Allen landed with a thud onto his feet as the last Akuma was exterminated. But, of course already being a bad day for the exorcist, it turned worse when he felt a sudden sharp pain in his ankle and he heard a soft pop. After that he shuddered and looked over to Kanda who was just sheathing his sword, "We have to leave now. If you had been faster at killing your akuma we wouldn't have to rush moyashi." With that Kanda took off at a quick pace.
"Kanda I-" Allen tried to tell the other but, he didn't want to have to put up with Kanda's sword in his face right now. He hadn't been off of missions in a long time and his body was tired, he was exhausted and it was bound to happen sooner or later that he hurt himself. "Why when I am with Kanda of all people?" Allen started off at a jog trying to catch up with his speedy leader as they approached the bridge and got ready to jump onto the train top.
Allen just stared down at the train as Kanda prepared to jump. I can't make it in this condition. Allen realized this as his ankle throbbed in protest causing him to wince and then the last few feet he had to run before making the jump, he made another mistake. He fell flat on his face because he had been thinking on the pain and not paying attention to the rocky bridge they were on. Kanda stopped his foot on the bridge as he turned around just in time to see Allen fall on his face.
"GET UP." yelled Kanda as he turned and prepared to jump but, the train was no longer there. The black haired teen could see the train speeding off just out of possible reach and he felt his already short patience with the other snap. They had just missed the train for their mission and not only had they done that but they had lost the innocence as well that they had been racing to get to. There was no way that the Millennium Earl wouldn't get it before them now. "I cannot fucking believe this!" growled Kanda as he turned and pulled out his sword leveling it into Allen's face.
Gulping and putting up his hands Allen sat there on the ground with a nervous look on his face, "Kanda I'm sorry!" He cried out when the other took a slice at him. Shooting up to his feet he staggered against the rail of the bridge bending backwards over the railing as Kanda pursued him and tried to lop off his head with a swing of his mugen. But, he just stood there and looked annoyed for a moment as he heard the soft voice of Komui coming from the little black golum of his.
"I heard you had some trouble on the way to the train point. Is everything okay Kanda?" Kanda stepped back with a death glare to Allen as he turned and moved off to make a muttered report to Komui. "Oh my that is a problem. Don't worry ..Miranda and Crowley are closer and I am sure they can handle getting the innocence back here. You and Allen rest up in town and start heading back tomorrow. Don't let this happen again Kanda and don't take it all out on Allen either." With that the transmission was cut off. Kanda looked more irate then he had before it.
Turning Kanda started to stalk off towards the nearest in. It was a busy town and they would have luck on their side if it wasn't full or over packed. Sometimes even Exorcists had trouble in this particular French town with trying to get a room and the worst case scenario would be that Allen would have to share a room with him. Kanda didn't stop to see if his partner had started walking towards the inn yet, nor did he care if he made it there. That cursed brat could die for all I care. Kanda seethed in silence.
Watching the other walk off, Allen sighed and winced as he slowly started towards the inn himself. As if things couldn't have gotten any worse, there was a crack of thunder in the cloudy sky and then it started to pour. There were a few miles outside the town so it was going to be a long trip back in the rain to an Inn they couldn't even check to see if they had room for two people. Limping along Allen just sighed as he pulled up his hood on his uniform to help with the rain against his face and hair, but it didn't to much good for the already soaked fifteen year old due to the fact it was battle gear and not a pancho.
Kanda finally calmed down enough to look back behind him to make sure Allen was keeping up fairly well. His hair was soaked and his band had been taken out to avoid catching it in the slowly dampening hair that was now soaked. Turning he could barely make out Allen walking in the rain. Another crash of thunder surprised the easily angered Japanese teen as he turned around and continued to look around. They still had a mile or so before they reached the city, and the storm was getting worse and soon it would be impossible to travel at all.
Worst case scenario is that they would have to make use of many of the abandoned houses that they were about to come close to. The town had lost income due to the akuma and Millennium Earl so there were many abandoned homes on the outskirts of the town. Kanda sighed and rubbed at his forehead in annoyance. Ever since he had been partnered up with Allen he had gotten increasingly more confused about himself and where he stood about friendship in the Dark Organization. Something about the boy made him want to scream and pull out his hair, while the other side of him wanted to open up and accept the others friendship. Exorcists don't need friends. Kanda reminded himself.
Allen had been walking for a good half hour on a possibly sprained ankle in the rain. His small body was shivering and his hood wouldn't stay on to keep the rain from soaking him thoroughly through and even getting under the jacket to soak his pants and up his shirt when the coat was blown back. Things can't get any worse. But, of course, the rule was that if you thought that, things were going to get worse usually. Not five seconds later hale started to rain down upon them pelting at Allen's head and hands as he continued on. Okay. Fine why not God just MOCK ME MORE?! Allen was getting frustrated.
When the hale started up and not just lightly but in force that even made Kanda stumble around in attempts not to be hit with the ice rocks. It also made the black haired exorcist break into a boarded up old house that was about twenty feet in front of him to avoid the sting of the relentless enemy known as the hale stone. Allen was not too far behind but, it took him a moment to get to the house and inside it on his own. Kanda turned to look at the other as he narrowed his eyes, "Go find your own abandoned house moyashi."
Allen glared at the other and tried his best not to limp in front of Kanda as he moved past him only to find himself slammed up against the wall. "Don't you get it Allen?! I don't want to see your face!" Spat Kanda as he shook the other his hands gripping the front of Allen's jacket. Allen winced and just looked down finally relaxing as Kanda held the front of his jacket. Both were tired at this point, wet, and Allen was shivering.
"I'm sorry." Was all Allen could manage to choke out. He was so tired and the missions that he went on were so demanding he was emotionally tired too. Komui had apologized to him about sending him out on another mission but, he had been guaranteed time to rest afterwards. His emotional state was also fragile and Kanda was the worst person to put him with when he had reached his breaking point. Rubbing at his eyes Allen started to cry silently which probably repulsed Kanda even more. I can't do anything right when I am with him. Allen rubbed at his eyes with his hands.
Kanda was taken back by the attitude that Allen had taken up. Apparently the other was exhausted and he was frustrated, but Kanda had no idea why. He turned and looked around...The place was covered in dust and cobwebs but, he needed to dry off and find blankets. His hands moved to the buttons of his coat as he plucked each open and then sighed hanging it on the back of a chair as he moved into the living room. Finding a little kerosene lamp Kanda looked around for matches to light it and he succeeded quite easily.
"Take off your coat or you're going to get sick." Ordered Kanda as his eye twitched in annoyance as he moved around ultimately finding just a blanket that could fit two people comfortably and possibly three if need be to use. Allen winced and Kanda caught it this time. What was the wince for? Kanda watched Allen for a moment as he removed the coat and then his shirt and he left on his pants for the time being.
The answer to Kanda's question was quickly answered as his eyes roamed lower to glance down as Allen took off his boots. One of his ankles was very swollen and he stepped on it as if it were well. He heard a slight hiss coming from the other and then a sniffle as he continued to cry out of frustration to himself. His ankle was injured the whole time. Kanda actually felt bad now. The bridge incident had been most likely the fault of Allen's ankle. He vaguely recalled Komui's warning about the other being tired and having really no rest. For once, Kanda felt like a heel.
Moving towards the other he grabbed his good arm and yanked him around his eyes narrowed, "Did you think I wouldn't notice now that your boot is off Allen? You're injured and you didn't even tell me." Allen looked taken back for a second before his eyes narrowed and he pulled his hand away. What happened next made Kanda blink in surprise as Allen pointed in his face.
"No I didn't tell you because you're an ass hole about everything else! You would have yelled at me even more then you already have and you would have never let me live it down. That is why I didn't tell you! Because I didn't want to give you another reason to hate me!" Allen turned his face away from Kanda's as his cheeks flushed and he felt like crying all over again. But, Kanda just sighed and then took off his own boots and muttered something under his breath in Japanese that Allen couldn't understand.
"Get undressed." Ordered Kanda as he slowly started to take off his own pants in front of Allen. They were both boys and he could ignore that Allen had just insulted his attitude to his face long enough to make sure the other didn't die. If he did, Kanda would get hell from everyone back at the headquarters. "You're trembling and need to warm up. All I could find was one big blanket so we are going to have to share...Our clothes aren't going to dry easily either so you might as well at least take care of yourself before you catch a cold."
Allen sighed and just took off his clothes as well in front of Kanda. He couldn't help but to take peeks at the others mature body compared to his small childlike body until he stood up. Kanda was staring down at him and his hair, Allen had just noticed, was down from its tie. He hadn't really noticed while Kanda had yelled at him or when he had been confronted about his ankle.
Kanda felt his cheeks flush as Allen sized him up and he tugged the other over towards where the blanket had been set up on the couch. He sat down and curled up in one side while Allen's hip touched his own and he did the same. They sat there in thick awkward silence as the rain and thunder outside continued on for what seemed like ages. Kanda felt the other tremble still as he sighed and looked at Allen who was looking at the fireplace miserably as if the pitiful look he was giving it would actually start a fire.
A fire would have been a good idea, but there had been no wood and Kanda wouldn't have had a starter either. So, there they sat in the dark listening to the rain in uncomfortable silence. Kanda felt Allen shift to a more comfortable position squirming against his side as he just continued to stare forward his cheeks flushing at the brush of the other against him. It had been such a gentle rub against Kanda's hip that it made Kanda shiver and look the other way coughing.
Looking out the nearest window, Allen sighed glumly. I have to get stuck in a place with no firewood to dry our clothes and with the biggest jerk on Earth. "How is your ankle?" A gruff voice broke through his thoughts. Kanda didn't look at him and the question had been so quiet and quick that Allen was hardly sure it had been Kanda at all. That was until Kanda lowered himself and grabbed his leg and guided it up to look at the ankle. His fingers brushed and pressed at the injury inspecting it for a moment as he waited for Allen to say something.
"Ah! That hurts Kanda!" Allen found himself trying to pull his leg away. Not only was Kanda touching him, but he had turned Allen around to do so in such a way that his thigh was exposed just up to where his private area was still covered. Kanda was more interested in his wound though, than he was of what was under the blanket. At least that was what Allen thought as he watched his partner prod and check over his ankle.
"It's a pretty bad sprain." Kanda was trying to be nice but the annoyance in his voice was evident. He finally sat up and happened to look at how Allen was sitting. His part of the blanket had fallen down to show off his slender shoulders and pale neck which his pale hair clung to. Looking further down he noticed Allen's quivering chest and his pale pert nipples that stood out because of the cold wet conditions the boy had just been through. Lower still Kanda saw the blanket had been drawn away from his chest in the move all the way to Allen's navel and lower still to the blanket that hid more skin from his view.
The younger exorcist felt his body tingle and a funny fluttering enter his stomach as Kanda stopped talking and just stared at him. Those dark eyes looked at his body and down unabashed as he was checked out. Allen felt his cheeks heat up as he rested there and he pulled the blanket around him tighter. But, in turn for pulling the blanket around him more, Kanda was also forced up against his side more too. Contrary to what Allen believed would be said, there was just a small sigh that escaped Kanda's lips. "Kanda. I'm still cold." squeaked Allen. No matter what he tried his body wouldn't stop shivering.
Hearing Allen speak quietly and being so close. Kanda licked his lips nervously and then muttered, "I see." There was only one thing he could think of to do. But, he was hesitant to do it because he didn't want to be that close to anyone. It was a matter of personal space and Kanda HATED for anyone to invade his personal space. After a few moments though he heard the other give a light sneeze and he inwardly winced. Slowly he grabbed the smaller male and pulled him into his lap startled that he wasn't resisted ...Wrapping his arms into the blanket he wound them around Allen's lower torso.
Stunned all Allen could do was tremble as his position had gone from being on the cold couch to Kanda's lap with just one phrase. The arms winding around his body and in front of him was sensuous in it self as the other was being less of an asshole and more of a concerned friend. "Better?" The gruff voice demanded as he looked up at Kanda. Kanda refused to look down at the younger teen in his lap though. If he did he was afraid of what he might see. The thunder crashed and the storm seemed to be getting worse as they just sat there thankful at least to be inside and warming up slowly.
After Kanda's little act of kindness though, things were beginning to get warmer quickly. Skin against skin contact caused Allen to tremble, but not because the boy was cold. Kanda was an attractive male and he was everything in an exorcist that Allen wanted and tried to be. It was a blow when Kanda couldn't even see him as an equal or even as a competent exorcist and the fact that Allen could do nothing that would ever please the older teen was very frustrating. Allen's breath became quick and a little audible as he leaned back against the black haired males' chest.
Surprised at the turn of events Kanda couldn't force himself to react to what he was hearing. The soft breaths of the other as he became agitated it seemed were having an effect on Kanda too. Sex was not something foreign to Kanda, but it was not something he had ever let himself take pleasure in. Why have sex with someone you are attracted to if they are going to die quickly? He was torn between wanting to push the other away and brave the storm alone, or to stay there with Allen in his lap and take advantage of the feelings that were creeping up inside him.
Instinctively Kanda tightened his arms around Allen as he buried his face into Allen's neck nuzzling it there with a low growl. This caused the one in his lap to stiffen up nervously and squirm against his chest. "K-Kanda?" Kanda didn't respond as he just held the other close and he kept a tight grip so Allen couldn't escape. It was finally just warm enough for the both of them, but he didn't want the heat to get too much hotter between them. If it did things would happen that would make him even more uncomfortable with the other. It would scar him worse and Allen would learn to hate him.
Allen squirmed and tried to turn around to look at Kanda, but the other wasn't letting him move. "Kanda...Please look at me." Kanda just tightened his arms even more as he embraced the other. It was a feeble attempt to keep him self from responding to the feel of the other shifting against him. He was starting to lose miserably and it was out of character for Kanda to lose at anything. I'm supposed to be the one in control. Slowly Kanda lifted his eyes to look into the gentle ones that regarded him now with concern.
Those eyes. They were always unhesitating and unwavering. Blue hues that were always clear with the path that they were going down and knew what to do. Those same irises that were pointed in his direction. Kanda sighed and then frowned, I lost. With that simple thought he crushed his lips to Allen's hungrily. Allen was a little surprised at the sudden boldness Kanda had shown but, he wasn't going to complain. As the other dropped the blankets Allen let his hands come up and thread themselves in the slow drying strands of Kanda's hair.
After a long and breath depriving kiss, Kanda let Allen go and he hastily in a tangling of limbs and brushing of torsos got up and stood taking a shaky breath. Allen looked up at him with flushed cheeks his back arched as he held himself up off the couch and he caught his breath. The position itself was sexy and Kanda found himself descending back to that body his hands pushing Allen down onto the couch as he kissed at his jaw and neck. Nothing will be different after this. After all it's just hormones. Kanda assured himself to avoid guilt.
Stunned Allen watched as Kanda again crawled on top of him and he was eyed hungrily by that dark gaze. His body reacted by trying to relax as much as possible as if that would somehow calm the other down from his frenzy like attitude the swordsman had at the moment. Another kiss and a nip to his neck brought Allen out of any developing thoughts he had and there was just one that he could think of, More. He wanted more of the heat and more of the taste that was left in his mouth by the elder teen.
Driven by instinct, Kanda took over as he looked down at Allen. His hand trailed down his stomach with his fingertips as he gently grabbed Allen's tender flesh between his legs and he started a quick jerky rhythm. This wasn't something that was loving and kind at all. This was driven by lust and the closeness they had been sharing. Kanda couldn't have done this with anyone else though, but because it was Allen it was okay. Allen could walk away from this encounter and still be the same kind person he had been going into it.
I want more. Need more. Allen thought with a gasp as he tried to stop the other from touching him so roughly. It scared him and excited him at the same time as he let out a moan of pleasure. His toes curled and his body writhed under Kanda's as he let his hands run down his shoulder blades leaving scratch marks in the wake of where his hands wandered. The other was being rough and so he wanted to be a little rough too. "Kanda I-" Allen started and he was effectively cut off by the other with a passionate and mouth probing kiss.
The storm that had been raging outside now fell upon deaf ears as the loves bodies twined together exploring and caressing and learning each and every part of their partner's body. Breathing was the only noise that mattered and that pants and heavy moans that filled the room and kept both boys focused on each other. Kanda nudged one of Allen's legs off of the couch with his knee spreading the others thighs farther apart as he tried to look for a lubricant. He was inexperienced but he wasn't stupid.
Finding nothing that he wanted, Kanda gave a growl of frustration as he pushed his fingers against Allen's slightly parted lips, "Suck." He commanded in a breathless deep tone that gave no room for Allen to refuse. Gladly taking those digits into his mouth Allen found himself watching how flustered Kanda had become.
This was one way to beat the cold, Allen mused to himself as he watched Kanda lick his lips as he continued to suck on his fingers. Lust in its true form or dare I hope this is the acceptance I have wanted all along? Allen asked himself as the pale fingers slid from his mouth and trailed down his chest and lower belly stopping to play around his belly button before his fingers moved down Allen's pale thigh and circled his entrance.
Biting at his cheek Allen turned his gaze to the window and the sound of rain pelting it from outside. It had suddenly become much quieter now and time seemed to have stopped for them. His senses felt heightened and his body was on fire, but it was as if he could feel everything in the room pressing in against them forcing and urging them on in this sexual act. But when he felt the fingers finally push in his head snapped forward and his eyes were back on Kanda.
Kanda didn't stop pressing his fingers forward into the heat. Of course, he expected to be met with resistance from Allen's body, but looking into Allen's eyes stopped him from deciding to stop all together. The look of vulnerability and semi-trust was overwhelming. Since when do I deserve a look like that? Kanda too became self aware as he listened to his hitched breathing. Slowly the he thrust his fingers in and out stretching his partner. But, the movements were no longer harsh and jerky or rough. He was totally entranced in the younger boy beneath him.
In that instant something clicked. Kanda leaned down to press another kiss to Allen's forehead while the white haired boy made a soft noise of discomfort. Scissoring his fingers within Allen's body, Kanda continued to kiss and nuzzle at Allen's jaw. This was a blatant move of affection that had Allen feeling more relaxed when a third finger slipped inside to prepare him for what was to come. "Kanda…" Allen moaned his back arching and body trembling. More…
Grabbing Allen's leg that was on the couch still, Kanda rested it on his hip and inched forward his hands grabbing at the arm of the couch to support him self as he planted a foot on the ground a few spaces from Allen's dangling leg as he slowly guided himself into Allen his hand grasping the boys member gently and fondling him as he did so. A cry of distress rang out from Allen and a clap of thunder sounded and then silence. The room was illuminated by the lightning for a moment before going dark and in that instant a pair of lovers were made.
Silence enveloped the room and Kanda looked down at Allen. Allen stared up at Kanda and neither moved for what seemed eternity. "A-are you okay?" Kanda groaned huskily as he tried not to move. This was the most amazing feeling that he had ever felt and it was so intimate it scared him. Allen just looked up at him wordlessly for a moment before his hands reached up, his legs had moved to wrap around Kanda's waist and he pulled Kanda's chest to his. His lips sought out his partners clumsily as his body trembled. It ached and hurt to be stretched so full, but at the same time he felt as though he were connected to someone he thought unreachable.
Kanda took a moment to relax and press his face into Allen's neck as he was hugged. Finally, Allen relaxed enough to let him move slowly and clumsily at first within his body. Kanda's hands gripped the couch arm tensely as he started to push in and out slowly, just concentrating on breathing and moving slow. Allen let out a hiss and his face contorted into a look of discomfort for a few moments until he was stretched enough by Kanda from within to start to enjoy the friction it caused.
Using the arm of the couch for leverage Kanda continued to thrust as slowly as he could bear into the white haired exorcist below him. Finally Allen started to move back against him encouraging him wordlessly, and his insides clenched welcomingly around Kanda's erection as he continued to push into Allen. Allen's legs locked tightly around his waist and the smaller exorcist was breathing in short gasps with each push. "K-Kanda!" Taking it as a sign, one of his hands dipped between both bodies to start to play with Allen's erection pumping it within his hand as he started to thrust a little faster and insistently into Allen's body. Kanda groaned and felt him self coming close to climax already.
Neither of them had the stamina to last too long this first time anyways and both found this out as Kanda found a spot within Allen that when he thrust again the boy screamed and went limp beneath him shuddering as he climaxed and his seed rested between their sweat slicked bodies. The heat clamping down around him was too much and Kanda spilled his essence within the body beneath his collapsing down on top of Allen with a grunt.
Tangled and lying in a heap on the couch Allen opened one eye to look at Kanda who had his eyes closed as well as he panted trying to grab his breath back into his lungs. Kanda let his arms circle around Allen's waist as he cuddled to Allen his cheek resting against his chest, he could hear the beating within of Allen's heart and the sound calmed him down tremendously. It was the same thudding that helped to draw him into a restful sleep. Outside the storm had quieted down to a dull and distant roar.
Morning came too quickly for Allen as he opened his eyes rubbing at them. Looking around the shabby cottage he sat up, but was blocked from doing so completely by Kanda who was still asleep and on top of him on the couch. Now instead of just his ankle, Allen found that he was aching all over but Kanda still resting with him that night made the ache seem to lessen. What a crazy night. Finally moving around enough Allen had awoken Kanda who was staring up at him with a sleepy half opened eyes expression and if looks could kill Allen would have been a dead man. "Quit moving around…Sleep some more moyashi."
"Sorry." Allen stuttered as he lay back down and Kanda curled back up on top of him his body rubbing against his warm frame. It felt good to be there, Allen realized as he just let his hand slide down Kanda's shoulder through his long black tresses. I can't let myself get used to this. It was something totally different for the both of us. Sighing Allen laid there for another moment until he heard something that made him smile.
"If anyone else touches you. They die." Nothing could have made Allen happier.