Chapter 11: Breaking

Hotaru was alone again...But this time really alone...She felt empty...The night was so cold...She loved 2 man's and they loved her too ...but why was this feelling of emptyness?Because she had to choose?Choose...Kira was perfect in every way..His body,his way to treat her,his words,even his sleep was perfect...Sesshoumaru...was like a God...a little to proud...but he had reason why to be so proud...So,what should she choose?Stay alone?Maybe it would be the best thing she could do..

-Hotaru?

She looked back.It was...Kira.

-Kira-kun..she whispered,tears invaded her face.She runed to him and hugged him as much as she could.

-What happend to you?I was with Setsuna and I felt this thing...weird...I had to come to see what's with u...What are u doing her all alone?It's 12 !

-I...I...oh,Kira-kun...I wish just to dissappear...

Kira's eyes widdened.

-No!If u would do that I would die...

-Kira...she gasped and looked into his beautifull eyes.

-I love you Hotaru...and I'll do anything for you...you know that.Even...let you leave.

Her eyes showed her shock.

-What do you mean?

-Let you leave...to be happy...with him.

-Him!'Oh my God does he know?'

-I think there's another...and you're troubled by telling me this...It's ok...Actually NO!it's not!he said clunging his fists.But if you're to be happy...then I'll go..

-But...Kira...I love you...

He turned to her with hope..and also fear...Fear that she's saying that only to not make him hurt.

-It's not like that Taru...You're free..of me...We're no longer...together...it's the best for you...

-But...but...NO!...I don't want too,I love you Kira!she yeleld and kissed him,clunging her small hands by his neck.He deepened the kiss only to broke it a moment later.

-NO!This is not...what u really feel...You...love him more...

-HIM?

-Admit it!

Her eyes looked away.

-It is a him...but I...don't love him like I love you!

He took her into his arms,almost crushing her bones.

-It's so hard to let you go...this pain that I feel...

-Then don't let me go!she cried out,crying madly,sobbing.He took her small face into his hands and kissed her again.

-This is...goodbye...

-No...please...

He walked away and then stopped.

-Follow me.I'll take you home.

-To you?

-No...not anymore...I have...no home anymore...he said sad and walked away.

The rain start to fall and washed her tears away.Why...she loved him...she knew that...she loved him a lot...