It is
It is one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life,
one of the most painful too.
To feel utterly helpless,
just sitting around knowing theirs nothing I can do.
I wanted to stop it,
to stop the pain for us all.
But I'm weak and useless…
theirs nothing I can do but watch it happen slowly and painfully.
I know it is painful…
The body slowly eating away at its self day by day.
But there is nothing I can do and I hate it…
Just as I hate my self for not trying to do something.
It is hard to see you like that…
Why will you not let me help you…
Why must you fight alone?
It hurts me to see you like that.
There is no greater pain then to watch someone you love
dying and knowing you can do nothing about it…
but worse is knowing I con not follow you.