Back. I'm back again. Just want to thank those people who reviewed, I wasn't really feeling well these past few days and believe me, those reviews cheered me up. Love ya'll! Thanks. Please also review in this chapter, I hope you'll like it. Mwah!
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For goodness sake, this Natsume guy is really making all the girls in our school blind, he might make them blind but not me, he'll never make me blind. Why? Because I hate him.
If you ask me to rate my anger on him from 1-99, it'll be 98.5. I hate him so much! He breaks girls' hearts and he- Oh wait… how come, how come he doesn't have a girlfriend though? Oh nevermind that. Let me tell you, he might be able to make all the girls blind but that doesn't include me. He'll never be able to make me blind. NEVER EVER. That, I promise myself. You heard that? It's a promise.
P.S. Please be aware that there'll be OOCness in this fic. Thanks!
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"Inside An Innocent Girl's Heart"
Chapter 2: He Calls Me Baka, I Call Him Stalker (part 1)
November 22
God, last week was a bleak. If you don't know then let me tell you, last week was our exam week so as expected, everyone hated it. Not everyone though, people with grades higher than B were all happy. Me? Oh I wasn't happy at all. I was crying all my heart out. I got B- and below. When my grandfather finds out about this, oh I don't know, maybe he'll get me out of this school and throw me to public school?
But fortunately, he won't be able to know because he has colds these past few days and the doctor told him to stay in bed. For the first time, I was thankful about it. Okay so you might be wondering what will the students do now that the exam week is over.. Well.. we'll be preparing for the Winter Dance and the Christmas Camp.
Almost all the girls in our class are excited about the Winter Dance. Who wasn't excited? Me. Why the hell would I be excited? As if I had a boyfriend to dance with! I don't have a boyfriend because I hate boys and dancing with them makes me sick. I'm more of excited about the camp. At least the nature sound is better than the disco music in the dance. Ugh.
Err.. If you're thinking that almost all the girls already have partners in the dance then you're wrong. They don't have partners. None at all. Why? Because all of them just like one guy. Yep, just one and that's none other than the bastard Natsume Hyuuga. How could they like him so much!? He's a bastard! A bastard!!!!! And I believe that he won't say yes to any of the girls in our room. And after the dance, the excited butterflies will turn into crying-to-death zombies.
Speaking of the devil….
He arrives at the classroom.
Oh yeah, did I mention that he was my sit mate? If not yet then now I already mentioned it. You must think I'm all that lucky and I'm so happy about it. No, I don't like it and I'm the most unfortunate girl alive. I hate him! Was it just coincidence that the teacher told him to sit beside me or did that have a reason? If it had a reason, then the reason would be to destroy my life.
There. He sat beside me.
I turned around so now my back is facing him. Argh, just seeing his face makes me puke.
Okay so I was lying, my back might be the one facing him but still, from the corner of my eye, I still can't help looking at him. Don't get me wrong. I don't like him.
There he was, he opened his bag and got his favorite manga. He put his legs on his desk and started reading his darn manga.
And here I was writing my journal of my everyday life.
But at that very moment, something very surprising happened.
Natsume stopped reading, or should I say laughing at his manga, oh nevermind. Whatever. He stopped and he faced me. He brought out his hands and..
Yes, I thought he would be hugging me or what, but he did the most dumb thing of all, he reached out for my journal and started running around, as if I would run after him.
So maybe I was tempted to run after him but I stopped it, I stopped myself. I didn't want to run after him, it would look as if I liked him or whatever. And of course, if I run after him, girls would think I'm flirting with him and they'll get all jealous and the next thing I know, I'm already a punching bag.
I just stared at the running-around Natsume. What was with him?! Why did he get all childish?! God! What was happening?!?! Oh go ahead Nats, get my journal and read it, there's nothing in there, go ahead.
Oh no, there's something in there..
Almost all the things in there are about him, about how he sucked, about how rude he was, about how I hated him so much. Oh no… GOD!
I have no choice, I must run after him, I have to, I need to. I need to get back my diary, all I need is to get my diary. Forget about the girls, forget about the evil glares, forget about being a punching bag, there's only one main goal: My Diary.
"NATSUME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT BACK TO ME!" I shouted helplessly, and I started running. I'm not shy of running, because I'm not bad on it. Actually, I was good at it. "ARGHHHH!!!!!"
I was right. Just as I shouted Natsume's name. All the girls in the class turned around and faced me, their eyes were all fixed at me. Glares. That's what I got after losing my precious journal. Do really deserve this?! I was trembling already. What will happen!? Oh no…
FORGET ABOUT THEM!!! WHERE IS NATSUME ANYWAY?!
I looked around the room, he wasn't there. HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND!? I noticed the open door and there's no doubt, he definitely went out. B- But.. what about the girls?! OH NEVERMIND!
I reached the ground floor and I still can't see a sign of Natsume. Where in the world is he?! Why can't I find him?! I can't believe it.. I'm actually looking for that pervert. I hate him more now. MORE.
I walked around the heavenly garden of the academy. If we were playing hide and seek right now, I could say he was really good at it. No wonder people called him the black cat.
I was so busy telling myself how he was good in hiding that I didn't notice that he was on top of that.. OH HOW DARE HE SIT ON TOP OF A CHERRY BLOSSOM TREE!!!! Everyone knows that Cherry Blossom is also called Sakura and Sakura is part of … my name.
Ugh, I'M SO SICK OF HIM!!! SO SICK!!!!
I clenched my fist and shouted, "HEY YOU!"
He looked at me and grinned evilly. "Why, baka?"
H- He just called me baka. Now I'm pissed off.. I hate him so much. I absolutely, definitely hate him so much. "Why you perverted ….."
"Yes yes I know how you call me, perverted asshole bastard bullshit … " He enumerated all the names that I call him. I'm dead. So dead.
"You like me huh?"
WHAT?!?!!?!? I LIKE HIM?! NEVER!!!! What is he?! Why does he think I like him!? I SO HATE HIM! NOW I GOT ANOTHER DESCRIPTION FOR HIM. A FEELER. F e e l e r.
"WHY YOU?! HOW COULD YOU SAY I LIKE YOU AFTER READING ALL THOSE WORDS?!" I grunted.
He just shuddered and smiled, "See? You look so guilty, oh by the way, to be honest, you look cute when you're angry"
I was about to curse him when suddenly my tongue got all twisted. Why should I curse him? Nothing will happen, he'll even think that I love him! He was so...!!!! Oh I can't find the right words to describe him.
"Why can't say anything? Ran out of words to say?"
I felt hot. Literally. My mind was going to burst, my head was smoking. What will I do?! I can't climb that tree! I'm wearing a skirt! Not to mention a micro-mini one!
Nevermind the journal, he already read it, no use of getting it again. He'll give it back to me anyway…. Hopefully.
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L U N C H T I M E
Okay so I got my journal back, yes, I got it, after maybe.. 3 hours? And oh yeah, I forgot to mention, we even got detention later. Why?! Because that darn Natsume handed me the journal right when the teacher was explaining about our camp next week. And because of him, I can't go to Nonoko's slumber party tonight. I HATE HIM SOOOO MUCH.
Lunchtime was my favorite "subject", and at last, it finally came. I'm going to seat with my best friends and not Natsume, I'm not going to see and share seats with that darn freaking Natsume Hyuuga. And I'm not-
I'm so wrong. Dead wrong.
My mind just started shouting and freaking out.
He's a stalker alright. An intimidating one.
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Was the chapter okay? Thanks for reading, I'll upload the next one maybe next week or sometime this week. Love ya'll! Don't forget to review! Mwah!
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