The Pain We Suffer

A/N: Well the last chapter was extremely short. I'll just blame it on the fact that I wanted to have Pete's reaction but didn't really know what to put. Well I'm thinking of seeing if Stargate can be sold to me, or even just the character Daniel cause I just love him! If you didn't understand the tracker thing well put it down to the fact that I just can't remember what the device is called so I just called it the tracker. But it's just one of those things that you see where the person is on a virtual map. Well I hope this chapter is all right. You know what to do after you read the chapter if not I'll explain at the end. –DOK (hugs and kisses)

Chapter 3:

Sam's POV:

I know Pete will think I'm heading to Colorado Springs and back to the Stargate Programme. So I'm going to arrange to meet up with Janet and Cassie and hopefully the rest of Sg1 (minus Jack if I'm lucky) I can't wait to see everyone and I hope they won't be mad at me for loosing contact with them and I hope I won't have to explain to them about what's happened over the last 5 years because I know they'll want to hunt Pete down and kill him. But I also know that they would want an explanation as to why I left Pete and then I'll have to explain why I put up with it all these years and to be honest I don't even have an answer to that. I used to fight back but he always managed to overpower me but with my military training I should have been able to take down men twice, even triple his size so I know that I really didn't want to fight back but accept those terrible beatings but I can't think why. Maybe it's the fact that I've felt guilty not telling Jack about Megan or the fact that I still love Jack but have never told him and instead went and married that scumbag. It's probably all of those reasons and I guess I did deserve what I had coming but my children don't.

A/N: longer one soon! I promise! –DOK

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