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Chapter 20: Please…
Mikan still lies on the hospital bed for two weeks now. She's not moving not even a single finger nor opening her eyes. Some apparatus attach into her, helping her survive. The nurse came in with the doctor checking her.
Hotaru stands up from the sofa "How is she?" she asked him.
Natsume looks up at the doctor. He is holding Mikan's hand very tightly, hoping that she would soon wake up.
The doctor shakes his head "She used her alice too much. I can't do anything for her anymore. It's up to her if she still wants to lives. But it looks like she doesn't want to anymore and her body hasn't recovered yet" then they go out of the room.
Mikan's dreams…
She is sitting in the midst of nowhere. She doesn't know how many days she was staying there or where she is. All she knows is that she was waiting there for so many hours. She doesn't even get starved or thirsty. She looks around her; she can't see anything, plain darkness. She doesn't even feel lonely; it was like darkness is her. She starts crying and she doesn't know why.
A soft voice calls out for her "Mikan…" its warm hands touched her cheeks.
She looks up to see who it is "Jun" she whispered. He wipes out her tears and holds her tightly on his arms. He brushes her soft brown hair.
"If crying could wipe out your burden then don't stop crying. I'm always here by your side" he kissed her on her forehead.
"Jun…I…what happened?" she asked him, she doesn't really know.
He looks away from her "Well…you see…you tried to save them…"
Mikan interrupts him, suddenly she can remember something. She looks up to him terrified "Jun…is my grandpa okay? Are they okay, aren't they? My grandpa's okay, isn't he? Tell me, please Jun" she said to him, panicking.
He holds her hands "Mikan, they are okay. Your friends are okay but…your grandpa…he…he…"
Mikan is shaking her head furiously "No…don't tell me…no…please…don't" she's going insane.
He slaps her "Mikan! Listen to me, listen to me carefully. Even though, he's not living anymore. Don't think your alone, you are never alone and you'll never be. You still have your friends"
She hugs him tightly "Jun, is there any reason for me living?...
Back to the hospital…
Mikan is in the emergency room for 20 minutes now. All her friends are waiting outside; Natsume's waiting, praying, crying, and hoping that she would be alright. A nurse exits from the emergency room. Walking pass by them, hurrying.
Koko grabs her shoulder "Is she okay?" he asked worriedly.
The nurse shakes her head "She isn't, she's getting worse instead. The doctor is doing his best, so please just wait" then she walked away from them.
Back to Mikan and Jun…
"…is there? Tell me, I don't know" she asked him.
He rubs her back and hold her face "Mikan, there is. There's so many reason for you to still live. Don't forget, you still have your friends. Koko, Yuu, Sumire, Anna, Nonoko, Ruka, Eiji, Hotaru and you still have Natsume. Have you forgotten about them?"
Tears fall to her cheeks again "I…I don't know…I turned my back on them"
He wipes off her tears "But…they have never…they never…turn they back on you. You can still go back to them and they are waiting for you" he kissed her again n the forehead and then he vanished.
"Jun? Jun! Where are you?" she lost consciousness.
The end of Mikan's dreams…
They put Mikan back to her room. Natsume is the only one inside the room. The others went back to the academy.
He holds her hand more tightly and grazing her cheeks "Mikan, please. Wake up, please, I beg you" he cried so hard that he couldn't stop it.
"Na…Natsume….."
Hope you like this one. I guess one more chapter to go.