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Song: Crazy for this Girl by Evan & Jaron
I remember the day that I first met Lily Evans, yes I did run into a wall. It wasn't the first day of term, however. I first met her on one fateful day; it was the start of classes for the year and Gryffindors had Transfiguration first period, I was walking down the hall with Sirius, Remus, and Peter when I saw a flash of red whip along the corridor. I had shrugged it off as Sirius nudged me to point out that Snivellus had entered the hallway. Sensing that this was a prime opportunity to prank him I shook the vision of red hair from my mind.
"Hello, Snivellus." I said cheerfully walking up with Sirius next to me.
"Potter." He responded.
"Got your nose shut in your book already, Snivellus?" Snape rolled his eyes at James.
"Maybe you should try it. It might make your IQ higher then that of a rock."
"That's it!" I exclaimed pulling put my wand. "I'll show you!" I said and muttered a spell. Soon Snape was upside down being released and then yanked back up.
"Bye, bye, Snivelly." Sirius said cheerfully giving Snape a wave. We headed down the hall and my thoughts roamed back to the flash of red. It looked like fire, but I could tell that it was someone's hair. "McGonagall's going to kill us." Sirius said cheerfully as Remus intently hit his text book into his forehead.
"Yes, yes she is." I said wisely. We continued walking and were turning into the hallway where our classroom was when I saw a petite redhead in the corridor right outside the room she was yelling at some boy like a foot taller then her but he seemed terrified. I was so intent on her that I didn't notice that the door to the classroom was shut and I ran straight into it and then I stumbled back and into the wall. Sirius doubled over in laughter and I glared at him.
Lily was special from the beginning. I couldn't tear my eyes off her from that day back in first year. She has so much fire, so much passion. And I wonder how she never notices that I love that about her, I love everything about her. I glance up briefly just in time to see Sirius speaking quietly to Lily and then they both get up and leave the room. I felt a tightening in my gut but I shook it off and looked back at my homework which I could barely focus on.
She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I dont know why
But shes changed my mind
I don't know what happened. I've never ever been the kind of person to stay fixated on any one thing for a long stretch of time, (Quidditch and Pranking excluded, of course!) but with Lily I've never strayed from my infatuation with her. And I love her. But she doesn't believe me. I've tried to tell her time and again but every time I do she yells at me, hexes me, or laughs at me. I don't see what can be funny about it, and I don't see why she won't believe me. But then I've never understood Lily. But I've always loved her.
Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl
I can remember the day I knew I loved her. Really knew. I think I've always loved at her and as cliché as it sounds I think it was love at first sight, for me anyway but I like to think it was for her too, and she just doesn't know it yet. But anyway I first admitted to myself that I loved her one day in third year, I doubt she remembers it but I had failed another Potions exam thing, and Slughorn was warning me that if I didn't pass the next test that I would be held back. My grades had gotten that low. And Lily overheard it and for once she didn't laugh. Her face was serious and she looked at me and said 'I'll help you' and she did, she was my partner on the next test and she walked me through it, after that though she saw me pranking Snivellus and she was mad again. But I knew that Lily was a wonderful person, perfect, Lily is the light of my life even if she does hate me. Sometimes though I think it would be a little easier if she didn't though.
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now
I'm sick of this game. This back and forth. I'm sick of joking around, and I'm sick of her not taking me serously. I am serious. And that is S-E-R-I-O-U-S. I am not Sirius. S-I-R-I-U-S. Because I know Sirius or even Remus would say something about that if they heard. I just want Lily to acknowledge that I'm not as shallow as she thinks I am, I just want her to admit that I do care about her, I'm sick of hearing that my feelings are fake. I think I know. I can't take this anymore. I'm going to talk to Lily. Tommorow. Or maybe the next day,
"You'll talk to her at breakfast." Sirius commanded somehow reading my mind as he walked back into the room.
"But…"
"No." Sirius said interuppting me. I sighed knowing I couldn't argue with him.
Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
Im ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
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