A/N Ok ok I know it was sad but I had to do it! It builds up the climax at the end! I swear!!!

It had been three days since Deidara had left and he was feeling his heart burn its last flame until the time when it would go out and he was left a heartless corpse. He missed Sasori with all his being and his thoughts never strayed from the puppet master.

Every night he cried, he cried for the love he left behind and for the life he could have been living if he had stayed with Sasori. But those days where all over, there was no way he could go back now, not after he left that heartbreaking note to his lover he couldn't face him; Sasori could hate him for all he knew.

The day of his arranged marriage drew closer and he hadn't even met his bride, so he didn't know what she was like…and he was suppose to marry this girl! He sighed, long and loud he sighed, not knowing what he was doing with his life anymore.

The blonde looked out the window of his childhood room watching the moon, hoping above everything else that Sasori was looking at the same moon and thinking of him.

With Sasori at Akatsuki base

Sasori looked out the window looking up at the moon that was clear and full, almost as if mocking him in its perfection. 'Deidara' thought Sasori sadly, 'Where are you?' tears streamed down his face knowing he couldn't take much more of being alone.

"That's it!" He exclaimed "I'm gonna go get him and bring him back even if it kills me!"

That night he packed his bag, ready for his search to find his lost lover… 'Well you can't really say he is lost, he left us a note saying he was going back to Iwa, you idiot don't you remember anything' his conscious voiced in the back of his head. Deciding to ignore his aggravating conscious he wrote a letter to the others explaining that he was going to bring his lover home as he couldn't stand not having him in his arms any more.

Walking down the stairs and out the door into the night, Sasori only looked back once he was a far distance from the opening to the base. Turning away from it he glanced out into the darkness and started his journey to bring the love of his life back into his arms and this time never let go no matter what.

Time skip (I'm to lazy to write about his journey ok?)

Sasori looked ahead of him, seeing the gates that would soon open to him and reveal the city in which had taken his lover away from him. He saw two guards ahead of him holding their hands out in a stop signal, the first guard stepped forward. "You there what purpose do you have in this village?" he asked in a highly snotty voice.

"I am here to bring my bride back with me, so that I may marry and revive my clan as they have all been killed" replied Sasori with an air of ignorance that Itachi himself carried. He had hoped that the guards believed him because he would hate to kill someone before he even made it into the village.

"What does your bride look like?" asked the second guard curiously.

"My bride is around 5'6 in height, with golden hair that reaches mid back, and eyes you could get lost in for days and a body any self loving person would be jealous of and skin as smooth as the day they had been born" replied Sasori with a lustful glaze in his eyes.

"She sounds like a keeper, you may enter" the first guard said happily. Opening the gates the guards let Sasori pass nodding their heads in respect to the so called "last-remainder-of-a-clan-no-one-knew-about-before-today". Sasori smiled at how easy it was to trick the guards.

Once inside the now closed gates he heard the faint sound of what seemed to be wedding bells, he looked around, noticing all the streets were bare he followed the noise coming from a church a little ways down the street.

Pausing at the closed doors he heard the voice of a preacher coming from inside, exclaiming wedding vows in a loud baritone voice, not much after came the "I do's", he had imagined it so many times in his head, Deidara and himself standing at the alter gazing into each others eyes lovingly repeating their vows and then the preacher saying those words…and they weren't coming from his imagination, he had actually heard the blondes voice saying "I do", but it wasn't with Sasori he was saying them.

A feeling of fear swept over Sasori as he pushed the doors open resulting in a loud BANG as they hit the walls behind them, just in time to see Deidara lean forward, his lips almost touching a very pretty woman's.

Everything froze, Deidara's eyes snapped open and his head forced all the way to the right to see who was at the church doors. His heart stopped beating, there at the end of the aisle was the love of his life and the fantasy of his dreams, with tears steaming down his face.

Sasori dropped to his knees, his hand slowly reaching up to his chest to hold his heart in pain, feeling the hot streams of liquid pour down his face like a waterfall. He saw Deidara turn in his direction, and start back down the aisle, in a panic Sasori got up and ran from the church hearing the voice of his EX-lover calling him back, but in his heartbroken state he just kept running.

He heard the voice of Deidara drift away into nothing as he got further and further away from the horrid church, stopping to sit on the edge of a small fountain he let the tears pour down his face and his heart shatter into smaller pieces then what there once was. He was now a broken man, one of those people who have nothing in the world left to live for and everything to die for.

He sat there for what seemed like hours, contemplating on what he would do now…that is until he felt arms encircle him and a pair of soft lips come down on his own…he new that taste, there was no other taste in the world like it…it was Deidara.

TBC!!!

A/N ok so that was sadder then the last chapter…oh well cant win em all lol oh yeh Sasori isnt a puppet, coz well thats creepy...and its my fic

Deidara: OMG WTF!?!?!? You made me hurt Sasori-Danna! How could you?!

Easy its my fic, when you write one you can do what ever you want but until then you do as I say.

Deidara: fine I will! –goes and attempts a fic but fails…miserably-

Mwahahahaha that's right!

Deidara: -cries in a corner-

Ok review if you want more!!!