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Him Him! What was He doing here? Cold eyes stared at Bella as the nurse came in and asked if it was alright. Bella nodded quickly once and looked questionably at the face in front of me.
"They are back" he whispered harshly. The look on Jacob's face told her that he wanted to be any other place than here. "They came back last night, all of them. Alice went to go check on you but Charlie wouldn't tell…
Bella no longer paid attention to him. Why? Why did they comeback? Did they think I moved on in my life? Why didn't they wait one more year? I was sure to be dead by then. I knew I was wasting away day by day, why oh why couldn't they have waited?! Bella was so deep it thought that she didn't hear Jacob calling her name.
"BELLA!" said a frustrated Jacob. "Did you hear me?" At her confused look, he repeated himself sighing, "Do you want…them to know where you are?" Bella looked up in fear and started to hyperventilate. She shook with fear and actually looked like she was about to say something, Jacob was wondering if he should have just stayed home by now. He looked at her while she finally gave up trying to talk and shook her head.
After Bella shook her head, Jacob's attitude changed but to Bella it looked like he was trying to hide how he felt. "But, but, but why not? I thought that would have wanted him to see you. Is he the reason why you won't love me? Isn't HE the reason why you have given up?" Jacob said, getting frustrated.
That shook Bella, she didn't think anyone knew that she had given up, not completely anyway. But something was nagging at her. Why was Jacob so upset? Usually he would jump for joy over the fact that I don't want to see...anyone else. Why…Bella started to shake, but not with anger.
Jacob was in shock, did she know?!, Jacob swallowed hard and almost took a step back. Bella looked pissed! She opened her mouth and for the first time in years spoke "You! You already told him! How could you?!..." she looked like she was going to say more but her voice was hoarse to begin with now it was barely audible. At this point, Jacob did take a step back, he looked at her sheepishly and said; "Well technically no, I told Alice, honestly Bella, it just slipped out, she was so sad and concerned, I…I just had to. I'm sorry. Oh Bella, please don't look so scarred, look, I can get the boys here in two hours, if that. We can make sure they don't see you. Bella, please stop shaking, please." Jacob got up and went to hug her, but the second that he touched her she completely froze up and Jacob could find no emotion in her eyes.
"No" Bella whispered, talking was hard, but she had to make sure no one got hurt over her. Her nurse came in and said it was time to leave. As he left, he glared at the nurse then looked at Bella with concern. Bella was merely staring out in space, preoccupied with something. "Bye Bella, I hope it all works out." Bella didn't even look at him, so he merely sighed and left.
Bella paid no attention to the nurse and tried to think of something to do. She knew that Edward, wow, that wasn't so hard, didn't love her, so he might not even stop by, but she couldn't count on that. She was going to have to kill herself, and she only had three hours to do it.