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Well this chapter will give u a bit from the mysterious Kelsey side. Its all in her perspective. This might contain some not kiddish stuff so im warning you now.

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KELSEY's PV

I walked out on everyone and speed away in my car. My mom gave me this car about a month ago. As a gift for not being around as much as she would like to. Whatever. I tuned her out when she said her and Nick were thinking of marriage. I swear I thought I was going to die at those words. I thought I was having a serious heart attack. She says he is basically a part of the family already since he takes care of me and my brother. HaHa! No. My brother started his spring break early and went to Florida to visit dad. I begged him to take me with him. Yes, begged. I need to see my father that I know who loves me. He couldn't take me though. Not enough money. He went down there to help dad out and give him an extra hand down there. Why do I feel like I was left behind? Everyone was just leaving me and not bothering in taking me with them. That was whole different issue entirely. Right now, I have a different problem.

Haylee could not keep her mouth shut. I do not want Spencer to be worried about me. It will just make me feel worst than I already do. And I already feel like sh!t. How the hell did I get myself into this? How am I in debt with an asshole? Not just any asshole, no it had to be argh him.. I know why. Ellie. God damn it. My own cousin got me into this. And she has the nerve to flirt with Spencer. Oh hell no. Ellie will not go near Spencer. I will make sure of that. No. She will just corrupt her and get her in way over her head. She will probably pressure her into some drugs. Argh. I hate my cousin. But when everyone was leaving me, she came to me. We ended up moving into the apartment together, splitting the rent in half. But she paid for everything else. Electricity, water, and any other bill. Of course, my curiosity got the best of me and I started wandering where she is getting the money. I wish I never found out, I wish I never found the bag of drugs in our bathroom. I wish I never confronted her and flushed them down the toilet. I wish I didn't try to help her. I wish that I didn't owe…him…for the drugs that were apparently his. I wish I could have found a way out. I wish I wasn't falling into a big hole that I might not be able to get out of. I wish when I tried to get out, he didn't give me a choice that; If I didn't pay him some how, he will not only hurt me but the people that I love. And I wish I weren't here.

I park my car next to Ellie's truck. I step out of my car and was rushed with the smell of the farm smell, the country like smell. I look at the red barn in front of me. This place is not much of a farm now. But it once was. There are stables to the left and a house behind me that I had to drive by to get to this barn. The only animal life here was the horses in the stable. I've been here before. Even before it was a meet and exchange place. Before things have slowly changed.

I remember this big wild party at the house. I also remember finding Spencer in the barn crying. I will never forget that day. I was looking all over the house for Spencer and when I looked out the back window, I saw Spencer's boyfriend walking away from the barn with a stupid smile on his face. I never liked Spencer's boyfriend. He was a punk and Spencer was blinded by his charm. So I just decided to let her make her own mistakes. I went to the barn and found her sitting on a haystack, crying. She looked so lost, confused and looked like she made a big mistake. She didn't tell me exactly what happened but she tried to convince those tears were nothing but I saw right through that. She didn't tell me what happened but I kind of but 1 + 1 together when I saw some protection discarded in the hay. I kept this info to myself though. I just held her and comforted her. I took her home and then came back to the party. Spencer's pain really got to me and it killed me that I couldn't fix it. I had a couple of drinks and then I saw her boyfriend making out with Melissa, me and Spencer's enemy. Alcohol makes me a little less rational and I act without thinking. I lost myself control and jumped Spencer's boyfriend. He tried to calm me down and tell me its not what it looks like. Yeah right. That didn't stop me. So we fought. I was a pretty good fighter back then and I was handling him just find even though he was stronger than me. The fight had a fast turn when his boys held me back and Spencer's boyfriend got a good shot to my face. I couldn't recover well after that blow. I tried fighting back but they circled me and his friends were strong. I was being thrown into the wall and the fight moved to the front yard. Even though I was basically getting my ass kicked, I wasn't about to take it on the ground. My football friends and boyfriend came to my rescue. Haylee called the cops, I later found out, and the cops came and broke up the fight my friends and Spencer's boyfriend's friends.

After the fight I went to Spencer's house because I was sleeping over her house. She asked me what had happened and I told her about the fight and what caused me to get into a fight. She looked so hurt and not because of what I did but what her boyfriend did. They broke up the next day. She was devastated. Her pain really got to me. I vowed that day that something like this will never happen to her again and I would protect her to the best that I can. So you can imagine my happiness when Spencer's boyfriend, which turned to ex, was sent to a boarding school in another state. I got better in fighting and I never really realized that my feelings for Spencer were stronger than just friends. Ha the next party we went to, which was a long time later, I kissed her but that is a different story entirely.

Oh how the mighty have fallen. And I am the mighty one in that expression. I've been to this barn a couple of times recently. I hated every bit of it. I walk through the barn doors and come face to face with Ellie and Spencer's ex boyfriend.

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