Authors Note: Thanks again for the people who reviewed last chapter.

g0thic-angel - Yup Tundra is... Creepy if I do say so myself. The blue book you ask? You'll be glad to hear you learn more about it in this chapter... Only a little though. Well I guess if you're asking a lot of questions you're following everything well. -Cackles- Thanks for the whole 'good luck with school' 'cause I need it, my teachers are in some what... Angry - in other words over loading everyone with homework... I now wished I lived in New Zealand... Oh well.

Nameless Little Girl - Yah good, grand, woo! I wondered if anyone would get the whole chapter... I ended up restarting that chapter about five times! Thanks for reviewing!

DancerInTheDark101 - Yup Kai well, will be still my guinea pig of torture and torment 0.o I can't help it... It's too easy to make him suffer. Tundra again... Is creepy and I'm glad no one has said that she's cute -.-'' that would be baaaaad writing skills on my half! You're hooked? Yah! -Adds name to small list-

Izolda - :-D! Wooo! Thank you for reviewing and even reading this sequel, I was wondering who many people would wait and read this! Thus...

I shall give you four a large...Hmmm... Voodoo doll of Kai! Have fun torturing him! ... -.-'' Or would an old fashioned cookie, go much more appreciated?

Chapter 8

"Kai, calm down…" Tyson edged forward slightly towards the raging Russian; he had thrown the table over and now that all the papers had fallen it was much easier to see the confusion and anger on Kai's face - but only slightly.

"Leave… All of you." Kai stated firmly, sitting back on the chair closing his eyes; crossing his arms and trying to ignore the team that was just across the room from him.

"What but we just got here." Max looked at his friends they too had the same worried and confused look upon their faces. A few seconds past and Kai noticed no one was moving to leave.

"That's your problem not mine, now leave!" He spat back once more, he just wanted to be alone, to think clearly about what had just happened - what he had just read.

Tyson frowned and shouted at his sitting friend,

"No! We are staying here." Kai's eyes snapped open as he heard what the younger blader had said,

"If you don't leave I'll throw you out myself!" Kai yelled back, still sitting down, still glaring intimately at his so-called friends.

"Kai what's wrong, why can't you just say what's wrong with you!" Rei raised his voice wondering at all if Kai had heard anything he had just said the bluenette was just looking down staring at the floor with a lost-in-thought look.

My step father… He did say I wasn't even human… A hybrid as he put it… Now I guess… At least he was telling the truth…I created all of the pain for everyone… The Abbey was my fault…

"…He knew, and didn't even stop him…" Kai muttered hating the fact he had been betrayed once again by someone he had given a chance to open up too. It was too late to bring it up - if only he had known a few years earlier things could have been different.

"What are you talking about…?" The group of teenagers stepped over to their friend.

Who would befriend something like me… Who would even want to come near me, even look at me…?

Kai gave a wary sigh; it had been a very long day and all he wanted to do was lay down and never wake up again.

"Kai are you ok?" Tyson walked up now only an arms length away from the eldest person in the room. Kai's eyes were still glazed over in thought he still had not noticed on how close everyone was to him.

Tundra… I wonder if she knows anything else… I wonder what… she was like. I can hardly even remember her face. Is this why my mother left, because… of me?

"Kai, Hello? Earth to Kai?" Tyson clapped his hands in front of Kai's face hoping he would get a reaction from his friend who had zoned-out, luckily the noise had shaken Kai out of his wallowing thoughts, and Kai glared down at Tyson with angry eyes.

"Haven't you left yet?" He snapped he didn't like to be interrupted when he was doing anything.

"No and we are not going to! Unless you tell us all what's going on…!" Tyson spoke quickly though Kai didn't care what he was saying and pushed Tyson away.

The world champion stumbled back and was caught by the group of friends behind him.

"What… Do you even think of doing?" Another small smirk came upon Kai's lips; the BladeBreakers looked at each other and then back at Kai.

"Huh?"

Kai stood up, and looked up - the BladeBreakers gasped as they noticed that Kai's usual mask had been taken down; thrown away completely - Kai stood there with, a confused, angry face. Sad eyes and a smirk no one knew what to say.
"That you can just waltz in here and demand what's wrong about this fucked up family!" Kai yelled the BladeBreakers winced as it had been the first time Kai had spoken so ruthlessly to them, ever.

"Well?" The smirk still stayed on his face, "Maybe I should just come to one of your homes and learn all of your crappy family secrets too!" Kai had some amusement in his voice that sounded cruel and bitter.

Kai's small smirk grew into a larger one as he looked at Tyson, "Let me see, where, should I start? About how all of your family prefer one over you, no matter what you do? I would pity anyone with a life like that!"

Tyson's eyes widened, he knew he was talking about Hiro, the boy that - no matter what he did his parents, and other family members would love and be so much more affectionate over Hiro than his own merits.

Kai didn't stop at Tyson he wanted them all to leave; suddenly over the years keeping secrets didn't appear to be the funniest way - he would embarrass humiliate them all just to get them away from him.

"Or maybe that your life isn't actually yours because it's dictated by someone you've never seen the face of!" The time, Rei looked away from everyone's gaze - the elders - he had once told Kai about it; not really thinking he would end up shouting it to the other members of the group. Then again, things changed, people changed and something had certainly changed within Kai to make him actually sound so spiteful.

"Oh and better yet - how your father and mother actually got divorced because of some random romp!" Kai saw the small blondes' eyes widening, he hadn't thought anyone would know about that. The rest of the BladeBreakers stood around and glanced at one another.

Still there was one more person for Kai to name and shame, Kenny of all people - was easily intimidated, but the thought of him being treated 'unequally,' made Kai chuckle,

"Oh yes, and why did your mother leave again, oh, that was it! She hated you and decided to leave because she couldn't even be bothered with you!" Kai smirked as Kenny gripped onto his laptop and ended up falling to the floor - he'd never told anyone that, so how on earth did someone like Kai know?

Kai smirked triumphantly as he saw the members of the BladeBreakers shift and keep out of each others gazes. There was an uncomfortable silence that the BladeBreakers found extremely awkward. .

Kai flopped back down onto the chair not really bothered with anything any more. "I suggest you use the back door, less people will see you and your pathetic -." Kai was stopped in his tracks when Tyson began to yell back, "- You have no right to say these things out loud!"

Kai gave the boy a questionable look; he knew Granger wouldn't like to think that he was now - an enemy after so many years of knowing someone.

"You may have learned these things, or even been told them! That does not give you the right to start messing with us because of our pasts - we never done that to you! You may think that we'll go tell everyone… But we wouldn't!" Tyson glared back; and the other bladers quietly looked between the two, hoping that Kai would come to his senses.

"Tyson - I no longer care of anything. Not anyone either. Quiet frankly… I hate you all." Kai shrugged; he felt his insides twist in an uncomfortable manner - he felt terrible, like some ogre to do this to them all - but if they did find out that it was his entire fault… For all of the problems over the years to be his fault… What would the do then?

"I don't believe you!" Tyson yelled again trying to prove that Kai could still trust them all.

"Pity Granger why do you really think I continue to fail to be nothing but annoyed in your presence?" Kai shrugged again, though it was soon followed by Kenny, shouting.
"STOP IT!" The whole team turned to look at the smallest teen in the room - which was even smaller now that he was kneeling on the floor.

"Stop saying such horrible things! We came here to see if you were ok! Not to be… Not to be insulted and yelled at!" Kenny continued the whole team again were taken aback by Kenny's boldness; usually he would nod and provide facts when needed. Not yelling at Kai Hiwatari.

"Yeah Kai stop it and tell us what's wrong!" Rei frowned and now was glaring back at Kai; they all had appeared to have fallen, but…

"Those things were in the past… I don't mind anymore, so come on tell us!" Max yelled he was more than a little happier because no one had decided to follow up the stories Kai had said about them individually.

There unbelievably stupid! Why wouldn't they leave…? They are hurt… I know it - they are certainly I saw that look of pain on their faces… Why do I just… Keep doing this….

Kai looked away; he couldn't handle these odd and unfamiliar emotions - where were they all coming from, over the few months they had been building and he had been unable to act like himself. What was wrong with him?

Kai shook his head as more and more emotions continued to assault his brain; more thoughts more conclusions. He really was just tired - he wanted everything to be explained to him, no more secrets no more pain. Why couldn't everything just, stop?

Why do things…Happen…Like this! Why am I feeling like this! Why!?

Kai stood up and walked to the other side of the room, not facing his friends; while they watched him carefully they noticed that he was looking out of a small window. He stared half-heartedly over the miles of land that he and his family owned.

"…You all… are idiots…" Kai muttered, he couldn't understand, everything was so confusing… His head was so mucked up…

"Friends make people weak…" Kai muttered again, he had said that phrase so many times in his live.

"Do you really believe that?" Rei gave a small unsure smile; he didn't know what to say now that he knew some horrible and tragic facts about some of the members of the group.

Kai shrugged once again - he really did feel sick, his head hurt, that stupid headache was back again - why was he getting so many of them lately anyway?

"It's in the bottom drawer of the desk…" Kai turned and lazily looked at Max who was the closest person to the desk.

"Huh?" Max tilted his head to the side uncertain on what Kai had just said.
"Just, take it…" Kai continued, still not specifying what and why Max was to look in the bottom drawer.

"Ok…" Max began to raid through the bottom drawer and soon found the only thing that Max thought Kai would have sent him to find.

He held up the blue book. "This."

Kai nodded. Max went to ask something but was interrupted when the door, once again was flung open.

"--What happened in here, why is everything...?" He frowned as he saw the mess of the whole third floor - which was basically one room. He gave a confused looked when he spotted Kai's friends the BladeBreakers standing near the broken desk.

"I found that dear blue book…" Kai looked over keen to find out his fathers reaction.

"That doesn't give you an excuse to wreck the place." He again looked at the papers scattered all over the rooms floor and then back at Kai wondering if he would explain why he had wrecked the room.

"I no longer trust you." Kai snapped, and did not bother with the odd glances he received from the group that was standing in the middle of him and his father.

"Did you trust me in the first place?" Adonis was amused that his son was being so emotional it was unusual and had been getting worse and worse from a few months.

"I let you near Sota what do you think?" Kai retorted he didn't really trust his father - to the extent that he should but for some reason he had been slowly dissolving all his defences emotionally and couldn't say no to the welcome of another family member.

There was a slight pause in Kai's train of thought what could he ask about next what did he really want to ask about?

"You said something about Tundra earlier, so why didn't you tell me it was a bitbeast, made with people from the family with different genes?" Kai glared; knowing fine well that his own genes had been taken for Tundra's create it reminded him of Black Dranzer and so many other failed copies of bitbeasts.

"We will talk about this later." Adonis coughed and frowned when he noticed the determined face on Kai's face. He wasn't going to stop asking just yet. Adonis turned to leave when he heard Kai cal after him.

"Run away... just like you do whenever you get into hot water." Kai spat he didn't like cowards; he didn't like weak people when they should be strong - he didn't like flaws.

"Like I said, Kai, We can talk about this later." Adonis snapped back loosing his patience.

Kai sneered and then decided to try and get under Adonis's skin,

"How later is later? Later as in a few hours or as in later; the later you end up running away for?"

"Stop being an idiot and be quiet! You've been acting strangely ever since that will was read out." Adonis's voice was unusually cold and strict, which Kai had no comeback to, and so stayed quiet.

The BladeBreakers gave the two Hiwatari's a strange look, wondering what Adonis meant, "Will?"

"Never mind." The both replied and Adonis walked out of the room.

They had wandered down to the back garden, since they decided that leaving would be inappropriate and staying in the same room with someone who wanted to be left alone was rude.

"Ok so let's see, Kenny, do you think Dizzi will be able to translate this?" The book was in Russia, or most of it and it was much easier to use a computer to try and translate it rather than them trying to ask a random Russia person that happened to be walking by.

"It's possible." Kenny opened his laptop and started talking, the usual greetings were said.

"Hello Chief!"

"Hi Dizzi, can you translate this for me?"

"I can try."

The small camera began to read each line and as Dizzi translated it the BladeBreakers read line by line the diary of some unknown Hiwatari. There were hundreds of pages but; why the more interesting parts start at the start would be in the middle or the end. They had opened it at a random page;

Saturday, 12th December

That woman! Enya went mad when the she found out what I was doing - I see nothing wrong with what I'm doing! I'm using peoples lives - that are almost up - I would be die happy to know that my body helped a few scientists people can be rather ungrateful at times.

The family bitbeast is Dranzer; a fire phoenix. I gave it to Aton to play with and try to see if he could wield its power - no such luck.

Enya, who is currently carrying her, second child, is causing her to become increasingly paranoid on what I do up in this room. I'll have to ask her about something… Though if anyone else from the family finds out I may be in trouble. Let's hope she trusts me enough.

Tuesday 15th December

I found her in here! Of all places looking at my research notes; who said she could do such a thing! She began to cry when I told her what I was doing, saying that it was only God that could create things. Navia's are neko-gins and have great genes to use for experiments but how am I supposed to get some genes off her with out her noticing?

Her child? Maybe it is possible….

Monday 4th February

Another addition to the Hiwatari family, Enya named him Kai meaning fire, which she got the idea from Dranzer. She told me to stop what I was doing… I can't I'm too close. I just need one good… gene... Her own mother is getting a little suspicious of me.

Wednesday 7th April

I was at a family meeting I've to be exiled for my experiments, my thoughts led back to Enya, she must have told them of what my experiments involved. She will pay. Soon and dearly!

Sunday 8th June

Everyone was at church, except the children, Enya and her family may believe in God, but they can never force anyone to do anything. Pathetic. Still, Kai - seems too right.

He reminds me of me… So cheerful one moment and the next, angry. Once I hurry up and create this…

Then I will hopefully, stop myself from being exiled. The old bastard told me to stop this! What does he know about science!

Friday 13th April

Today is certainly not a bad day! It's rather good in fact! Kai was placed into hospital, Enya looked rather saddened by it. I just am concerned - if Kai were to die, then I would have to rely on Aton to actually live until I die and carry on the family name! Which will be a long time from now? I managed to take some of Kai's genes. Hopefully, I will be able to make the current one stronger when I find the necessary information.

Monday 16th April

Unfortunately I was told that Kai died today… I think I will go to the funeral. It seems the normal thing to do.

Sunday 26th January

I couldn't believe it! That stupid woman! Kept Kai! Away from me! Because of my experiments! Now I'm certainly going to be exiled, I just can't be! That stupid woman!

Thursday 6th March

I've done it! I've created the first ever bitbeast! I've done it! A little help from a few of Enya's friends, whom all happened to be missing... I can't believe it worked. Kai's genes are certainly special.

Friday 1st April

I'm exiled, I have to leave! This is terrible! The whole family will pay for this! Kai's growing up, if only I could have him for myself! I have a plan to hurt everyone - and steal him away at the same time! It's an excellent idea!

"It's a diary of some sort…? With some, notes on how to make bitbeasts?" Kenny looked through as he noticed that there were numbers, and dates everywhere. At the front there was that old diagram of Tundra - as it had described below.
"What does it mean, exactly?" The names Enya was not one they had heard before but, soon they figured out it would have had to be Kai's mother so decided not to mention the name unless it was necessary.
"Well, Voltaire is sick… Using Kai's genes for a bitbeast!" Tyson grumbled; he didn't think someone was that sick.

"Yeah! Maybe that's why he acts so strangely near Black Dranzer!" Max had always wondered why he acted so… Different when he heard the name, was it because of this?

"What? Because he knew it was apart of him?" Rei rose an eyebrow it sounded like some made up not-so-fairy tale story.

"Guys… How do we even know it was Voltaire?" Kenny wondered if it could have belonged to anyone else.

"How else could it have been? Boris or Voltaire takes your pick!" Tyson went on to try and read some of the English written parts. The handwriting was worse than anything to try to read…

Authors Note: Ok… I had writers block for a few days so… Sorry but at least I've updated now. I had written every thing except I didn't want to give too much away. Ha-Ha. Anyway, Kai's somewhat 'emotional outbursts' may seem odd and Out of Character - but it's ALSO part of this creepy and rather confusing plot. (Next chapter will explain a few things. Dont want everyone in the dark... For too long - that would be meeeean!) Well please review!