Affections for an Idle Heart
By Zye
I do not own the TMNT characters; we should all know who does (sighs).
An epic story trailing a coupling between Raphael and Donatello; adult theme slash (?) relations
Could a wounded heart ever learn to love again?
'Pacified by Friday' (chapter 4)
Raphael felt liberated and blissfully content by the results of the DNA test. Finally he could breathe easy and allowed himself a brief moment to reflect on the momentous circumstances that occurred. He had been tormented by the possibility of losing his brother's friendship as a result of his impulsive lust. Instead Donnie seemed motivated to establish the accuracy of their biological bonds, a startling concept for him. He aided Donnie, as he could, throughout the research and learned a great deal about genetics and his brother. Raph never realized how little he actually knew about Don; the more time he spent with him, the more he wanted to be there…with him.
He had never felt so exhilarated when Donnie completed his analysis. They had embraced so tightly…so intimately… Raph's eyes glazed over as he pictured his brother face so close to his own, his insides fluttered slightly… his heart quickened by his sudden evolution.
"Raph! The movie is starting!" shouted Mikey. Raphael snapped out of his trance, with a deep breath, he moved towards the living room.
Family movie night had been a tradition for as far back as any of the four brothers could recall. It was Leonardo's turn to choose the film, another patriotic flick no doubt. Raphael cruised nonchalantly over to the couch where Donnie was snuggled up with a blanket. Don smiled warmly as he scooted over granting Raph a place next to him. Without hesitation, Raph seated himself close to Donnie.
"Popcorn?" Mikey crunched as he waved the overflowing bowl at Raph.
"Nah, I'm not really hunger." Raph responded. "What are we watching, anyway?"
"Benedict Arnold - A Question of Honor and I don't want to hear about it." Leo huffed as he fiddled with the remote.
Raphael interest in the movie faded as his eyes skimmed over Donnie's cover form. "It's a little chilling in here." Raph stated as he pulled some of Don's blanket over himself. As inconspicuous as possible Raphael moved his hand onto Donnie's thigh and gently squeezed. Paused momentarily then progressed slowly caressing little circles as he exploited the sensitive flesh.
Donnie smiled bashfully and bit his bottom lip as Raph's hand suggestively crept towards the inside of his thigh. His pulse thunderously hastened as he vainly struggled to suppress the rippling hunger for Raphael's touch.
Overwhelmed Don quickly bolted up and headed towards the exit, muttering about having to do something. He looked over his shoulder and caught Raph's startled eyes, with a slight nod he urged him to follow. Raphael exhaled with relief and waited for a chance to escape without suspicion.
As the film approached its climax, Raph stretched his arms and yawned, "Man I'm going ta bed. I'm beat." He got up and headed for his room, glanced back at his brothers. Fairly confident they were focused on the film, he doubled back then casually traced Donnie's path down the hall.
In the faint light of his bedroom, Donatello listened apprehensively to the distinct footsteps of his brother. Tight knots clustered inside his body as his desire, ignited by Raph's gentle touches on the couch, burned impatiently. Panic struck when the footsteps paused just outside the ajar door, he unintentionally his held breath.
Raphael slipped silently through the open door and closed it quietly behind him. Time seemed to stop, as they stood focused on each other. Without a word, Raphael slowly stalked forward as Don gingerly back up toward his bed, their eyes fixed upon one another. Don swallowed hard as Raph's strong arms enclosed his waist and drew them closer together. In return, Donnie rested his arms around Raph's shoulders and softly caressed the back of his neck.
Don's body quivered in anticipation, "Oh…Raph…please…kiss me," he pleaded.
Raphael obliged with his brother's request and gradually inched closer until their lips connected. Tenderly Raph mouthed his brother's lower lip and gently worked his tongue into Don's warm oral entrance. Their bodied tensed with aspiration as their tongues slow-danced in one another's mouths. Donnie's knees buckled as his strength failed him; his brother's tight embrace forestalled the collapse and effortlessly transferred him onto the bed.
Their lips firmly locked, they shifted to better position themselves on the tiny bed. Raph's weight pressed down and rubbed his thigh on the sensitive location between Don's legs. Donnie groaned as shock waves of pleasure rippled through his body. Slowly Raph slid his kiss onto Donnie's neck and nibbled softly, rewarded with another loud moan from his brother.
Raph leisurely coasted his hand down the length of Don's trembling body; his mouth eagerly traced his hand's path. Donnie bit his bottom lip as his brother reached the conjunction between his legs and gently pulled out his sensitive organ. Raph slid his hands under his brother propping him up slightly as ran his tongue along the muscular thigh towards Don's exposed sex.
Raphael peered up briefly to scan Donnie with a sly smile on his face, "Warn me this time, will ya?" he mused almost lovingly, as Don shyly giggled.
Eagerly Raph ushered in Don's throbbing extension, savoring the taste of his warm salty flesh. He confidently took it deep into his mouth, lapped his tongue along the wet surface as he suctioned tightly around it and pulled back onto the tip, repeating this technique until Donnie's hips rolled with his motions.
Between heavy groans, Donnie protested, "Oh god…Raph please…I want you now…please Raph."
Prepared, Raph produced a small canister from the inside of his belt and opened it, inside was a thick white cream. Donnie bit his lip nervously as Raph smoothed some of the cream onto his thick, pulsating cock, simultaneously rubbed the thick cream deep into Don's private orifice. Raph slowly nudged his slick cock into the tight entrance between his brother's legs. His body shuddered as Donnie contracted against him, squeezing him so tight...
Donnie strained against the throbbing cock, as Raph began to work his hips with grinding motion, slowly at first but gradually gaining momentum. He tucked his hands around Raph's shoulders cradling him closer, as Raph's thrusts pushed deeper inside. Donnie's moaned loudly as sudden showers of bliss erupted from his organ spraying hot fluids between their stomachs, Raph follow suit spilling his passions deep inside his brother's convulsing body. Their hearts pounded in harmony as they tightly held one another as their organisms drained out of them.
Donnie, trying to catch his breath, smiled warmly at Raph, "Damn, this feels good" he sighs "Raph…I…think…I…loo..."
Raphael abruptly jerked away, his eyes swelled with a deep-seeded concern as he studied his brother's face. Raph still has a lasting scar from the big L… he made a vow long ago never to be vulnerable to love again…yet with Donnie he can't just detach and walk away…he does care for him.
Raphael felt uncertain by the emotions leaking from his hardened heart; "There's no safety net with this one," he whispered with a startling shaky voice, "oh shit Donnie… (swallowed hard)…I don't want to hurt you."