Chapter 13: Not in LOVE

Her life got twisted so soon...She was alone so long...and now she loved two...She knew that she loves Kira...and that she loved Sesshoumaru also..but to choose...Kira seemed to choose in her place but... Her heart wasn't ready to give up to any of them...She looked over a picture she took with Kira,after school,few days ago...His smile...Why didn't she noticed how wonderful he smiled until now hen he left her...Cause he did left her...Kira was perfect for her.He was part of the presence like her...But Seshsoumaru was holding a good place in her heart too...His golden eyes seeing thru her small frame...How she shivered when he looked at her..and touched her...She layed on her back,on the bed.Why isn't romance easier?Wasn't enough that she was fighting all kind of monsters all day long now she was in a mess with her romance side too.The Senshi of Ruin in love...that was so weird.She could have them both but...NO!she screamed into her mind.She stood and decided.Love wasn't for her...So to HELL with it!But the thing that Kira left her like that...Oh no...She smiled evil and went to the closet.Opened it.Took a black night dress from silk.Her violet eyes sparkled thru the night.

-Lets see how much u can hold ...

Why to suffer?She could have her fun too...

Kira sat on the cold floor of his apartment,holding a glass with wisky and a cigar in his other hand.He was feelling really devastated.His eyes...almost crying looked up at the foto from his night desk.Her simple look...How he missed her...allready.

-Ding-Dong!

His door.Who could be?It was later than 2 in the morning.He stood and walked towards the door,his shirt almost falling from him.His black locks of her where hanging on his face trying to hide the pain he was passing.He opened the door and saw...Hotaru.She smiled to him.

-Hello...she said and pushed the door to come inside.

She was wearing only a black grown on her.Her hair was wet,hanging on her face as she turned to face the man who was standing against the door.

-U ...

-I.

She smiled.To hide her pain.To hide her heart.Then she approached him.

-I came to you...tonight Kira.

-I said what I had to say...Please...go.

Her violet orbs kept her tears not to fall.

-I know what u said...But I still want you Kira...I need you...she said and took his shirt into her small hands,leting her grown fall and reaveled her body,covered only with a silk black nightdress that maked her body look unreal..

-No...u don't want this..he said and tried to push her away but she din't let him.

-Let's pretend we are 2 strangers...Would that be better?

She was now holding him by the waist,with her head on his back.He touched the hands wich hold him tight.

-I can't...pretend not to know you...not to...desire you..

Her heart skiped a beat at his words.

-Kira...make love to me.

He turned suddenly and kissed her hard,invading her mouth.She received his kiss more than pleased...

Ok...should be something here?Eh...u'll see next weeck when I'll update muahahahhaha:D.Sesshoumaru will be in 14:D:D.Be sure of that.Anyway sorry for not updating for so long but I am still in exams...still one to go...:D.See ya!Plz R&R