Authors Note: Ok, so time to thank you to the three people that reviewed. I noticed I was UNBELIEVABLY LATE with this chapter… So any readers that thought I was a UNBELIEVABLY late can PM or simply review to tell me to hurry the hell up this time! I don't mind.

BlackSpirit - Yeah the owner of the diary will not be entirely discovered until the ... near end but you do get to find out things that help point you in the right direction of who it is. Thanks for reviewing!

g0thic-angel - Yeah... Kai does need a hug... -throws him into a pit of screaming fangirls- I'm just so mean to him... Thanks for reviewing!

Nameless Little Girl - Yeah I'm glad you liked it so much! I hope you enjoy this chapter too. Thanks for reviewing!

Oh yes… One other thing… Thanks to everyone that placed me on their favourites and/or alert lists. I would copy and paste… -.-'' But there is quite a few of you all… So thanks anyway!!

Chapter 10
Kai just sat there frozen like a statute waiting for something to pull him out of his thoughts his headache had come back again but it was like nothing he had felt before, instead of it being near the top of his head, it was running all the way to the base of his neck. It was a strange feeling, he could feel a pulse going back and forth from his neck over his head to his very forehead.

"Ah." He winced as a pulse sent a large pain all over his body; he groaned and closed his eyes tightly hoping that the pain would somehow be minimized.

"What's happening…?" He decided that something wasn't right and tried to stand up to at least look at himself in the mirror. If he didn't look right then he would go ask for.. Help.

He used the wall to help him get up and he glanced about trying to find something that was reflective, the joining bathroom certainly had a mirror. Kai slowly made him way over to the bathroom door, his feet felt unusually heavy.

What is this feeling?

He groaned again and leaned on the door frame; he could see himself fine in the mirror that was a few feet away from him. He didn't look ill, but boy did he feel bad.

Kai didn't feel like his normal self - he didn't think anything was wring before he felt himself crying again - he didn't even feel sad… Kai gulped as he hit the wall with is bare fist.

Why did I just do that? I'm not even that angry…

"Kai…?" He blinked; someone sounded his name - sounded like Rei.

Why are they even here? Still, after that yelling session…

The calling of his name grew louder and he knew he would be found - with tears steaming down his face, the small amount of pride he had left in him made him walk back to the door of his bedroom and again, sit down against it.

No one's getting in here. This is my room! Kai shook his head, what was happening - he'd been wanting to apologise a few minutes ago and now he was, trying to keep them out of his room. The door handle went down and someone pushed against it. Kai made sure not too let anyone open the door, not even an inch.

"Leave…me…alone…" He muttered hoping that everyone on the other side of the door would just, like he said, leave him alone.

"What's wrong buddy?" Tyson's voice trailed off unnaturally - Kai smirked he probably thought that they were no longer friends… Which Kai had been fearing as an outcome. Another strange pulsing wave of pain was started in his neck, slowing over his head.
"…I don't…know…" Kai grumbled angrily, he was confused… This feeling wasn't normal, or maybe it was just emotions that he had been taught to hate? Maybe this is what pain really was?

There was a small hushed discussion outside; one of which Kai thought was whether to leave or not, soon Max called through the door. Kai shook his weary head and placed it in his hands, they were cold and soothing.

"Kai can you open the door?" Max asked wondering if Kai had maybe, been locked in somehow, it was an illogical answer but nothing was really that certain about the Hiwatari family anymore.

"I…" Kai muttered, suddenly he began to yell not knowing were his intense anger was coming from. "TOLD YOU LOT TO GET LOST!" He yelled, the BladeBreakers outside stayed quiet for a while. Unaware of why he was shouting he frowned at himself this wasn't helping him say sorry to everyone.

"Kai why are you acting like this?" Tyson asked - he had to have been crouching near the bedroom door, as his voice came from a low direction and again Kai lost control.

"I…DON'T KNOW!" He shouted back; the answer confused everyone including Kai himself - if he didn't know why he was acting, why was he getting so angry with everyone. He blinked, Kai never felt so confused and so hurt in all of his years.

"Ah!" Kai grasped his head again, it was sorer than last time, this is what he deserved… Kai had never been scared so much in a long time, it felt so strange having the hollow feeling replaced with so much.

"Kai open the door now! What's up?" Rei banged on the door hoping that the older boy would open the door and then, maybe they could help him in some way.
Kai had his hands covering his head, trying to stop the horrible pulsating feeling going through his brain and down to the back of his head. He's never felt like this before.

"My head…It's not normal…" He shook it again, but it felt as if it only made things worse. The BladeBreakers outside looked at each other, a little perplexed with the sentence Kai had just formed.

"Are you feeling ok?" Questioned Max again, he was worried that with his family all nearly in hospital the stress could be affecting him more mentally than ever.

"You have a temperature?" Kenny frowned wondering if the captain could be more than mentally unwell.

"Are you seeing-things?" Tyson guessed, once when he had been very small he had been outside so long he had ended up getting heat-stroke and before he fainted he claimed to have a saw an elephant…
"Do you want us to call a doctor?" Rei asked again.

There was silence at the other end of the door.

"No." Kai muttered in his usual cold tone, he had his eyes open again everything was fine again.

"Kai?" Max and the others frowned.
"Everything's fine, go away." Kai persisted on getting them all out of the house they didn't belong there.

"A-are you sure?" Kenny asked, he didn't like the cold hearted Kai he had always been scared of him.

"Yes. Now leave." Kai's voice raised slightly as if he was getting impenitent in trying to convince the BladeBreakers to leave.

There was another silence.
"Why are you…? Having these… Emotional Fits?" Tyson yelled through the door, he was thinking about maybe, bashing down the door and making Kai talk abut what was wrong with him.
"How am I suppose to know," Kai interrupted Tyson's train of thought.

"Ok…Sorry…" Tyson sighed and stood back up from the crouching position he had been in.

Kai sighed himself, he hated being so cold to people but if he suddenly turned nice and cheerful everyone would question him and everything he done. He did care of what people thought about him, he was safe being cold… Some people would annoy him if they knew he actually cared.

I'm sorry… Kai thought, he did want to try to say it,

"I…" He began, only to be cut off by his vanity and own self-loathing.

Everyone…I told everyone else about your secrets… I'm sorry…For putting… Kai tried to say an apology but he just couldn't…

"I am…" Kai muttered unsure of whether or not he could be heard through the thick door or not.

You through pain you do not need… Kai shook his head he was determined to say, apologise to his friends… Even though he was hiding behind a door that none of them could open.

"Kai?" The BladeBreakers were not sure if they had heard Kai speak or if it was just the noise coming from the old floor boards or just the media outside.
"I am nothing you need to be concerned about…Leave!" Kai yelled back, making the rest of the team stay still like statues.

"We don't blame what you did - you're under a lot of stress…" Max added, trying to sound sympathetic really he was curious and he hoped that it did not come out in his voice. Kai liked his privacy they all knew that…

"What the hell would you know about what I'm going through?" Kai yelled back still going in and out of emotions. The feeling of being cold was so different to that with the ones of emotions. Cold was more of a empty and sad feeling meanwhile… The sad feeling was slowly raiding him of all of his feelings.

"Tell us then…" Tyson muttered wanting to figure out why Kai had suddenly just exploded and then returned to the cold way he normally was.

Don't tell anyone, they told you not to!

Kai shook his head if he were to tell anyone then he might be endangering his family - but were they not all already in danger?

"I can't…" Kai said he sounded sad at that remark.

"Why not?" Rei and the other went closer to the door hoping to hear what their, old captain was saying.

There was a long pause that no one dared to break, it wasn't awkward it was a time for everyone to get their head together and think of what their own next move would be.

"Did you read the diary…?" Kai's voice broke the silence his voice had returned to it's normal self, only, holding more curiosity than normal.
"Only a little. It was hard to read, it was mostly in Russian." Rei tried to sound, happy or upbeat which he was finding hard.

"What do you know about the Hiwatari's so far?" Kai asked, curious of what the team knew. It was odd of him to let out so many secrets to one person but a whole team?
"Someone in your family… Started experimenting, and ended up… Using your mother's friends to help make a bitbeast." Tyson muttered a few words not really wanting to repeat the horrible things each of them had read.

Another silence this time an awkward one. There was no noise… Nothing moved each person was trying to listen out for some sort of emotion - crying or something from Kai. It was impossible now that Kai had hidden behind a non-opening door.
"If I beyblade I get thrown out of the house and lose everything." Kai said briefly not wanting to go into detail. The will annoyed him - it more than annoyed him, it made his blood boil.

"How does that work!" Tyson roared, outraged at what his captain had said - the other team mates had blinked and looked at each other for some confirmation.

"I'll explain…" Kai continued to tell the BladeBreakers of everything he had found out. Including the small, doubting fact that his mother may still be alive…Somewhere… alive…

The hospital was quiet and no wonder, it was around midnight and Adonis had come to check on his daughter and son whom were still hospitalized. The main doctor on the two cases had begun to speak in hushed tones as if trying to keep everything low-profile.

"She is now conscious and would like to see her brother." The doctor smiled as did Adonis. Hearing an excuse to talk to Kai he decided to go and get him before he entered the room. It would be easier and he believed that Kai and Sota would appreciate it more.

"Kai? I'll phone him just now." Adonis smiled at the doctor and looked around - there were no pay phones in the hospital so he'd have to leave the building…

"She needs to keep as still and warm as possible. So don't try to move the covers or take her anywhere." The doctor's voice changed from a kind, up-beat tone to a very serious one.

"Yes, of course not." Adonis smiled and gave a thank-you to the doctor for helping the family out in such a bad time.

The doctor noticed that Adonis always took the stairs, he had found out that the 'man-man' of the Hiwatari's was not too found of lifts. The doctor checked his watch, he had other rounds to do before the night was up.

Sota Hiwatari. That's what the name said on the door, anyone would could read could be able to notice the pink and purple writing of the child's name. The girl was content in sitting up reading a small puzzle book, she hated them normally but it was the only thing that stopped her mind from becoming numb with boredom.

The girl giggled when she found out she had misread a few words and went back to the strange puzzle she had seen her older brother do on occasions. She heard someone open the door, and her head shot up. Thinking it was Kai she sang happily

"Hello!" Though when the figure emerge from the door it was no one that she knew no one that she had seen before. He certainly was no doctor…

"Who are you…?" The girl examined the mans clothes, he certainly liked the colour black. She tilted her head to the side wondering if he was here to entertain - like they had had at the house sometimes. Or if he was just a scary nurse, hospital person…

The man came closer, to the main machines that kept most of the heating on - Sota and her bed. She had found that she had nearly lost a leg and had started crying, she had only stopped a few minutes ago. She liked her legs, she didn't want to hop everywhere.
"What are you doing?" The girl asked as the man continued to looked between the girl and the machines. He looked around, and soon was on his knees - at a power socket for the hot aired bed that was constantly keeping Sota warm.

The man yanked it out and the machine stopped, as Sota felt the hot air no longer blew on her colder body. The room wasn't cold but it was still to cold for Sota's body she needed a lot of heat, and it was dangerous if she didn't get it.
"Stop that! Put it back on!" Sota yelled, pouting hoping the man would realise his mistake and place the heating blanket back on. She was already getting too cold. She shivered.

The man chuckled and then left when he heard someone try to get into the room, he gasped and muttered something under his breath. The mysterious man turned around and ran full pelt out of the door hoping he wouldn't be caught.

A few seconds later nurses and doctors buzzed in and out of the room calling to each other that the girl would be ok. Sota's machine was turned back on and she was soon back to her normal body temperature. Adonis came in looking confused as security guards had came talking to each other over walkie-talkies he knew something was wrong.

"Sota, are you alright?" He moved closer to the small girl and wondered what had happened. The girl spotted her father and burst into a whine and started crying loudly calling out her only wish.
"I want KAI!" The yelled and yelled as Adonis tried to calm her down, wondering why she was calling out Kai's name again. He was her father wasn't it him that was meant to protect her?

"What happened?" He turned to a member of security looking confused and worried.

"Someone just tried to kill your daughter." The man was rude and urgent sounding all at the same time. Adonis stood there trying to process what had occurred.

"H-how… Is… She ok?" He looked down at the ground and the guard thought it was more of a 'I'm a pathetic father how could I have let this happen' sort of moments.
"She's fine, just a scare." He nodded trying to gain the man's attention again.

"I see. So everything's fine? The perpetrator will be caught right?" Adonis looked back up quickly, quicker than the guard had suspected to.

"Security is working to find the attacker." He nodded again and went back to talking and fiddling with the walkie-talkie oddly enough he motioned Adonis over to his little girl who was still curled up crying lightly.

"Can Kai and I still see her?"
"Of course…Security will be raised in this ward as well as in Aton's room." Adonis smiled at the information and nodded back happy to hear what the guy had said.

Adonis walked slowly back to his daughter unsure on what she was usually calmed and comforted with.

"Sota." He said quietly patting her slowly on the back he'd never seen her cry before - whenever he had heard her even begin to wail. Kai had been there before he got there and had already calmed her down back to her original state.

"Where's Kai?" She muttered wanting to see her brother again, she missed him.
"He's coming." Adonis was luckily to have phoned Kai - but also unlucky as the attacker must have been aware of Sota's position.
"I want to see Kai…" she muttered again over and over trying to calm herself down by just the thought of her older brother.

"He's coming, just try to calm down, ok?" He gave her a small smile, he didn't have social skills. The only one of social skills had been 'killed' years ago.

"Okay." The girl agreed and still tears streamed down her fragile face.

Authors note: That was hard to write… Partly my English teachers fault for saying I have no talent and reading my essays filled with 'rubbish' make her sick because of all the 'careless mistakes'… Thanks for the support dear teacher… You're great at encouraging people…

Anyway, no time for excuses though I do wish I could hit the dear teachers head with a blow up hammer…

So anyway… I'll be dropping hints on who's after the Hiwatari's and who's the owner of the diary. It could be two people it could be the one… Who knows….I do you don't. -Cackles!-

I couldn't help but scare Sota, I'm not ageist so yeah… She and her brothers will still be in trouble!
Please review!