Here is the 12th chapter. There is a warning here and when I say warning it is really a warning.
Chapter 12: Dream and Invitation
It is four in the afternoon already.
It has been a month since Jun died or let us says vanishes. His grave is at the heart of the forest so the students will not see it.
Mikan pay him a visit. She brought a bouquet of Bergamot (it was his favorite flower) and two white candles. She lights the candles and lean at the tree behind her.
"Do you forget already? You told me the first time you talk to me or see me lonely that you will never let me be lonely again. You told me that you will help me forget about him but we are are you now. Why did you left me? Did you let me to be lonely? You are a liar!" she said, she was accusing him, blaming him of her being alone. Tears started welling in her eyes. She fell asleep.
Mikan's dream…
The night was filled of the laugh of a cold, high voice. In front of him was a burning mansion.
You could not hear any screams or anyone moaning in pain. However, you could hear a cursing voice.
"You'll pay for it someday!" a man said, his voice is full of anger.
"Mikan! I'm sorry!" a woman screamed, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" little by little the voices died out.
There were splash of blue light. A blue bubble appears. There are two children inside it. The bubble was surrounding by the watery dragon, flaming phoenix, windy fox and earthly snake (blue dragon, red phoenix, white fox, brown snake).
End of Mikan's dream…
She woke up and its nighttime already, she felt fresh tears in her cheeks.
"What's that dream?" she concentrated hard, frowning, trying to remember her dream. However, she could not picture it again.
"Do you want to know?" a voice said.
She was finding who the owner of the voice is. She saw a man wearing a black coat with white mask.
She instantly stands up "what do you want?" she asks frighteningly, of all people in the Alice academy he is the only man that she did not want to talk to or even face to. It was Persona.
"Don't you have any respect to your teacher?"
"I'm sorry sir" she bowed to him.
"Do you want to know whose voice is that?"
She does not want to ask him but she was curious. She even cry when she dream about it, while the voice is screaming her name she feels her heart clinched "yes" she said, she thought that he didn't hear her but he did.
"The voice was your" he paused for a while "mother's voice" her eyes widened "and that mansion was the Hyuuga's family mansion"
She felt sadness, pain and… anger?
"I don't believe you," she stated.
"Believe me. Do you know why did the anti-alice organization want you?"
She did not know why they wanted her "no" she said, her voice is very low you can barely hear her.
"Because you have a very powerful alice, the alice that everybody wants" he said to her.
"What! They want my nullifying alice" she said almost laughing, he must be joking. Sure, her alices is one of the greatest alices but everybody wanting it, they must be insane.
"It's true. Not that they just want your nullifying alice, you also have other alice. An alice that was so powerful, powerful enough to rule the world" he said.
"You must be kidding. I don't have any other alice" she said, she was puzzled.
"That's what you know. Do you want me to teach you how to use it" if you master it you could take revenge for your mother's death and for Natsume's family as well" he said, his voice was really inviting.
However, she do not want to buy it "I don't know if I'll believe you," she said.
He smirk at her "I'll give you time to think about it" then he disappear all of a sudden.
She fell in her knees. She wanted to take revenge. She may not see her mother or be with her but she dream about it. She was hoping that someday she would see her, she will fell her warm, her love but that someday will never happen even in her dreams.
"You know, you could stop from crying" a familiar voice behind her said.
She looks at her back. She saw Natsume standing at the tree near by her... he was wearing a grey long sleeve made of cotton that is fitted in her body and black pants his hands are inside his pockets. You could tell from his dress that he has a very good masculine body.
"Na…Natsume" she said, she wipe her tears and stands up.
"He will be unhappy if you are unhappy" he was walking towards her but he was looking at Jun's grave and his hands are still in his pockets.
Mikan's eyes fix on him "natsume can… can I ask you something?"
"Sure" he is now looking at her.
"What did you feel when you know that your parents was not your real parents?"
"Why do you ask?" he asks her but he only receives a questioning look from her "I fell more pain and... more anger" he said, his voice was cold, the only emotion you could sense is anger.
"What did you fell when you didn't saw real parents?"
"Why are you asking those kinds of questions?" he asked her a little bit confused.
"Just answer"
"I feel lonely and sad" there is coolness in his voice, as if the answer to her question was so obvious.
"Do you still want to see them?" she asked him with seriousness in his voice.
"Of course but I can't see them now, maybe someday" you could sense sadness in his voice.
She started crying, he started to panic. Did he do or say something to make her cry?
He walks closer to her. He brushes her hair and took her in an embrace, more respectful than passionate, more comforting than wanting.
"Don't cry. I hate to see you cry. It hurts me a lot"
Mikan pull out from his embrace. Giving him a questioning look, if he actually saying the truth.
He smile at her and said "come on, you didn't ate yet, do you?" he offer his hands to her.
She nodded accepting his hands. They go straight at the canteen but it is close already.
"We could go to my room if you want" Natsume offer her.
"Okay" she replies shyly.
They reached Natsume's room and went inside. Natsume headed at his kitchen while Mikan sit on the sofa (let me explain his room because I did not explain it before; his room here has four other rooms, the living room, bedroom, kitchen and bathroom)
"Mikan do you like haricots verts salad?" he asks her.
"That will be fine," she said.
Natsume brought green beans, cold, in a salad" they finished eating it.
"It taste really good" she told Natsume, he just smile at her and picks up the dishes.
"Wait, let me was it" she snatch the dishes from his hands and headed at the kitchen.
Natsume follow her.
"Do you have any apron?" she looks around "there it is" she suddenly said.
She put on the apron and started washing the dishes. Natsume is leaning at the kitchen door, hands fold and watching her. She finishes washing and removes the apron.
She walks closer to Natsume and gives him a peck on the cheek.
"Thank you. I'm going now," she said to him exiting the room but Natsume grabbed her wrist.
"Don't go yet"
"But Hotaru might get worried if I'm still not in my room"
"She knows were you are," he said to her, pulling her closer to him.
He started kissing her, licking his tongue into her mouth. She could taste the sweetness of his mouth, the softness of his lips and the warmth of his touch.
One of his hands under her shirt, into her pants, down to her buttocks. His other hands were opening the bedroom door. CLICK!
Mikan heard the clicking of the door and started to panic. She immediately stops the kiss and pushes him away from her. She was afraid to what will happen to them
"I see, she didn't do it yet" Natsume thought, he walk closer to her and whispered "don't worry I'll be gentle"
(Warning: don't read it if you don't liked unlikely scenes)
Natsume pull Mikan inside his room. He undresses her until they were half-naked only in their undies.
His palms cupping the outside of her breast, fuller than he had imagined, rounder than they looked in her clothes "I love you" he said to her.
Her eyes widened. He laid her on the bed, his right hands on her thighs and his left hand on her neck supporting it.
Her eyes became watery she starts crying.
"Don't cry" Natsume said to her wiping her tears.
"I'm just happy. I love you too" she said to him, he gives her a very sweet smile.
He started kissing her again, he took off the remaining clothes they have until they were naked.
He was kissing her neck. His tongue flicker across his stiff, rosy palely nipples, she gave a soft moan.
Then his fingers gripped her wrist, pressed them backward against the bed as he entered her, jutted into her inside. She feels pain, he was looking at her and he grinned. She was clenching her fist.
"Am I hurting you, should I stop?" he asked her gently.
"No, please don't stop" she breathed.
Natsume kissed her again, pressing his mouth into her. They share a moment of passionate kiss. It was over.
(For those who did not read it you can read it now. Do not kill me yet! I am still young. In addition, I know that they are still young to do it. Maybe not too young to do it)
She lay in his arms, is hands wrap on her waist.
"Thank you" Natsume whispered to her.
"What for?" Mikan asked him.
"Because I'm the first and I want to be the lat," he said to her.
She looks straight to his eyes "is that really a big deal to you if you're the first?"
"Yeah, especially if it is the one you love"
"Natsume do you really love me?" Mikan asked him seriously.
"No" he said, tears started welling in her eyes, she release from his embrace and stands up (they are in their undies) she picks up her shirt and pants. Natsume grinned and stood up. He embraces her from her back.
"Let go of me," Mikan said in a very low voice.
"You're such a kid" she turns around, he touch her cheeks "o don't love you because I love you very much" he kissed her again.
When he let go of her, she started crying and punching him. Natsume just laugh at her.
"I got you there, aren't I?" he wiped her tears, Mikan embrace him.
"Let us sleep, you must be tired" they proceeded at the bed "sweet dreams my love" Natsume whispered to her but she is already asleep. He smile at her and kissed her on the forehead. His hands wrap on her waist and fall asleep.
Somewhere…
"Good job Eiji, keep her dreaming about her mother's death. Make her believe me" persona said to a man with red hair. He is in the same age as Mikan.
"Yes sir" he replies.
Persona smirks and walks away…
Thank you for the reviews for the last chapter and for the readers also. Flames and criticisms are widely accepted but flames in my WARNING are certainly not accepted.
You could ask me for any question if you do not understand some part of it, I am not going to bite you. Hehehe.
Mikan has other alice but it isn't the copying alice but it is somewhat related to that. You will know in the 14th chapter.
The next chapter would be Unbearable Dream.
That is all for now. Thank you for reading.