them. Then she stared at Speed.

" Dude. Why is Sadie looking at you like that?" Kyle whispered.

" I don't know man. But she's freaking me out. Let's go to the studio." Speed said a bit scared.

The rest of the morning was pretty quiet. That is until lunch when Jude's screams were heard coming from the lobby.

" Vincent!! Why did you do that?" Jude screamed.

" Dude! It was like sitting right there all alone!!!" Speed pointed at the now empty plate.

"My name is Jude!!!"

"Fine. Jude. It didn't have your name on it." Speed smiled.

" It was a sandwich! Where was a supposed to put my name?" Jude said appalled.

"Dude. I mean Jude. I'll make you another one. Relax." Speed said touching Jude's arm. She pulled away slightly.

" No pickle." She pouted. Then she laughed when she saw Speed quickly start to make her lunch.

Sadie saw the whole thing unfold from her desk. That's when she got an idea.

After Jude ate her sandwich, Jude and Speed were in the lobby laughing when they both turned around and saw Sadie staring at them with a goofy expression on her face.

" Dude. Your sister has been acting weird all day. She keeps looking at me like that." Speed said.

Jude looked over at Speed who looked a bit terrified.

" Maybe she wants you Speed." She laughed. Speed smiled confidently.

" It was a joke." She said punching him on the arm. Jude thought for a second. She wondered if Sadie's attitude had anything to do with her conversation the day before.

" Of course it does. This is Sadie we're talking about. She better not get any crazy ideas in head." Jude thought.

That night

" Tommy?" Jude whispered into her phone.

"The one and only." He answered. Jude rolled her eyes.

"I want you to come over to my house tonight. Sadie is going out with Kwest and dad is still out of town. We are going to have the house all to ourselves." Jude giggled.

" I'm liking the sound of that." Tommy replied.

" Ok. I'll call you when Sadie leaves. Bye."

" See you later girl." Tommy said before he hung up.

Tommy parked his car down the street, where he usually does when he comes to see Jude and they don't want anyone to know he's with her. He walked up to Jude's door step and rang the door bell. He heard hurried footsteps and he smiled when he saw his girl opening the door. She was wearing a bath robe.

" Hey gorgeous." He kissed her softly on the lips, them pulled away.

" Hey there yourself Quincy." She said as she grabbed him by his shirt collar and dragged him inside.

" I was hoping you would answer the door, wearing nothing but a smile but this works too." He said looking at her robe.

She leaned up against him and grabbed his head pulling him down. She kissed him deeply and ran her hands though his hair. Tommy ran his hands up and down her back. They pulled away to catch her breath. Jude looked at Tommy and bit her bottom lip.

" Let's move this upstairs." She whispered in his ear, sending chills up his spine. He watched her go toward the staircase, trailing behind her slowly, enjoying the sight of her hips swaying side to side as she walked. She paused right before reaching the bottom of the stairs and turned around to look at him.

He was confused as to why she had stopped. She slowly untied the front of her robe to reveal a black lacy bra and thong. How did he know she was wearing a thong? Well simply because once she turned back around to go up the stairs she let the robe fall low on her body, just enough to reveal the lacy thong that rested against her creamy skin.

Tommy rushed up the stairs. He was already in the process of unbuttoning his shirt as he went.

She quickly ran to her room followed by Tommy who grabbed her as soon as they both entered her room and shut the door with his foot roughly. He finished pulling the robe off her body and let it fall to the floor.

Jude attacked his lips with her own. She went to his shirt and found it already unbuttoned.

" In a hurry Quincy?" She smiled.

" For you girl. I'll take all the time in the world." he said before reconnecting their lips.

She took his shirt off without disconnecting their lips. She pressed her body harshly against his. He could feel her hardened nipples though the thin fabric of her bra against his chest. The wonderful feel of it was enough for him to start getting excited.

His lips left hers and went to her neck and then her collar bone. He sucked at the soft flesh he found there, marking her as his. His hands found their way to the clasp of bra. He quickly removed it and turned his attention to her already hardened nipples.

She threw her head back as she felt his rough tongue run circles against her sensitive skin. She moaned his name quietly, telling him how much she enjoyed it when he did that.

Jude feeling bold, allowed her hands to move down between them to the waist of his jeans. Once she got them un zipped, he helped her pull them off him. He went back to her breast and she grabbed each side of Tommy's face and made him look up at her. She smiled at him before giving him a soft kiss and pulling back.

She got on her knees and pulled down his boxers. She looked up at Tommy and saw him swallow hard. He could see the way her eyes had turned dark and full of lust.

She licked her lips and took him in one of her hands. Jude began sliding her hand up and down his shaft. She heard his breath hitch in his throat. She smiled and quickly took the tip of him in her mouth. Licking away the pre cum she found there.

Jude took more and more of Tommy into her mouth. She continued to suck and lick him as she moved her hand down his shaft. With her free hand she began to fondle his balls.

She felt Tommy grab the back of her head and push her toward him, causing her to take all of him in. Jude picked up her pace. When she heard him moan and start to trickle into her mouth she stopped fondling him, but continued to lick and suck him. Her hands went to his ass and she pushed him against her and further into her mouth. Tommy felt he was about to explode. His breathing got ragged and uneven. Suddenly she felt Tommy let out a low groan before spilling into her mouth. She quickly swallowed all the juices he produced. She got off her knees and kissed him roughly. She shoved her tongue into his mouth, allowing him to taste himself.

Tommy pulled Jude toward her bed. Jude was walking backward. She stopped when she felt the edge of the bed in the back of her knees. She sat down on the bed and looked up at Tommy who was standing before her. She smiled at him before grabbing his hands and pulling him down. Tommy pushed Jude down on the bed with his weight. She wrapped her legs around his middle and felt how hard he was already getting. She could feel him poke at her center. She felt the butterflies of excitement to think that the thin fabric of her thong underwear were the only thing standing between them.

Tommy kissed Jude gently on the lips. He lifted the back of her head to meet his lips with one hand, while the other went slowly down her body. Touching her bare stomach and her hips. He let his hand linger on her hip bone. The heat from his hand feeling warm against her skin. Tommy hooked his fingers around the side of her underwear. Slowly sliding it past her thighs and knees until they were completely off of her.

He kissed her again as her legs wrapped tightly around him. He hovered above her, resting on his elbows. He took himself in one hand and placed himself at her opening. He smiled down at her as she lifted her hips to meet his. Tommy slowly entered Jude filling her inch by inch. He loved how warm and soft she felt around him.

He began to thrust into her. Slowly at first then more rapidly when he heard her plead for him to go faster. Jude felt him enter her completely and felt a little pain as she felt him bump into her cervix. But she bit her lips and welcomed the delicious pain he brought to her.

His breathing began to grow choppy. He moaned her name softly and out of breath. Tommy leaned into Jude's ear and began to whisper how much he loved her. She kissed his neck and moaned his name as she felt herself getting close. He began to drive into her faster and harder as he felt his release was near. They screamed each others names as they both came at the same time.

They laid in her bed for what seemed hours. Jude's arms draped across Tommy's chest. His arm under her neck holding her close to him.

" I want to tell Sadie and everyone about us." She said suddenly.

Tommy looked at her and smiled. " Me too girl. You know I love you Jude. Right?" He said before he kissed her.

" Yeah. I love you too Tommy. That's why I want everyone to know about us."

She smiled at him and they kissed again.

Meanwhile with Sadie and Kwest

"I think Jude is in love with Speed." Sadie told her boyfriend.

Kwest nearly choked on his drink. " What?! Are we thinking of the same Jude? " He laughed.

" Yeah. Did you see them today?" She smiled.

" You mean how they fought over that sandwich I made Jude?" Kwest supplied.

"That was just to cover up their real feelings for each other. Didn't you see how she looked at him?"

" The ' I'm going to kill to you for eating my lunch' look? Yeah I saw that." Kwest laughed again. But stopped when he saw Sadie give him an annoyed look.

" I've see the way he looks at her too. He still loves her." She said.

Kwest took his girlfriends hand from across the table. "Sadie. Don't meddle in her Jude's love life."

" I'm not meddling. I've had the suspicion that she's been hiding something from me and I think her love for Speed is it."

Kwest looked over at Sadie. Kwest had his suspicions too. But it wasn't between Jude and Speed. It was between Jude and someone else.

" Just be careful. You saw what happened when you tried to set her up with that Eric guy." Kwest said picking on the food on his plate.

" Yes. But that is because she is in love with Speed." Sadie said.

" What if you're wrong?"

"I'm not." She said simply

" And Jude never denied she was still sleeping with Speed. What if she is? I'm going to find out."

Kwest just shook his head and watched Sadie smile to herself. It was one of those times that he saw the resemblance between the sisters. Both Sadie and Jude were the most stubborn women he had ever come across.

" Sorry Jude. I tried to stop her." Kwest thought.

A/N: So there it is. And yes you've guessed it. Sadie is going to meddle in Jude's love life yet again.