Chapter 12 :How?
Sesshoumaru stood on the highest building he could found.Why did he came here after all?How could he aloud himself to come here...attracted by such a small thing..No...Not small...Hotaru deserve all this...His journey...thru Hell and Heaven...He used Tenseiga again to pass thru those gates...and he put everything in game so he could come here and see her...Finding her wasn't a problem...Her scent was uniq...In a big city like Tokyo ...how they called this thing,he found her...it was a little hard because of the dust and all those smells but her scent was so deep inside his beeing so he just followed it...And lead him to her place...Now he just lost her again...he will find her again...And he will not lose to some human...She'll choose him...He was decided.
The rain gotten ever worse.Hotaru shut the door of her apartment and looked at Kira.He tried to pass her and open the door but she shut it back.
-We have to talk.she said.
-I said all I had..
He pulled the door but she forced herself onto the door to keep him there.He looked at her but couldn't say if she had tears in her eyes or was just the rain.
-Let me pass.
-Ie.
-Hotaru.
-IE!
She hugged him like she was about to die or something.He stood without saying anything...just stood there...How he wished to take her,embrase her,touch her,love her...But her hearts wasn't his...She was in love with another man...
-Kira...His name is Sesshoumaru.I don't know if I love him or not...but I am attracted to him...I won't denie it...It's not me to lie...But of one thing I am sure...she said and looked up into his eyes.
-Nani?he asked and his voice was...so sad...that maked her suffer...She maked him suffer.
-I love you Kira.I'm sure of it.
His eyes returned to the soft sight her always had when he looked at her.
-Hotaru...his voice got cut off by his swallowed tears.
-Kira...don't...she whispered and hugged him as much as she could..he was much taller than her.
He kissed her short and left the apartment ,taking her by surprise.She crushed in her knees and start crying.
-Kira...kira...ie...
He walked outside the building,and looked up into the rain.His forever deep eyes searched the skye and then walked slowly away,trying to ignore what maked him want to go back,but what he heard next maked him stopp a moment.
-KIRAAAAA!IE!
He looked up a moment at her window."She'll be fine...better without me...I am...a nuisance now...I'll just amke sure he'll make her happy..."