A look into Xemnas's Mind

Time: 6:00 A.M Thursday

Location: Beach House.

Xemnas woke up bright and early…like he always did. And, like every morning, he cracked open the door to Zexion and Saïx's room to watch Saix sleep. Not Zexion. Saix.

Saix was curled up, hugging a pillow. Xemnas almost screamed in anger, for Zexion, clad in his black pajamas, covered in question marks, had his face snuggled up close to Saïx's bare back.

Xemnas ninja'd himself into the room, (opening the door a little more and slide across the ground, and over to the bed). Were he threw back the covers by Saïx's feet to make sure he actually had something on under the covers.

Xemnas was both disappointed and relieved to find that Saïx's was wearing a pair of light blue pants with little moons and stars on them. That man sure liked his moon.

But it still angered Xemnas to find Zexion curled up to his favorite nobody. It also saddened him (if it were possible to be saddened) that Saix had chose to share a room and bed with Zexion, and not with him.

Xemnas glared at Zexion's sleeping form, and ninja'd his way back out of the room. He had found out the hard way that Saix had a special sense to notice when he was being watched. He still had that scar…

Once Xemnas was safely in the kitchen he straighten out his pajamas, which were black and white lines and designs. And yes! He had a full set. None of that just plain pants thing Saïx and Zexion had going on.

Xemnas looked at the clock. Unsurprised to find it only to be 6:30. So, like the good mother to his children that he was, began to make breakfast.

He made all Saïx's favorite…because…Xemnas was psychotic like that. And he totally KNEW want Saïx's favorites were because he asked him…not by stalking him and watching what he ate on a regular basis…of course not.

He turned on the stove and started with the bacon. Mmm bacon. The fat from cows. Yummy. Then the eggs. Oh yum. The things chickens poop out…delicious. Then the toast. Yum…the…uh…he didn't have anything sarcastic to say about toast.

By 7:00, he had finished that mornings breakfast, and entered Saïx's bedroom to awaken him.

"Saix dear…" Xemnas murmured. "Time to wake up." he poked Saix on the forehead. Saix grumbled and rolled over, curling up with Zexion.

Xemnas felt a rush of anger…or jealously…he wasn't sure. But he did know that he wished to be in Zexion's spot at that moment. Damn Saix and his secretive liking of curling up to people or anything with warmth. Once, he had gone into Saïx's room at midnight, to find him curled up with the small kitten that Demyx had found, and had taken an immediate liking to Saix. It was a Kodak moment…that was why he had a picture of it under his pillow….that because he is a stalker…just because it was cute…yes cute.

"Saix…wake up or I shall kiss you upon the lips like Sleeping Beauty!" Xemnas announced, sounded slightly like an old Shakespeare play.

Zexion groaned a bit, and smacked Xemnas in the head as he buried his face into Saïx's side. 'Lucky bastard.'

Saïx's eyes fluttered open, and he stared sleepily up at Xemnas. "Good morning Starshine the Ear-"

"You say that line I will castrate you." Saix glare. How he hated that line. Xemnas would repeat it almost everyday when he didn't have to cook….it was so annoying.

"Oh…I liked that line." Xemnas pouted slightly.

"You're mumbling again." Zexion said, still half asleep so his words were a little slurred and messed up.

"Well, its time to get up you bums."

"What time is it?" Saix asked, yawning and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes, completely ignoring the fact that Zexion was just curling closer to him.

"7:30" Xemnas announced.

Zexion nearly screamed. "The HELL! You don't wake people up that early damnit!" Zexion curled in on himself.

"We're up now Zexion. Might as well get up." Saix said simply, still to tired to care that Xemnas was staring at how his pajama pants had fallen down his hips a little, and clearly showed every dip in his hip bone. At least he didn't look like a zebra.

Xemnas sighed. "I made breakfast. Wake up both of you!"

"Alright, alright."

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It was already 8:30 by the time Zexion had gotten out of bed. His reason was that it had gotten to cold after Saix left to take a shower.

Xemnas watched Saix eat his breakfast quickly, along with Zexion then they both left quickly…something about going swimming with Demyx. Why Demyx? Why not him? Damn his unpopular ness within his own Organization. Damn them all….except Saix of course. He couldn't damn him…that wouldn't help his problem.

Deciding to actually use this vacation for…vacationing. He took a step outside and smelled the warm salty air…it burned nose. Okay…maybe this vacationing thing was to weird.

Xemnas climbed the porch and sat on the roof.

He watched Zexion and Saix wait outside of the house Demyx was staying in. Suddenly the door flew open, and Demyx jumped out in a bright blue bathing suit. didn't that man have any civilian clothes that weren't blue?

They three of them walked to 'their' area of the beach, and Demyx jumped in, getting Saix wet. Xemnas could see the angry glare in his eyes from here, but then they softened, and a small smile appeared.

"Seriously…you need a counselor." a voice chimed in from below. Xemnas looked away from the three, to focus on the newly dubbed 'Sexy Bitches' that stood below.

"Hey. Did you two have any luck in finding Luxord?" Xemnas asked. The pair shared a look.

"Well…we did."

"But, he was kinda….weird. He smelled funny, and-"

"He had sand dollars in his pants!" Marluxia shouted. "They were all shoved in his pants! It was creepy!"

"Yeah! And when we told him that he needed help, he…went rabid."

"What?" Xemnas asked. As leader of the Organization, he could not afford to have any members going rabid.

"Well…enough about Luxord, you need help Xemnas." Vexen said. Marluxia nodded, and picked at his bikini bottom.

"What?" Xemnas asked. "I do not need help."

"Yes, you do." Marluxia insisted. "Xemnas, you're on a roof, watching Saix have fun with Zexion and Demyx. And not that kinda of fun. Regular fun."

"But…its not fair!" Xemnas whined. "Saix SMILED for Demyx! Why won't the smile for me?"

"Because you stalk him, watch him sleep, and glare at everyone who has more contact with him than you do." Vexen explained.

"Face it. You have issues."

"If you want me to give up on Saix, you can forget it." Xemnas said stiffly.

"You have to. Saix doesn't like you. GIVE UP!"

"No."

"Damn it Xemnas, you have to. Saix will never be happy with-"

"Wait Marluxia, Saix will never be happy."

"You're right Vexen." They hugged briefly, and returned to the problem at hand, which was Xemnas.

"Seriously….give up. Find someone new to occupy your time with."

"Just not Vexen. Vexen's mine." Marluxia glared at Xemnas, and held Vexen in a vice grip hug.

"Mar, I honestly think Xemnas has no interest in me. You don't have to worry." Vexen reassured.

"Ah, you're right. He goes for the insane ones." Marluxia laughed.

"Right, anyway. What are you going to do Xemnas?" Vexen asked.

"Well, I suppose I could…pretend to not like him anymore. I do make it obvious don't I." Xemnas considered.

"Oh, its not that obvious." Marluxia reassured.

"Oh…okay then." Xemnas paused. "Yeah, I think I'll pretend that I no longer care for him."

"Very good!" Marluxia cheered.

"This consoling session has worked wonders, now if you will excuse us, Marluxia and I have very important business to take care of. Good day!" Vexen waved, and walked away, with Marluxia trailing after him.

XXXX Time: 1:00 XXXX

Xemnas had sat on the roof for hours now. Watching Saix have the time on his…non existent life. The three of them had gone swimming, then they managed to drag Axel in at one point, and when Axel went to retaliate, his fire just smoked. This mad Axel depressed and he ran off. At another time they had found Luxord scuttling along, underneath the water. Xemnas didn't know what happened, but Saix roared and Luxord went flying into a tree.

It kinda mad him sad that Saix was having so much fun with two people he had never gotten along with before. Demyx, he had always said was an annoying little poser. And Zexion he had said was just an emo bastard. But now he was getting along with them so well.

Xemnas rumbled in frustration, and jumped off the roof. His bare feet sinking into the sand slightly.

"I am going to have fun." he announced. "What is fun?" he asked himself.

"Fun, my dear Superior, fun is when you…fun is…what is fun?" Axel (who had just appeared beside Xemnas), asked Roxas.

"Here, we'll show you." Roxas said, but then turned to Axel and glared. "And not that kinda of fun."

"F is for friends who do stuff together! U is for you and me! N is anywhere and anytime at all! Down here in the…mysterious island!" Axel sang.

"Oh I don't think so…F is for fires that burn down the whole town, U is for uranium…bombs! N is for no survivors when your evil!"

"What the hell!?" they turned to see Xigbar staring at them like they had grown multiple heads…or if they had just sang a song from a cartoon.

"Uhh…I can explain." Xemnas said quickly, shocked that he had been caught. The only ones that knew he watched that show were…Axel and Roxas, who had walked in on him watching it, so now it was routine. The three of them would watch it together. But that was a secret, so forget that you found out about it.

"No you cant!" Xaldin yelled from beside Xigbar. 'You watch that stupid little sponge, that sings weird stuff! Didn't you hear that he was gay?!"

"Spongebob is not GAY!" Axel yelled. "He is just really good friends with his pink starfish friend so HA!"

"I have been thoroughly disturbed for today. Can we go, before I die of disappointment?" Xigbar asked.

"Yes Xigbar, we can." Xaldin said, putting a comforting hand on his shoulder, and leading him away.

"That was odd…" Roxas said, cocking his head to the side.

"Yes…but COME! It is time to frolic through the flowers!" Axel announced.

"I haven't seen any flowers thought." Roxas said puzzled.

"Ah, but you see? Marluxia brought his precious flowers with him. Come! We must frolic through Marluxia's flowers!" Axel announced again, more enthused this time.

"Yay!" Xemnas said, clapping his hands together. The three of them, then ran off, being total ninja, and frolicked through Marluxia's flowers.

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A/N: short I know…oh well. Again, no Lexaeus. I do not like him so do not expect to see him much. I will probably do inside Demyx's mind or something, since this is usually focused on Saix, I have to put others in, otherwise it will get weird. So, Yay new chapter, I'll make another ASAP. Soo just hold on.