Thanks to my reviewers:

Edos Lover111- Yay! I'm glad you're liking it. Yay for the evil laughing.

WhiteLadyDragon- Yay! Hmm…Atticus met a guy with teal hair. Doesn't that make you think Zane's not dead? Hmm….Wouldn't you like to know?

anaime freak- Yay! Glad you like it.

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I send you hugs and Hershey kisses….I had quite the new year's hangover…..Um let's continue.

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Previously:

Aster continues to remember Zane. Sartorius is sick, Jaden and Syrus are talking and Atticus is seeing someone.

Now:

The nighttime grew on, as the moonlight shined into the hospital bedroom of an unconscious boy. In the room was Atticus lying beside him, his hands wrapped around the boy. Atticus snuggled up to the unconscious one.

Atticus quietly said, "We can stay like this forever."

A nurse opened the doorknob entering seeing the sight of Atticus's snuggled up to the unconscious person. She walked to him.

The nurse quickly says, 'No you can't stay like that forever. It's time for you to go home. Visiting hours are over for today."

Atticus complained, "Already. Can't we have a few more hours? I mean minutes, seconds…"

The nurse ignores his pleading request. The boy jumped out of bed and went on his knees in front of the nurse. He put on his puppy dog eyes.

"No," the nurse simply says. "Question….. why do you come visit him everyday? You don't even know if he's alive. He could stay like that forever."

"I know he's alive. Maybe he's in a coma now, but he'll return to me. I know it," Atticus happily replies.

The nurse suggests, "What a hopeful boy you are. Okay maybe he'll wake up tomorrow. But you still have to go home."

Meanwhile Aster at his new apartment, in his bedroom was tossing and turning in bed. He was drowned in his dreams of Zane.

At Aster's house in the bedroom, Aster still below the stranger in a continuous lip lock. The stranger's hands had already unbuttoned Aster's jacket as now they were aiming to unbutton his shirt. The stranger's long jacket was also on the floor. Aster's shirt was on the floor now as the stranger ran his hands down the younger boy's chest. The stranger's lips were moved from Aster's lips and were planted going down his chest. Aster was giggling at this. Lost in his thoughts, ''No I shouldn't but I want to.''

Aster, dreaming but was moaning.

"…Zane….Za..ne….."

He woke up, realizing he was moaning and calling Zane's name.

Aster angrily yelled, "I'll kill you! I swear it!...Wait I can't. You took away my justice by dying! Who the Hell gave you permission to die? You were supposed to consult me before dying? Bastard!"

Aster couldn't handle those feelings any longer, he had to do something. So he got up from the bed, in a robe he went walking in the night. He found himself not at his other apartment but at the hospital that Sartorius was still in. Then, another memory came to him as he fell to his knees.

"I want to save you."

" I know."

"I want to hug you."

"I know."

"I want to touch you."

"I know."

"I want to kiss you."

"I know."

"I want to love you."

"I know."

Aster screamed, "No! No!...Stop it! I know I betrayed you…It was for one night, Zane…But I made a mistake not with you but him. Forgive me."

Some random person in their heard Aster's begging and screaming, yelled out their window, "Shut the Hell up! Unlike you nocturnal jackasses, some normal people like me want to sleep!"

Then, other random people shouted, "How about I get my shotgun out? That might shut you all up?"

Aster decided at that thought, he would stay. Unlike the average person, he was willing to die.

Aster, on his knees called, "Get the gun out! I have nothing to live for! Kill me so that I may join him….My justice…Serve me my damn justice."

The people in their houses just laughed and looked out of their windows at a sad innocent looking boy with puppy dog eyes.

The people told him, "You're a child. You must have a purpose to live. If you don't you will."

Aster became confused, he believed his purpose for living was over because Zane was dead. He continued walking and he bumped into Jaden. He looked at Jaden with sadness, then looked away.

Jaden said, "I had a feeling you wouldn't stay at home for too long."

"What's your point?" was Aster's angry but quiet response.

Jaden answered, "I don't like this. You're alone. I told you that you have me. Come to me when you need me."

"You're right….." was all Aster said.

Then, Aster's hands pulled Jaden to him. His hands grabbed hold of Jaden's face, bringing to his own. His lips met Jaden's in a butterfly kiss, then he immediately broke the kiss. Their faces still so close, their lips almost meeting again.

Aster whispered, "You're right…But you're so innocent I don't want to taint that innocence. If you become too close to me, you'll be hurt."

Aster moved his hands away from Jaden and walked away.

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That was another lost clueless chapter. I hope that was a little entertaining. Thanks for the reviews. And keep reading and reviewing. So that I may jump for joy. Yay! Send your love or flames.