Hey everyone. Yah--today has been a bad day. Long story--and I don't want to talk about it. I decided to update on this anyway, just to try and make me feel better. It's not working, but I'll update anyway.

This chapter is longer than I remember it when I wrote it. Whoa, it's long. At least to ME. The other fanfic that I'm writing is going well so far, and is now titled "Crazy for this Girl". That's all I can tell you. I'll tell you more later.

Enjoy and REVIEWit. --julia

--Chapter 4 "She loves him"

I couldn't sleep. I kept on thinking about what Cole said, about not even trying to get Pia back, or talk to her about how she felt.

I grabbed my cell phone off of the nightstand next to me, and sat up against the pillows under the covers of the bed. I was calling Pia.

I dialed her cell phone number quickly and quietly to myself in the lonely and cold guest room. She picked up the phone finally after 3 or 4 rings.

"Hello?" She answered sleepily. I figured that she must have been sleeping, unlike me, who had been tossing and turning all night long.

"Pia, hey, are you awake?" I said to her, thinking she probably wasn't before I had called her.

"Of course I am now, Julia. But, I WASN'T before you called me in the MIDDLE of the night. What do you want Julia?" She asked me, in her usual sarcastic tone of voice.

"Do you love Cole?" I asked her, just needing to know that she still did, because she told me she did like, about 4 or 5 months earlier.

She waited, just as Cole had waited earlier. Then, she said, "Julia, nothing has changed, I still love him, but you know I can't be with him. Why?" I didn't know what to tell her, so I just said the obvious answer.

"Oh, I was just wondering if you did. Just needed to know, out of curiosity, that's all it is." I said, panicking, because she always knew when I was lying to her. I'm not that good of a liar, you know.

"Yah, ok…sure Julia. Well, next time you're "just wondering" about something, save it until the daylight hours." She told me.

"Yah Pia, I'll be sure to do that." I said to her, and then we both said good-bye and hung up the phone.

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I slept for a couple of hours after that, and then got out of bed around 7:30. I didn't feel like trying to fall asleep anymore.

Plus, today I had an interview with Regis and Kelly, since they were in LA for a week for their show. It was a good thing too, since I didn't want to travel, I just wanted to stay at home.

Dylan and Cole were moving into their condo tomorrow afternoon. I don't know if I'm fighting with Cole right now though. I'll just see if he talks to me at the show today.

I got to the studio with Judy, Dylan, and Cole around 9. I went out there at about 10:20, so it gave me plenty of time backstage.
I changed into a white skirt that went to my knees, and a yellow short sleeve shirt. I had some hot pink and orange beads on too, with my hair straight and a ribbon headband around my head.

I was about to go out there, and I peeked out to see the audience. I saw Pia, Emily, and Cilla all sitting in the second or third row, with Dylan, Cole, Ally, and Judy in front of them.

I smiled, waving to them, waiting for Regis or Kelly to call my name for the interview. The guy backstage said they were going to call me out in about a minute at least. They were arguing about who should win American Idol.

Finally, after Kelly won the battle, they did my introduction and then called my name out loudly. I stepped out onto the stage, smiling and hugging them both. The audience was clapping and cheering.

Regis: Hey Julia, how are you?

Me: I'm pretty good! How are you guys?

I asked them this, stepping back and sitting in my chair. I always had trouble getting into their chairs. They were so high.

Kelly: Well, I won the battle on who is going to win American Idol this season. You know that I LOVE Melinda and LaKisha.

She winked at me, and the audience laughed at her.

Regis: Who do you think will win?

Me: Oh gosh, I think they are all amazing singers. I don't have a favorite.

Kelly: Typical celebrity talk here people.

The audience laughed at Kelly and clapped at the same time.

Regis: Enough with all of this how have you been Julia? I mean, your last album went #1 and then #2. How does that feel, because I mean, you're only barely 17. You just turned 17 a couple months ago.

Me: Oh my gosh, it feels awesome! I love doing what I'm doing, and it's what I've always wanted to do. It's great though.

Kelly: You're going to perform your song called Erased for us today from that album. What's that song about? I mean, you wrote it.

Me: Yes I am! It's about me and my crush at the time, who I couldn't be with because he lived so far away. And, finally, I realized that we couldn't be together, and I had to erase him from my mind. So, it's just about that.

Regis: That's great. Right after the break, Julia will be back, singing for us, on this Monday morning, here on LIVE.

The audience clapped as the show went to a commercial. I went over to my band, who were setting up, and got my microphone all ready to go for my performance. I got the mic in the stand, and stepped back, talking to my band.

"We're back, with Julia Young, singing her hit, Erased!" Regis yelled with Kelly on the side of the stage, and then the band started to play.

I started to sing, and the crowd was really into the song and what I was singing. It was really cool, because usually, they all just scream.

I finished the song, and the audience cheered and clapped. The show ended for the day today. All my friends came up and hugged me, and they were pretty much really excited to be on LIVE TV, well, except for Dylan and Cole.

I think Cole and I are in a fight. He didn't talk to me at all today, so I pretty much think that we are. Hopefully we won't be fighting for long.

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I just found this out, so don't think I've been hiding this from you or something, because I haven't been. I just heard, and it's going to be AMAZING. I get to meet Avril Lavigne.

I'm meeting her in about 2 hours. Emily is coming with me, since she reminds me of Avril, and really wants to meet her.

She wants to have a dinner meeting with me. I don't know why or anything, but it should be really fun. She is one of the best singers that I know of right now. She's just really amazing.

I just have to find time to get Pia and Cole back together. Well, I have tomorrow when I'm helping them move in. But, right now, I have to go and get ready to meet Avril Lavigne.