Affections for an Idle Heart
By Zye
I do not own the TMNT characters; we should all know who does (sighs).
An epic story trailing a coupling between Raphael and Donatello; adult theme slash (?) relations
Could a wounded heart ever learn to love again?
'Melting the Morning' (Chapter 6)
Raphael sat quietly on the edge of Donnie's bed suffocated with anxiety. He couldn't understand how he'd fallen into this again. It was doomed to go down in flames just like all the others, only this time there is a price. Donatello was in no means disposable in his eyes.
Aside from having grown up as brothers, Donnie is genuinely kind and pure of heart and smart and innocent…Raphael interrupted his thought train and shook his head …his brother deserves more than the selfish sexual deviant he'd become. Raph is confident with the sexual stuff but when it came to relationships…he withdraws with a guarded heart. The agony from his first heartbreak burdened his soul, afraid to risk another one.
Raph's thoughts were halted by a warm hand on his shoulder. Slowly, he covered it with his own. Donnie had been stirred from his slumber when his brother slid away from his side. He observed Raph, silent in meditation, for a few moments after careful consideration he decided to intervene. Raphael has always been overly critical of himself and Donnie didn't want him to work himself up over everything.
Donnie nonchalantly piggybacked his brother and tightly embraced his middle. "What-cha doing awake this early?" he softly whispered, as he rested his chin on Raph's broad shoulder.
Not knowing how to respond, Raphael turned his head and kissed the inquisitive turtle. Then hooked his fingers under Donnie's leg and shifted around to face him, he found no resistance and his brother welcomed his advancement. Raph rubbed his cheek against Don's jaw line.
Donnie breathing became rigid as Raph enticingly nibbled along his neck and lightly squeezed the flesh on the underside of his thigh then confidently caressed inwards towards…
Suddenly Don grabbed Raph's hand firmly and looked rather seriously into his stunned brother's eyes; "Can I…" his eyes momentary darted towards the conjunction between Raph's legs, "I want to try to..."
Raph cocked his head to the side, "Are you sure? It's not as easy as it looks." The determination on Donnie face said it all; doubtfully Raph shifted and leaned back against the pillows, propped up just enough, to observe the inexperienced turtle's progress.
Donnie smiled warmly his eyes filled with curious wonder as he slipped down between Raphael's muscular thighs. Donnie bit his bottom lip as he struggled to coax Raph's private member out from its hiding place. Don's cheek flushed fiercely and sheepishly looked up at his brother.
Raphael chuckled, "Don't be afraid of it Donnie, you're not going to hurt me." Raph reached down and effortlessly freed his swollen organ.
Don examined the intimate parts of his brother; Raph's hard shaft was surprisingly thick, engorged from the restriction of blood flow, and pulsated with his anticipation. Little droplets of moisture sipped from a tiny hole on its tip…
Raph shifted awkwardly, "Umm, Donnie this is starting to feel a little…weird."
"Oh sorry" Don quickly responded, "I've just never seen one this close before." He looked shyly up at his more experienced brother, "How do I…ah…do I…do this?"
Raph tried to be patient, "You planning on using your hand or your mouth?" Donnie blushed and touched his mouth with his fingers. Raph nodded, "Ok, enclose the base firmly with your hand; take the head in your mouth and stroke it with your tongue."
Don gripped the now painfully throbbing cock with his hand, with scientific precision applied varying pressures and mentally noted which ones made Raph groan. Slowly he took it into his mouth, the taste was intoxicating. Ambitiously Don attempted to take deep into his mouth; its girth quickly overwhelmed him and he violently gagged.
Raphael snickered in spite of himself, "Did the same thing my first time, don't worry about it."
Donnie smiled curiously, "Really? How was your first time?"
Raphael smile faded as the distant memory surfaced, "it was lousy" he huffed and turned his head away for a moment.
Raph sighed loudly and focused his gaze deep into his brother's eyes then slowly leaned forward and scooped Don into his arms. Raph kissed Don reassuringly, and whispered "We should probably wash up before everyone wakes up, and maybe we can have a little more fun in the shower too."
Don smirked, "What are we waiting for then" as he launched himself out of bed and raced towards the bathroom, Raphael followed close behind.
The pair of turtles cautiously stalked into the common area and scanned their surroundings from the shadows. Confident that the rest of the lair's inhabitants were asleep, they dashed silently to the lavatory and locked the door behind them.
As Raph leaned into the shower to turn on the water, Don tightly embraced him from behind and suggestively caressed Raph's inner thigh. "And what do you think you're doing?" Raph teased playfully.
Without a word, Donatello spun Raphael around and fused his lips upon his brother's gasping mouth. Disorientated Raph stumbled backward under the hot, stinging water and was abruptly halted when his shell collided against concrete wall, thwack Solidly pinned against the wall, Donnie eagerly pressed his body against Raphael.
Raph groaned as Don nipped along his neck and rubbed the conjunction between his muscular thighs. With a devilish grin, Don whispered,"I always finish what I initiate," then he aggressively yanked Raphael's revitalized organ from its hiding place.
Don sharply bit Raphael on the neck and erratically pumped the rigid muscle tightly encased within his confident hand, this he's had some experience with. Raph's eyes lulled back as his body involuntary shuddered throwing his head back, it cracked painfully against the damp concrete wall. Incapacitated for a few tantalizing moments, Raph groaned as delicious pressure mounted deep within his groins.
An animalistic combustion of desire triggered the temperamental turtle's natural assertiveness; he swiftly maneuvered around his typically docile brother with an overpowering urge to reinforce his dominance.
Raph kicked Donnie's legs apart and stabbed his throbbing cock deep into his brother's tight anal mouth. Donnie gritted his teeth and braced himself against the rough surface of the wall while Raphael'sfrenzied thrusts literally lifted him from the ground. Gradually Raph regained some control over himself; and paused briefly to take a deep breath.
Donnie glanced over his shoulder slightly puzzled and smiled reassuringly at his older brother. Raph smiled back then he reached around Don's waist and firmly gripped his brother's thick cock. Raph briskly stroked the neglected organ at a steady pace as he slowly pumped his member into Donnie's constricting orifice, gaining momentum as the hunger maddened him once again.
Donnie moaned as waves pleasure surged through his body, finally he climaxed milky ropes of fluids shot from his tightly enclosed cock. Raphael's body convulsed uncontrollably as his own intense orgasm blasted his hot seed deep within his trembling brother.
Raphael slumped onto Donnie hard shell and rested for a few moments to breath. "Damn…Th…aah…that was…so damn…" Raphael's vocabulary liquidated in his throat from the aftershock, he stuttered, "So gooood." Reluctantly Raph slowly slid his satisfied organ out of his brother.
Don turned around and pulled Raph close giggling, "good? We just had mind-blowing, maliciously hot, intensely gratifying sex and all you can say is so good." Don grabbed the soap and squeezed a little in his hand; tenderly he lathered Raphael's arms and shoulders, slowing working the slick suds down his brother's quivering torso.
Raphael took another deep breath and returned the favor; gently he washed his brother being especially thorough between Don's legs. The pair nuzzled one another as the warm water streamed along their flesh, taking the soapy bubbles with it on its course to the drain.
Smirking Raph teased, "Ya know I think I've been a bad influence on you, little bro."
Donnie smiled lovingly back at Raph gushed, "No you're exactly how I've always dreamed you would be." Raph's half lidded eyes glazed with admiration and he slowly leaned in to…
thump, thump, thump
"Who's in there? Hurry up I gotta go!" whined a voice on the other side of the door.
Raphael and Donatello looked at one another with wide eyes, "Mikey," they both whispered in union. Raph quickly turned off the water and muttered quietly, "Shit! What are we gonna do?"
Donnie grabbed two towels and handed one to Raphael, "I'll distract him and you'll slip out unnoticed. It is Mikey we're talking about…couldn't be too difficult." Raph nodded as he wrapped the towel around his waist.
Donatello took a deep breath and opened the door, "morning Mikey hey you should check out what I was...err…working on last night!"
Mike cocked his head curiously to the side, "Really! What is it…tell me!"
"Better yet I'll show you…" Donnie stated as he coaxed his little brother away from the bathroom door, relieved that so far Mikey reacted as he had predicted.
Mikey vigorously nodded his head, "Ok…let me go pee first and I'll be right there." He turned back around and stepped into the bathroom.
Donnie clenched his teeth and his eyes widened; Don was about to open his mouth to explain things to his little brother when he caught some movement out of the corner of his eye. Raphael darkened form dashed up the stairs towards his room. Donnie sighed and headed off to his lab with a broad smile across his face.
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