Having thoughts of leaving you...

After an undeserved encounter that the raven-haired female had with her beloved, she had put her feelings on a piece of paper that might have been her savor. But, sadly it didn't do any good for her. It only brought more pain to her heart by remembering her Ryuhou, the one she saw as the kind, and yet the shy type.

As she put the paper in her on top of her desk, she started to edit the documents that had labels of "needed to be re-checked for further use".

"Further use huh?" the raven-female read the label out loud. "Maybe it has to do with one of those files from the beginners' class…the ones who are bad at checking their work well" she thought as she continued to look at the documents.

It was one in the morning and already the Kiryu heiress had finished her editorial job. After that she went to her bedroom and changed her Holy uniform to her light-silver nightgown. Then she went to bed into trying to fall asleep with her heart still in pain.

"Maybe tomorrow will be another day with out him…" she thought as she looked up to the ceiling of her bedroom. "Then, again…I could be wrong…" with that still wandering in her mind she couldn't sleep through the night. But she attempted to fall asleep by force, but still she couldn't.

As the night passed on by the minute, she kept turning and turning to try to fall asleep. But it was pointless. She couldn't fall asleep.

"Why can't I fall asleep?" she asked herself in her mind. "I have to get these thoughts away from my mind…or otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight…" she said it out loud with her right hand on top of her forehead.

As time kept passing by for the Kiryu heiress, she gave up trying to fall asleep and got up from her bed and walked to the bathroom.

As she got out of the bathroom she headed to her drawer and started to change her attire. As she kept changing her clothing, she had thoughts of what was she doing.

"What am I not tired anymore?" Raven-haired female asked in her mind as she finished changing her clothes.

She had put on tan colored sweater, since it was a little chilly, with a black skirt that reached only to her knees with tan-colored flip-flops.(sorry, but I thought a black skirt would have gone better than pants)

"Why am I changing?" she asked again as was putting her hair in a mid-pony tail.

"What am I going to do when I get outside? I'm not planning to see anyone…maybe I'll just go for a walk around the building…maybe I'll get tired when I come back" she thought as she walked outside her bedroom.

She went to the living room and grabbed her keys from the table and headed to the exit door of her room.

As she opened the door, she walked out looking back at her dorm room, and then closed the door.

She then started walking to see if her theory of getting tired would work.

Ryuhou had already gotten to his dorm-room and had changed his uniform-attire to his normal clothes. He was wearing an almost tight black shirt that went down to his waist, while wearing blue jeans with black flip-flops.

He was right now in the kitchen making some coffee while reading some documents that he had gotten from his former boss.

"This is something that would definitely cause problems for Holy" he said out loud while he looked at the documents.

The document had information on that Holy was being accused for being responsible for an accident caused by an alter user. The document kept saying that Holy is indeed an organization with tremendous powers that those who live closed to the organization would be killed. In other words, Holy should be feared by everyone.

"How preposterous could this people get?" he asked internally. "Maybe they don't need us to protect them from those who really would kill them…those delinquents" he said out loud as he put the documents down on a silver table and grabbed his coffee.

"Mimori…" that named had come to Ryuhou's mind as he started taking sips of his coffee. "I can't believe that you're here…how much did I miss you when you left me…but now you're back and I'm paying you for coming back with my cold attitude. How stupid of me…I'm really glad though that you have came to see me. But…it would endanger your life …and If I were to lose you...I don't what I would with my life knowing that you're gone" he thought again as he kept taking sips of his coffee.

After that thought, the emerald-haired man went to the living room to sit down on one of the dark-green couches. As he sat down he started reading what few documents he had left.

But as he kept reading, the raven-haired female wouldn't leave his mind. She was still there haunting him. Entering his mind just to take over him with her smile, her kindness, and even forgiveness for his rude comments that he always tells her whenever he saw her.

"Argh…this can't be…" he said out loud with anger rising. "Why can't you leave me alone? Why don't you just go back to the Mainland?" he asked while holding his head with his both hands. "That way I can be free…" he continued.

Then realization hit him. But it hit him hard enough to even know that what he said now wasn't what he meant. He knew that a part of him was glad to see her…but he also knew that his pride of being full of himself got the better of him.

He knew that if he continued to show rudeness towards the Kiryu heiress he would accomplish to send her back to her home, where it's safe for her. But was that also what he wanted? If she were finally to be convinced that he didn't need her, she would leave him and forget him for good.

"Yes…what would I do if you left…?" he asked himself internally. "Would I be happy? Would I be relief that you are finally gone…away from me? Now that I would know that you are back in a safer place…would I be able to go on in life? Or is it your presence what keeps me going strong in my missions?" he thought again as he looked down at brown carpet floor.
Time also passed for the still-in-thought Ryuhou, but that fast enough to make to be morning already.

Ryuhou just sat there still lost in his thoughts…not knowing what to do with him self anymore. If he was doing he right thing at being the coldest person in the world to Mimori, or should he change himself since he is already having second thoughts.

"I don't know what to do anymore…" he said out loud to himself.

Meanwhile, the Kiryu heiress still wandered through the corridors of Holy trying to get her thoughts out of her mind.

"I thought if I kept walking for at least a few minutes…it would make these thoughts that pain me out of my mind" the Kiryu heiress thought to herself as she kept walking. "Then again the thoughts of him will never disappear…" she thought again as she continued to walk.

Then as she kept walking, she made a turn to a corner that led to more dorms that had doors that were still closed. She continued to walk and walk through the long and narrow hallway while being reflected by the moonlight from the large windows as she passed by.

Then she looked up the dorms names to see if she was in her hallway or not, since she kept wandering while being lost in her own thoughts. As she kept looking at the names that each dorm room had she happens to stop at one.

The one she stopped had the name of the person who wouldn't let her go to sleep. The one who believed that safe came before their friendship. The one that has been her childhood friend and now isn't her friend anymore. Which everyone in Holy called him Master of Zetsuei or by his companions, Ryuhou Tairen.

She was in front of the door. She stood there for a long time looking at his name plate that was put in the middle of the door. As she kept looking at it, she moved one of her hands towards the plate. As she had her hand on the plate, she moved her hands smoothly over the letters of her childhood friend's name.

While she let her fingers run over the letters of her beloved, she had memories of her past. She remembers, in her childhood, of coming to visit Ryuhou because she had received an invitation from his mother to come visit him. Remembering how much she would come visit him ever since she meets him at a party. Where he showed her that he was an alter user, and she wasn't afraid of him. And how he said to her that not to get near him or otherwise he would hurt her.

Another few seconds past for her while she kept remembering other events that she saw him in. Having events of good or bad ones come to her mind again. Then as she finished collecting her memories, she came up to one conclusion.

"I see now…" she thought with a chuckle coming out of her mouth. "I guess I need to settle things with you Ryuhou…once and for all" she thought as she knocked on the door of Ryuhou.

Ryuhou still lost in his thoughts was surprised to hear a knock from outside his door. "I wander who that could be at this time…" he asked out loud as he got up from his sitting spot and started walking over to the exit door of his dorm-room.
Mimori, still outside of the emerald-haired mans dorm room, was waiting to see if Ryuhou had heard her knocking on his door on not. But she heard footsteps, which meant that he did hear her and was coming to open the door.

Mimori's heart started to race, but she knew better that what she about to do wasn't for a heart to get too excited about.

"Here he comes" she thought to her self as she saw the door open already.

As Ryuhou opened the door, he was shocked to see who was in front of his door waiting for him to open it.

Mimori then looked up with same usual face the she always gave Ryuhou, her contentment to see him.

"Mimori…what are you doing here…it's late?" he finally asked as he looked at her with his almost half cold face.

Mimori was having a hard time to answer him due to the fact he looked kind of mad or something. But she knew that she needed to talk to him in order to get this conflict between him and her over with once and for all.

"Ryuhou…we need to talk" Mimori finally said with her face still calm.

Ryuhou got surprised from what Mimori had said to him and finally let her in to his dorm room.

To be continued...

Author's note: Sorry if this was too rushed. Well, since I have gotten a few requests of continuing this story... I thought "Hey why not?" So here it is, I hope that can continued this story a little more because it seems school is really your worst enemy to get your free time.