Meredith was that engrossed in her memories that she hadn't noticed Derek coming in the door, and slumping next to her.
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
"How could you after everything, you just left and didn't fight for us you thought it would be easier if you just left." Meredith sobbed
Derek took Meredith in his arms and let her cry.
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
"New York was only a temporary plan, I was going to come back and see you but when you told me to leave and you never called I thought you had moved on I thought you were over me," Derek said
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
"Derek I will never get over you, you don't realize how scared I was, I found out I was pregnant and I would have to do it all alone," Meredith said
"I know mer I know," Derek said
"How old is our child?"
"She is three her name is Chloe Marie Shepherd, she has dark curly hair and piercing blue eyes, She is a talkative three year old and always asked when she is going to meet her daddy, she has pictures of you I always told her about you." Meredith said
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
"So If she saw me she would know who I was," Derek asked
"Yes I never wanted her to grow up not knowing who you were,"
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Meredith pager suddenly went off.
"I am performing a medicalmedical in or 3 no one in this hospital has ever done one before except you if you would like to scrub in you can but Derek I haven't forgiven you yet,"
"Ok see you in Or 3,"
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there?
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here?
The operation had been a huge success the gallery had been full with everyone; Mark Slone, Cristina Burke, Izzie Stevens, George O'Malley, Alex Karev, Preston Burke and Chloe. She had not noticed that her daddy was in the or as well as mommy.
Cristina was watching her that day so she decided instead of finding Meredith afterwards that she would take Chloe for some food. When they were down at the café cristina was texting Meredith .
C: Why was McDreamy In the Or?
M: He is the new chief of surgery
C: Does he know about Chloe?
M: Yes
C: What did he say?
M: Nothing my pager went
C: Ok
M: I have got to go Mc Dreamy is coming.
Meredith wished that Derek would not talk to her and her wish was granted he just walked past her and smiled.
Meredith was thinking to herself
What the fuck?
She followed him into his office. She was pissed,
"So you don't want to know anything maybe be a part of Chloe's life?"
"I do I just need time to process all of this Meredith I love you so much but the thing is you held something from me, something so important I need some time."
"I know and I am sorry but you left me hurt, broken and pregnant,"
"I was stupid,"
"I was scared,"
They both stood staring at each other not knowing what to do, Derek wanted to grab Meredith and kiss her but he didn't want to be to forward.
So Meredith made the first move she leaned forward and kissed him, all of the past three years came flooding back.
"Don't take too long," Meredith whispered.
Meredith and Derek avoided each other for the rest of the day. When Meredith reached her house she was greeted by a little girl.
"MAMA!" Chloe yelled and jumped into Meredith's arms
"Chloe," Meredith said
"Did you have a good day with uncle mark and Auntie Cristina?"
"Uhhh... Yes!"
"Mama, when will I get to meet my daddy?"
"Why are you asking that?"
"Because one of my friends in daycare said that it is not good for me not to have a mama without a dada."
"Don't worry cee you will meet your dada soon,"
Meredith put Chloe in her room and went to the living room. In the living room was mark and Cristina.
"Mer what is up?" mark asked.
"Chloe just asked me when she will get to meet her daddy because some kid at day care said it was not good for her too have a mama but not a dada,"
"Meredith if Derek is going to be chief then he will meet cee soon,"
"I know"
Mark was about to say something but was interrupted by the doorbell ringing.
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