Hey everyone! Today was SO stressfull, but thankfully I have my friends to get me through it. I had choir competition today, so it's been pretty rough on all of us. We placed well though, so YAY. We went to the mall afterwards, so I have a picture from a photobooth on my MySpace. Check it out. Link in my profile.

Anyway, I decided to update for you guys. But, PLEASE review. Right now is a really rough time for me, with all this crap going on with Matt, breaking my heart. But, I'm not gonna get into that. My great grandma just died, so it's been rough. A good, nice review would make me feel better.

SO----REVIEW. ---julia

--Chapter 2 "He still loves her"

I stood next to Dylan in the recording studio. Judy was on her way—since it was summer, she had just gotten to LA to visit me, and she wanted to hear Cole sing something. She was shocked when he said he wanted to sing, and he's actually pretty good at it.

Cole was singing a track he had been working on all day so far. He worked on it a little yesterday too. He was almost done, and when he finished, we were all going to the beach to relax after the long day.

I was wearing jean shorts and a turquoise tank top, with a grey one over it, but it had holes in it so you could see the turquoise underneath.It was supposed to be like that, so don't think I go and rip my clothes all the time or something. My hair was straight, and in a ponytail behind my head.
Cole sang through the track, and Dylan and I were dancing in the booth. It was a really upbeat song, called, "Wild Ride". It was most defiantly Dylan and I's favorite song this far.

Then, the door opened to the booth; it was Judy. She came though the door dancing, just like Dylan and I were. It was hilarious.

Judy was wearing jean Bermuda shorts and a black top. She had on a pink and black necklace, which she borrowed the last time she saw me, which was about 3 months earlier.

We all hugged as Cole's track ended. All of us said good-bye to the producers, and then headed for the beach to hang out there.

We all got to the beach, and stepped out onto the soft, white sand of California. On the car ride over, I noticed Cole and Judy acting funny towards each other; I wonder what's going on…

I mean, because Judy was in DEFINATE flirt mode…EXTREME at the moment with Cole. Does she like him now that he and Pia broke up or something? What the heck is wrong?

They both split apart from Dylan and I when we all went to get some ice cream at a little cart. Cole and Judy went off in a different direction together.

"What's going on with them?" Dylan asked me, as he handed me my cone of chocolate brownie ice cream.

I looked at the two of them walking down the beach together. I turned back to Dylan and then said, "I don't know. It's kinda weird." We started to walk down the beach, going to where the waves were coming in.

I licked my ice cream, and looked over to him, waiting on his reply. "I know. I mean, what happened to Cole liking Pia?" He asked me.

I paused, and then answered back to him. "I don't know. I mean, he was so hung up on her. I just don't get it." I was wondering what was going on in Cole's mind right now.

"I'll try to talk to him tonight and see what's up with him? Ok?" He told me, turning his head to look over at me.

"Ok." I replied to him. I took another bite of my ice cream, and then took his hand. We kept on walking down the beach together, wondering what was going on with Cole and Judy.

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Judy and I had gotten to my house around 6 or 7, after hanging out at the beach and going out to dinner. Dylan, Cole, and I all got mobbed by fans, but we had a good night pretty much.

I ran into my room and then collapsed on top of my bed. Judy walked in, and sat in the chair across from it, facing me.

I paused, and then asked her, "Judy…what's up with you and Cole?" I didn't know how to ask her this. I mean, I WANTED to say, 'Hey, what's your problem, because you know that Cole and Pia were together for a long time.' But, I couldn't say it like that.

"What do you mean?" She asked me, acting like she had no clue to what I was talking about. She was really good at lying about things. She sat back in the chair, and I sat up on my bed.

"Judy, he's Pia's ex-boyfriend. You know what I'm talking about. You CAN'T like him Judy. That's just WRONG to do." I told her.

"Julia, they BROKE UP. It's over with them. It's been almost a WHOLE year since the break up. It's not like they JUST broke up or something." She said to me, making me shocked that she was saying that.

I stopped and paused, and then said, "Cole told me that he still loves her. She told me that she still loves him. You CAN'T be with him, because in my heart, I know that they are meant to be together."

She didn't say anything after that, and then we both just went to bed for the night. Tomorrow was going to be a busy day for all of us, since I had a photo shoot with Popstar Magazine all day. Then, I was going to an event afterwards with Dylan and Cole.

Also, Ally is coming into town to visit me, and so are Cilla and my other friend Emily. It's going to be so much fun with them all here to see me and we can finally all hang out together.

Pia is coming along too, so maybe I can get her and Cole together at the shoot. After all, anything can happen, right?