Chapter 3
Her Memories
Murdered by God
It has been three days since the strange Haji helped her escape from Okinawa City. Hilary walked about only realizing wherever she went Haji followed. She didn't mind the company but was somewhat unsure where she was going. Haji did not speak much, but he often played his cello to get money or for fun. Neither did Hilary once make Haji smile.
At sunset Hilary laid next to a tree falling asleep slightly as Haji played the cello once more next to her sitting by her side. She didn't notice it, but Haji slowly took Hilary by her arm and let her lean on him, letting her head stay asleep on his chest. She was in a deep sleep now. Letting her dream come clear in her head.
She could see Ray looking at her smiling. Wondering why though she touched his face and placed her hand on his left cheek. Letting it stay there Ray touched her hand and took it from his face to lean in closer to her. She felt naked as he pressed his lips against hers. Then she noticed he was naked too as he looked at her blushing with red. She felt as though this did really happen and it was a memory somehow. Did this really happen? He took the back of her legs and lifts her up spreading out her legs. She was against a wall or something, a wooden wall as Ray came closer leaning in to place his penis inside her cave. Leaning in more closely this time to only get it in deeper. Hilary breathed hard taking deep breaths as the pain almost went away. She could feel Ray laying his head between her breasts as he closed his eyes feeling the pleasure he's having. She didn't realized how happy she was when Ray was beside her. Then he stopped letting his penis out of her. She breathed hard taking deep breaths as though she just ran a mile for her life. He had a blanket that he wrapped her around with and him. Holding her in his arms, they lay with each other on the floor under the blanket starring at each other She couldn't stop smiling and neither can he, feeling as though this would never end. When she closed her eyes and opened them again, Tyson sat leaning against the wall starring at her smiling. Under the blanket she was still naked. Feelings embarrassed she wrapped herself under the blanket like a towel making sure no parts were being shown.
"You're so sweet Hilary," Tyson said coming closer to her, "But you do owe me for that punch you gave me earlier." He wrapped his arms around her, not caring whether she's naked or not. Hilary could feel herself going red.
Tyson laughed, "Why so red? Your so weird!" as he took her face with both hands.
But she didn't want to kiss him; he was too much of a brother to her. Suddenly Tyson's shape changed to a different person. A man with tan skin, and had short white hair. His hair was layered and went down to his chin. His eyes were gray and almost sad. She couldn't put her finger on it, but this man almost looked familiar to her. She wanted to get closer to him, even though he was the one holding her, something about him seemed almost familiar, it felt like he was far away towards her. But she couldn't seem to understand it all. She leaned closer to him, but before she could get any closer she felt something through her chest. She looked at him and saw Tyson again looking sad, once she looked down, his arm was in her chest. "I see," she said, "You hated me after all." Tyson looked up at her. His hair was changing to a dark red color, and his eyes turned yellow. She again knew this person, but he was different, she met him recently, this man who she remembered was the one who made Tyson not the way he was suppose to be. An X-shape scar appeared on his right cheek. "H-Himura…."
Hilary woke up with a startle. Haji stopped playing his cello and was asleep. Hilary stared at him for awhile trying to dig up the pieces of her dream she just had and what reality she was in. Then she remembered that lonely room she was in with Haji. Hilary's ruby eyes changed to a dark reddish brown relaxed to find out what she saw was just a dream. But somehow the man with white hair stuck to her. Trying to shrug it off she leaned let her head lean to Haji's chest, though she didn't realized he was holding her and still sleeping. Instead Hilary focused on Haji's steady breathing as he slept. He was so soundless Hilary could only feel his breath blowing from his nostrils. Haji didn't snore or budge when he slept, neither did he say anything in his sleep. Wondering about Haji she closed her eyes and relaxed a little letting herself rest from the startle of that dream. For some strange reason she could here her father playing the violin somewhere. It was her favorite song he played.
The Church
"Say What!" Keira screamed. Matt and Peter hushed her. Keira widening her eyes in shock clasp both her hands on her mouth. "Look, this the only time we could ever be able to enter a Beyblade World Tournament, so don't spoil the surprise for Rex!" Matt whispered to her. Peter looked back and forth, behind him and in front to make sure no one was listening, "Plus," Peter got out his laptop and opened to a screen where it had the title and special bonus features listed down in a box. "You know the original World Champions? The ones first mention as The Bladebreakers?" Keira nodded, "You mean the famous Beyblade World Champion Tyson Granger and his team Ray, Max and Kai?" Matt and Peter both nodded. Peter spoke up, "There going to be there at The World Tournament as judges for the beyblade teams!" Kiera gasped, almost couldn't believe what her ears were hearing. Matt though frowned and rolled his eyes, "I heard only Tyson, Max and Ray is only coming, there's not going to be a Kai I heard. The BBA doesn't even know where to find him! He disappeared fifteen years ago and no one knows where he is now, I even heard none of his old teams including Tyson, doesn't even know where he is."
Kiera put her finger under her lip to think, "Well I did read about him that he is considered the "Lone Wolf" of the gang, so I guess he's probably somewhere doing different stuff with his blade or something." Matt and Peter stared at her. "You do know how old they are now? Right Kiera?" Kiera looked them confused. "What?" she asked.
Matt looked at her confused but smiled, "There like all in their 30's, there not still beyblading now, they probably are married and have kids now!" Peter looked at him, "Kids!" he screamed. "Well yeah, don't you think they would have kids by now?" Matt shrugged. "No! I think 30 is still a very young age! Besides"---"Look!" Kiera screamed and pointed to Rex. He was walking up the stairs carrying his Bible and a pencil. Matt, Peter and Kiera rushed to him. "Rex!" they all yelled, it got him to turn around and stare at them wonderingly. "Rex, look!" Matt said showing him the survey. "Beyblade World Tournament," Rex Read out loud, "Become a team and wins to become the next World Champion. Are you serious?!" He looked at Matt and the rest. "Of course!" Keira said cheerfully. "You need it from after all those weird dreams you've been having, I mean not only that, but The Original World Champions are going to be there! Tyson, Ray and Max! And I know your favorite is Ray!" Matt winked at him grinning. "If we all go I get to see my favorite player Max Tate! Judging me and my beyblading skills!" Keira nodded, "And I get to see Tyson for the first time! I want him to see me Beyblade!" Matt and Keira grinned excitingly. Rex took the survey and all of the boredom and blankness in his face suddenly disappeared. A wide smile covered his face, "Awesome! When do we sign up!?" he asked them now excited as well.
"We don't have to," Peter explained, "Sister Kate already signed us all up, and we get to go! This is the first time we get to do something actually outside of the church!" He said cheerfully.
Rex didn't know what else to say, his white hair became paler then before and in excitement he yelled out a hooray throwing the survey in the air and hugging Matt and the rest of the gang giving them a group hug.
Kagoshima Island
Hilary and Haji was able to rent a boat to get away from Okinawa Island, feeling as though the people back there would come after her, she had to get away from them as soon as possible. Sitting on a porch of an old Japanese house, Haji stood staring at the view of the ocean waiting for Hilary to find her next destination. Sitting on the porch on top of a hill, and looking out at the ocean made Hilary remember that one time she was sitting next to Ray on a bridge looking out at the water when the horizon suddenly was coming down to become night.
"Why do you put yourself on so many burdens?" Ray asked her. "Huh?" Hilary snapped out from her day dreaming starring off from the horizon to look at Ray. Ray turned his head to look at her back. "You heard me; someday you're going to hurt yourself one day, regretting that entire burden you've given yourself." Hilary turned her head to look down at her hands. She was carrying so many burdens? She didn't know that. But then again, she was just like her mother. She carried many burdens to help her live and be as pleasing of a young lady that she wanted her daughter to be. But Hilary only does it for her friends. She didn't know what she was doing would someday hurt herself.
Ray took one of her hands and helped her stand up beside him, for awhile they would stand there starring at each other looking at their eyes. Ray though broke the daze and dragged Hilary by her arm, "C'mon, I'm taking you home." He sighed. Hilary just let him drag him; she had never seen him so much exhausted like his mind was on this one thought he couldn't stop thinking about. 'Oh Ray' Hilary pouted to herself. She has never seen him this frustrated or at least fighting sadness since he lost Drigger or when Ray decided to quit the team with Tyson and go back to the White Tigers to fight a face round with Tyson. She drifted off in silence looking at Ray's back, not realizing how wide and broad his shoulders have become over the years they spent with each other as friends. Just friends were the words that stuck into Hilary's mind. They got to her house in time, making sure Hilary's mother wasn't home and her car was park in front of the house. Ray let go of her hand. "Do you want to come in?" Hilary asked. "Sure," Ray murmured.
Hilary put down a cup of tea on the table while Ray stared around the house. He found a picture lying on a table near the wall with a mirror against the wall. Ray took the framed picture and put it to his face closer so he could see it better. Hilary noticed what he was looking, "That's my father and my mother and me when I was only 3." Ray stared at the father in the picture. "Your father doesn't look Japanese," he said. Hilary smiled, "I know, he's Swedish, he came to Japan from Sweden for a violin performance. He's a famous Swedish Violinist in Sweden. He met my mom here when she was only 22, so my father stayed in Japan and married my mother." Ray turned his eyes to the little 3 year old Hilary being held by her mother's arms. "Where is he now?" he asked. Hilary paused at first then sighed, "He's dead, he died when I was four. From a car accident."
Ray put down the picture frame back to its very spot it was before. "I'm sorry," He said. Hilary smiled cheerfully, "It's not your fault, besides it was just in accident, It's actually my fault he died." Ray turned around to look at her. Hilary was wiping her hands with a towel and putting some dishes away. "You see, my mother didn't like having her birthday celebrated, but my father wanted her birthday celebrated, so secretly he and I planned a celebrated area for her birthday. I told him that her favorite place was to be at her flower shop, and he agreed. He wanted to go to the flower shop to get things started, but on his way his car crashed and he died. At the hospital my mother told me that it was my entire fault that he died and is nowhere to be in our lives anymore. She was right, it was my fault." Hilary put down the towel and sat at the table holding her tea cup waiting for it to cool down. "If it wasn't for my idea, my father wouldn't be able to be on his way at that shop and died trying to get there, if I thought of a different place or just disagreeing that my mother's birthday shouldn't be celebrated he wouldn't have ever died." She lift her cup, but didn't take a sip, instead she stared off somewhere sadly, her lips smiling but her eyes regrettable.
"That's not fair!" Ray yelled at her. "That's not something to ever put you in! How come your mother did that? She had no right to say that! It wasn't your fault Hilary, it just happened!" Ray's eyes looked down and his voice was lower, "People die, your mother had no right to say that to you, or even let those words bare into you like that. I can't believe she would say that to you!"
Hilary stared at him, putting down her cup. 'Ray' she gloomed at his name as she stared at him. "Sorry," Ray murmured. Hilary stood up from her chair, "Ray, I have something for you." Ray's eyes gleamed at her face once he heard her words.
Ray followed Hilary up the stairs and into her room. It was dark and the window was open for fresh air. The bed was made neatly and her desk was clean with only a notebook opened that had scribbled number problems on the paper. It mush have been her math homework she stopped working on. Hilary went to a drawer where she had a small wooden box in her hands. She opened it and put something bright gold into Ray's hands. He stared at it, a golden necklace with a small green egg-like pendant that had gold swirls around it. "My father wanted to give it to me once I turned eighteen, but that never happened, I want you to have it." Hilary smiled as she stared at the pendant in Ray's hands, then with both her hands she closed Ray's fingers inscribing that it belong to him now. Ray took his hand with the pendant to his heart, then he put it on staring at it then looking at her. Hilary put the box away in the drawer then sat on her bed. She sighed having a lingering thought like Ray had at the hill before. Ray sat next to her on the bed. The Sunset from the window shined through, showing orange and red rays straying through the room. Ray looked at Hilary's legs then her skirt. He then looked at Hilary's ear, staring at her the bronze curls curling around her ear and down her neck.
"You know we could do it right now," Ray said. Hilary looked at him, "Do what?" she asked. Ray grinned, "This." He took Hilary's shoulders and pushed her down on the bed, "Ray what are you"- Hilary squealed nervously as she felt Ray's hands moved from her knees and then under her tan skirt and he pulled down her panties and licked her the side of her neck then his moved to her lips as he pressed own gently but hard enough for her to not push him up. She didn't move her arms, neither could she, she was frozen in the position Ray had put her in. Then she could feel something down under waist go inside her, feeling the pain, she could hear something rip. The shield of her vagina that showed her virginity was ripped and now Ray's cock felt as though it moved in deeper then it should. Ray lift his head up, seeing a wire telephone of saliva rip from both their lips. His eyes rolled and closed as he felt the inviting pleasure enter him. Hilary's cheeks turned red as it felt as she couldn't move but let Ray do all the work. Her mind was blank and didn't know what to do. Ray lift her skirt up and bringing his body closer in as he spread her legs apart. Te afflicted pain came into her, her only thought was she might as well be pregnant if he doesn't stop now. But was this Ray has been thinking the whole time. To just fuck her for fun, or was something else going on that made him want to do this and not come out with words instead? She knew that Ray could of never done this, he's known by his wisdom and thinking before to act, was he acting before thinking at all?
She wanted him to stop but somehow she couldn't scream or yell, or even move her arms and legs. This wasn't rape, but it didn't feel right at all. Why would Ray suddenly have feelings for her? She closed her eyes hoping this was only a nightmare. The sunset disappeared all at once and the room was darker with only a dark sky for no light. Ray stopped humping to relax. He took a deep breath again and again to relieve himself and his adrenaline he just had and disappeared. Hilary still could feel Ray's cock inside of her cave, but it didn't hurt like before, she had this tickling sense that it felt good now. She opened her eyes to only seen Ray laying his head on her chest. The he stood up zipping his pants then went back to lay on Hilary, Hilary just lay there on the bed not sure what to do. Ray brushed his nose against Hilary's neck and cheek, that when he whispered in her ear, the three words she couldn't believe Ray would say. "I love you." and kissed her on the forehead. Hilary gasped to only find Ray standing up and putting her skirt down and taking off the underwear that was dangling between Hilary's legs. Hilary sat up finally, staring at Ray with widen eyes. Then they both froze once they heard a car parked into the drive way. The door from downstairs opened and a motherly voice called Hilary's name. "Hilary? Are you here?" "Quick, she's inside, out the window!" Hilary whispered to Ray. She pushed him from his back, amazed that his back felt so muscular like his shoulders. Ray went to the window hearing the foot steps coming closer to the bedroom. "Go Now!" Hilary almost screamed. Ray jumped out of the window and landed on a small roof that was an extra room underneath, sliding down from the roof he landed on the ground safely on both legs. He went to stare at Hilary who was looking out the window at him. For the first time Hilary smiled relieved and happily, Ray returned a smile to her back then left running from the house. Hilary closed the window and went to her desk pretending to do her math homework. The door opened and a young, but short woman with wavy bronze hair came into the room, "Oh Hilary, I called you from down stairs but you didn't answer. I thought you weren't home. You worried me there for a second." Hilary turned around to smile at her mother. "Sorry I was busy with my math homework." Hilary's mother stared at her then looked at the window, "I thought someone was here for a second," she murmured. Hilary sat up from her desk, "Nope, no one is here but me." Then she walked passing her mother, "I need to go to the bathroom." Hilary closed the door behind her in the bathroom. Realizing she had no underwear on, she looked under her skirt.
She wasn't sure if it was a dream or something, but with Ray it felt so good. She gasped all of a sudden. She didn't like what she just said. She sounded like she wanted to do it again and again like a whore! She's not a whore, it was painful the first time, and she would never do it again. And what Ray said, did he mean it, or was he fooling around. She didn't know what to do with him the next time she sees him. Suddenly she just realized something, of how deep Ray did it inside of her, was it close enough for her to get pregnant? But it didn't last long enough, like only twenty minutes, but it neither matters, what if Ray's sperm was sure enough to come out? She couldn't bare it being pregnant! Not when Ray is the father! Not when Ray should be the father at all, she's too young, and not ready to raise a child on her own. She slid down against the wall moping and crying. Not sure what to do next.
Hilary laughed as her memory of that time reminded of how scared she was. She was never pregnant to begin with, but starring at the horizon, it reminded of how much she missed Ray. Those loving words were the start of their relationship, but she didn't like how he handled it the first time at her house. She looked at Haji who was still starring at the sea. She got up and took Haji's hand. Just like what she did, Haji let her drag him as they both walked away from the horizon. Hilary didn't see it, but Haji slightly smiled as he watched in front of him the girl that let herself out of her own world, Hilary started humming a song then started singing softly.
Softly so Softly I awake with you there
Watching the horizon go
I cannot wait 'till noon
Playing the violin and watching the children play
Having you there beside me, all the way
Beside me, beside me
I'm so Happy
Stay with me
So close to me
That way you won't be scared
I won't let go of our bond
I won't break the promise you left for me
So stay with me
I clasp my hands together
Seeing your eyes sparkle
I wonder when your eyes will see the light again
But for now stay with me
Let me lead you to the road with happiness
And our bond will never break
My honey, my honey
Stay sweet and with me…..
Hilary stopped to look at Haji smiling, to her surprise Haji was also smiling. Then still holding her hand dragged Hilary and went on walking. She smiled wildly happy and this time let Haji be the Ray in front of her this time.
Nabura AirPort
Coming out of the exiting hallway came many people with their bags were relieved and stretched out from coming out of the plane. Then once the crowd had separated, a tall man with black hair that was put up in a pony tail stood there looking around. He had dark brown eyes and wore a beige t-shirt with and over that a brown jean jacket, blue jeans and brown shoes. He smiled warmly walking to a near exit to the air port.
A/N: Wow that was a long chapter, longer then I put for chapter 2! I'm so happy I got one review so far but that's making me very happy since someone is actually reading them! Thank you who ever read it! Sorry, I forgot your name! I appreciate what your doing! Well you can probably guess who was the person in the airport at the end.
By the way, I'm so sorry for uploading chapter 3 late, apparently when I said Star Testing, I didn't know it take that long! But I'm so happy, and sleepy! I should take a nap, but don't worry it gets dirtier and more shocking! You'll find out soon once I upload chapter four, give me time though, school is ending pretty soon, and I'll be doing this all summer! And That's a promise!