Grab your tissues folks...it's a tear jerker!!!!!!!!!!!

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"No, No, absolutely not!" Dr. Peterson said during his conference with Sam and Dean.

"Doc, come on! You said it yourself. This…this could be the last thing…we do as a family," Dean's eyes gleamed, pleading with the doctor to let them do this.

The doctor was quiet and eventually agreed. Sam and Dean thanked him over and over.

"I will be sending pain killers and medicine with you just in case. Be back here as soon as possible," the doctor said, handing them the supplies they needed for the trip.

Back in Madison's room, they prepared for the trip. Dean gathered his sister's weak form into his arms and the family left.

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Sam and Dean sat in the front of the Impala while Madison and Brianna sat in the back. Brianna had not let go of her mom since they left the hospital and the two of them were asleep. Sam and Dean sat in silence, both too lost in their own thoughts.

Four hours later they reached their destination. They were at a California beach, and it was nearly sun-set. Sam and Dean stretched their cramped bodies and Brianna climbed out of the back. Madison, who was awake now, was gently lifted from the car by Dean. He carefully tucked a warm blanket around her to keep her warm.

The four of them walked on the beach towards the water and looked around. The beach was deserted and couldn't be anymore beautiful than what it was. Madison smiled weakly at Dean and pointed to where they could sit. It was right by the water and the four sat and watched the blood red sun disappear into the ocean. Madison sat leaning on Dean, not even having the strength to sit on her own.

Brianna stood up and walked to the water's edge. She turned to smile and wave at her mom and began to play and splash in the water. Sam quickly joined her, picking her up and pretending to throw her into the ocean. Her screams of delight reverberated off the ocean and it was music to Madison's ears. She watched her daughter laugh and play with her uncle and knew she would be safe.

Dean felt her take a deep breathe, "You ok?" He asked. Madison nodded and smiled at him.

"Thank…you…for…this…"She whispered, she was exhausted. She leaned against her brother and continued to watch her daughter and brother play. It started getting darker and Madison began to shake from the cold.

"Hey guys, let's get going. It's too cold outside for Mommy," Sam and Brianna immediately stopped their playing and quickly followed Dean to the car. They way back to the hospital they noticed Madison's breathing was becoming more shallow.

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They all hurried into the hospital and returned her to the room. Dr. Peterson was there upon arrival and pushed them all out of the room.

"I knew this was a bad idea." He whispered to himself as he began to work on Madison.

Twenty minutes later he found the small family waiting anxiously outside her door. When they saw him, they knew…

"She doesn't have much more time. I'm surprised she is still conscious. But she wants to see you one at a time. She told me to let Brianna come in first."

Brianna looked up at her uncles' for reassurance and slowly walked into the room. She quietly crept into her mom's room and found her asleep.

"Mommy?" She asked quietly.

Madison stirred and slowly opened her eyes. She smiled at the small little face that was staring worriedly at her.

"It's…ok…baby…come sit…by me," Brianna carefully positioned herself right next to her Mom and looked at her.

"Brianna…you…are…one of the…best things…that ever…happened to me…you know that?" Madison whispered. Brianna shook her head.

"You…are. My life…started…the day you…were born," Madison smiled, picking up Brianna's small hand and kissed it.

"Are going to stay with grandpa soon Mommy?" Brianna asked softly, small tears slipping from her sad eyes.

Madison nodded, which made both girls cry more. "But I want you….to listen…to me ok?" Brianna nodded, holding tightly onto her mom.

"I…will always…be here…for you. You can…talk to me…and I might…not…answer right away…I'll find some way…to answer…I promise. I'm sorry…I won't…be there…for…all your special…events in person. But I will…always…always protect you…and love you. I…want you…to…grow up big…and strong. Do well…in school…go to…college…get married…to Prince…Charming…and live…happily ever…after."

"How can I without you?" Brianna sobbed, bringing her Mom's hand up to her face, rubbing them on her cheek. "I don't want…you to go," she sobbed.

Madison's heart was breaking for her child. "I don't want to…go either. I'd…much rather…stay...with you."

"Can I come with you?" Brianna asked hopefully.

"Who…would…love…Uncle Dean…and Sam…then?" Madison spoke softly, running her fingers through her daughters' hair.

"Whose gonna take me shopping and braid my hair in the morning?" She asked.

"Well, Uncle Dean… and Uncle Sam… can help."

"It's not the same," Brianna pouted.

"Oh…baby…I know."

"I'm gonna miss you everyday," Brianna whispered.

Madison sobbed, "I…will to." She pulled her daughter into a hug and held her for a long time.

"Baby, I…need…to talk…to Uncle…Sam…then Uncle Dean…. could you go…get Sam…for me?" Brianna nodded, and kissed her Mom.

"I'll be right back." she promised.

"I'll be…here." Madison smiled, but her face crumbled once her daughter had left. Why did this happen?

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Sam came in a few minutes later with a shy look on his face.

"Come…here," Sam shuffled over to his sister and sat on her bed.

"I…want…to thank…you…for everything…you have…done for…me…since you…saved me."

"You don't have to thank me…it's part of the job," Sam laughed, his voice cracking and he bit his lip to try to calm himself.

"If…you…bite…your…lip…any harder…there'll…be a…hole," she smiled and Sam smiled back.

"I…need…you to…take…care of…Brianna. Keep…her feet…on the ground…like you

did…for me."

"Madison-"

"Sam…promise…me," she whispered.

"It's not that Mad. Of course I'll take care of Madison I just…"

"What…Sam?" Madison whispered.

"I'm so…I'm lost Madison. Again. Why does this happen to us all the time. You're a good person and you don't deserve it!" Sam yelled.

"I…know…Sam. But…I can't…change this."

"I know. I just whish this never happened. I need you…we need you," he broke, quietly sobbing. Madison placed her frail arm around her brother.

"Sam I want…you…to get…married…and be happy. Walk…Brianna…down the isle…with Dean…and raise…your children…with the same…caring…and dedication…you showed me. You…have so much…to offer. You…have…the power to…make a difference…in people's lives…so do…it. I…love…you…and I…will always…be here…for…you."

Sam hiccupped and nodded, hugging his sister. "I love you Madison."

Madison kissed him on the cheek, "I love you too." She hugged him longer and told him to get Dean.

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Dean came in, his eyes already red and swollen. He sat on the bed with Madison and remained silent.

"Dean…I don't want…you blaming…yourself…for this." Dean looked at his sister and looked away from her again.

"I should have protected you," he whispered, a rogue tear slipping from his eye.

"How?" Madison demanded weakly. "Could…you…have stopped…me from…smoking…when I was…12 or changed…where…I lived? I…don't think so."

"I should have found a way."

"I…told…you not to…you're…better…than that," Madison whispered, gently grasping Dean's hand.

"I need…you…to take…care of…Brianna for me. And I…want you…to live…a good life…Dean. Marry… a good… girl…I want…you to do all the…things…I can't. Help Brianna through school…go…to her wedding…be there when her babies…are born…" Madison cried.

"I'm not scared of…dying…Dean. But I am…scared of…missing…you all…so much." She hiccupped.

"I won't be there…for all…the special…achievements…in anyone's life…so you…have to be…there for me…Promise?" She whispered.

"I give you my word." Dean stated.

"I love you Dean,"

"I love you too." He hugged his sister when he felt her gasp for breath.

"Mad, you ok?" But she didn't answer. Her eyes were closed and her breathing sparse.

"Mad!" He yelled. Doctors ran in and took her from his arms. Dr. Peterson pushed him out the door.

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Devastated, Dean turned to face his family. Sam and Brianna looked at him and they slowly walked to meet each other.

"Is Mommy ok?" Brianna whispered.

"I don't know kiddo."

Dr. Peterson met up with the Winchester's outside Madison's room.

"Well?" Sam asked, afraid of the answer.

"Her heart stopped for a few minutes but we got her back. She isn't breathing on her own so we had to intubate her. I suggest sitting with her and talking with her."

All three nodded and turned to enter the room.

Before Dean entered the room, Dr. Peterson pulled him aside. "Dean, Madison is alive and she's still fighting. Sometimes, people need to know it's ok to go. Madison is only staying to make sure you will all be alright."

Dean nodded, gagging as bile threatened to be expelled from his body. He walked into the room and found Brianna lying in the bed next to her Mom and Sam sitting next to her, his head on Madison's arm, sobbing pathetically. Dean grabbed another chair and sat on the other side of the bed.

"Hey Mad," he whispered, grasping his little sister's hand in his. "It's ok. Sam, Brianna and I, we'll be fine. If you need to rest, rest," Dean whispered. He laid his head on his sisters' stomach and quietly sobbed.

At 11:30 pm on May 3rd, Madison Winchester passed away.