Here's the nineteenth chapter of this story. Well, some of you might not remember the flow of the story and I'm very sorry. I haven't uploaded for months even though some of you are waiting for it. Please enjoy, I'm not sure if this one is great but I really thought about what's going to happen in it. And I'm not expecting of any reviews but thanks for those who e-mailed me to still continue this story.
Chapter 19: There is no such thing as sweet revenge.
"Mikan" a soft voice is calling out for her.
She opens her eyes and she sees is her dark surrounding. All is black not even a single light, just plain darkness.
"Am I dead?!" she confusingly asked herself.
"Mikan…" the voice called out for her again.
"Who are you?" she asked.
"Me? I am you" the voice stated and laughed
"What do you mean you are me?" she bewilderly asked.
"I am Mikan…you and me" she replied back at her.
Mikan is still is confused and completely can't understand what's happening. A light figure appears. It was her?! Look exactly the same like her.
"You…are me but, where am I?" she asked her.
The other Mikan pauses for a while and thinks. Then, she shook her head.
"I don't know either. All I know is I'm here talking to you, about you, your power and your life" she said smilingly.
"What do you mean?!" she asked, couldn't hide her bewilderness.
"Well, I am here to show you who you really are and to show you your real existence she paused, thinking deeply.
Mikan interferes "About me?! But you said you are me"
"Yes, I am you. I'm the other half of you, but you don't even know about my existence, funny, isn't it?"
Mikan shakes her head and says "Yeah"
The other Mikan drown a smile on her face "Hmm…but I do know all the things about you because I am you mind, your heart and your soul…"
"So, does that mean you're the one making decisions for me?"
"No" the other Mikan instantly replied.
"What?! Ah…I can't you at all. You said you are my mind, heart and soul. Then, you are the one who's controlling me" she can no longer stand it anymore! The whole situation is making her crazy.
"Well, don't get crazy yet. I may be your mind and heart bit I'm just a part of you. You are the one who's making your own decisions in life. I'm just your conscience and I will just make things clear for you" the other Mikan informed her.
"Clear things? What things?!"
"Like your powers. O you know that you could conquer the world. Are you aware of it?" the other Mikan asked.
"Aha, but I still can't use it properly. I'm weak, weaker than anybody else even if I had the greatest power of all. I'm still weak, I can't protect them, all of them" she started crying, kneeling in despair.
"Ssshh…Don't cry Mikan" the other Mikan embraced her for comfort "Not being able to control your power, doesn't mean that you're weak because you are still learning of it. For you to use it you must have the power of your mind. You must truly know what you are doing and face the fact that it could be a danger to you"
"I know it! I'm not stupid" Mikan angrily said to her.
"Hey! Don't get angry at yourself. You must know that your friends are here to help you. Yet you do nothing but to blame yourself! You must do something for them" the other Mikan scolded her.
"But…I can't do anything" Mikan helplessly said.
"I thought you knew what your capabilities are! You should be aware of that. You can do something" after that Mikan couldn't hear anything anymore not even the feeling someone's presence. All is back, to the plain darkness, all is quite until she lost consciousness.
Mikan opens her eyes; she's back to the real world but still can't breathe. The air is still holding her tightly.
When she remembers "…you can do something…" the voice of the other Mikan is lingering into her.
"I can do something" she said to herself, she's trying to gain her strength "I must do something"
"Ah…" her voice covered the night, a conquering yet so calm voice.
She finds herself breathing, her heart is pumping heart hot and cold mixing in her, she feels so hot, it 's like afire eating her whole. She wants to tear of her clothes off. Then, it suddenly changes; she's freezing like a track load of lice falls onto her.
"Natsumeeeeeeeeee!" she shouted while embracing herself.
Back to Natsume and the others…
"Mikan? Where are you?"
"Natsume, why?" Yuu asked him with full of concern.
"I just heard Mikan called out for me" he said confusingly. His crimson eyes became so light that it bright.
"Mikan?" Hotaru asked with great tension.
Koko interferes "But Natsume we haven't heard anything" they really haven't heard anything, not even a single chirp of a bird. It's just dark and cold.
"Mikan! Where are you?" Natsume shouted insanely, he couldn't lose her, not now, never!
"Natsume" Ruka said to him worriedly while holding his shoulders.
"Natsume let's go if you really heard her called out for you then she might be in trouble" Eiji said to him calmly but still there is a trace of tension in his voice.
Then, they all hurried to where Mikan is…
Back to Mikan…
'Come to think of it, I have my nullifying alice and their alices can't possibly work on me and I have my controlling alice too' Mikan thought of. They have no match to her!
Mikan stand up taking all he strength. She looks up to the master of the anti-alice organization with a very fierce look and she smirks at him.
"Do you know whom you're playing at old man?" she asked him.
He smirks back at her "I know very clearly, little girl" he opened his arms wide and a very string wind is bound to hit her.
However, all the wind did is to pass by her. Well, his not that surprised at all just a little because when he first attacked her she couldn't restrained it. But now, she completely gets back to herself again.
Mikan opens her hand and there is something forming on it. It's like a ball…it's a ball formed by wind. She releases the ball and it hits the maser, he even try to black by using his blue swallow, but his swallow wouldn't comply with him.
"Aren't you forgetting something, old man? I can control anything, everything, even your alice" she stated.
"I know that pretty well, little girl" he said back to her.
"Well then, you should have known that you couldn't beat me, not even a single chance"
He smirks at her "That's why I have him and your friends" he grabbed her grandpa and pointed his fingers directly at Natsume and Hotaru.
Her eyes widen, she completely forgot about them "Don't dare…don't you dare hurt them…again!" she said furiously.
"Attack her" the master commanded his men.
One by one they came to attack her, but their alices are nothing to her, she nullifies all of them. Then, she uses the other men to fight their allies. The ground begins to shake then a big hand made of sand appears crushing all of them. Mikan is walking towards the master with his grandpa and at his master side is the man who is holding Natsume and Hotaru.
At her back, a very loud sound of moaning can be heard. The men were burning into ashes.
"Give them to me!" she shouted angrily.
The master of the anti-alice grappled her grandpa's neck then a spear made of wind formed in his other hands. He grins at her before she knows it. He already stabbed her grandpa straight to he heart.
"Gra…Grandpa…Grandpa!" she shouted while crying.
Her grandpa dies lying on the ground. The master laughs, he laughs so hard that it echoes. Then he was clutching his heart. Mikan's controlling him, the pain that he was gaining flow into his head.
"AH!" he shouted.
"Die! You should die, you monster!" she shouted at him with hatred.
The master of anti-alice cries out in pain. His bones are stiffening, wounds appearing out of nowhere, blood spilled out. Within a second he died.
Mikan approaches her grandpa. He doesn't have a pulse anymore. Mikan grazed his cheeks, hugged him tightly and cried so hard.
"Grandpa!" She screamed out for his name, tears streaming down.
"Mikan!" the voice came from behind her. She looked back to see who it was, it was Natsume! But how?! They were hold as a hostage.
She looks at the man who was holding Natsume and Hotaru. They were gone! It was all an imagination, a trick! The man in black run away but she wouldn't let him. before he could run away, she burned him to death.
"Mikan" Hotaru shouted, the others came to her aid.
She hugs Hotaru tightly "Grandpa…grandpa's dead. What should I do Hotaru?" her tears, she couldn't stop it.
Her muscles she couldn't move it, not a single of it. Her sight becomes blurred, the others are crying but she couldn't see them clearly and then she vomited blood.
"Mikan, are you alright?" Natsume asked her worriedly.
She shook her head and passed out.
"Mikan" Eiji called out for his name.
It's so short but hope you like it!