ok, so i had a lot of Kakashi muse and had to get it out. so i decided to write this cuz it was building in my head. Enjoy )

No Life, No Love

Chapter One

Nothing is Right

Mizukami is a ninja from the Hidden Village in the Mist. Her mother died giving birth to her, and her father refused to take her in as a child. She lived with her aunt, who secretly despised her. You see Mizukami was a special girl. She was how you would say, with one with the water. She could control it with out use of much chakra.

Her aunt decided to enroll her in the ninja academy, where she graduated at age 10. She did participate in the Chunin exams, but they failed her for fear that she may become to powerful. Since then, she has trained and became stronger on her own.

She is now 23, 5' 9", and is about 125lb. Her hair is shoulder length and is black in color. He eyes are also black and hold an emotionless tone to them. She trains on her own and refuses to be apart of any Genin teams.

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"Mizukami-san, you need to get up," a shy voice called from the kitchen.

"I've been up Oba-san." I called back in a harsh tone.

"Calm down, I just didn't know." She hollered back. She never knew anything.

I walked silently into the kitchen giving a big yawn. It was 4 in the morning. I've been getting up this early ever since I started my ninja training. It was a routine thing for me now.

The same thing everyday; I taught myself something new and came home. I stayed away from everyone, or should I say everyone stays away from me. I didn't understand what I did to have everyone be frightened of me. I was happy that Oba-san didn't feel that way. I don't know what I would do with out her.

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"I'm leaving," I called as I walked out the door.

"Ok," She said looking at me. It looked like she had a sad and hateful look in her eyes.

I shrugged it off as I hopped to the roof. I didn't feel like running, so I made an ice bridge and using my chakra, slide over the town. I did this sometime just because it was fun. The water seemed to enjoy my happiness.

As I approached my training spot, I let the water evaporate as I silently land on the lake. I always trained on the water because the water just seemed so peaceful. It played with me and I had fun there. I knew I had this special power with the water, but I somehow think it is this power that makes people run from me.

I lowered my eyes at the though of how people hated me.

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Flashback

I was sitting on the bench silently as the kids played with each other. They were having so much fun, but no one wanted me to join. The kid kicked the ball and it was coming right at me. Swiftly water formed from the air and caught the ball. It handed it to me as I rose.

I walked to the kids holding the ball out. They all stood there in fear.

"Run, it's the monster!" A little boy shrieked. This caused all the kids to start running.

"Why?" I said in a small voice. "WHY DO YOU ALL RUN FROM ME!?" I screamed as a bubble of water formed around me.

The sun was blocked out as water formed in the shy. The water came from behind me and swept towards the running kids. They weren't fast enough and were caught in the tide. The water froze and started coming back to me as another wave formed behind me.

"Why can't you just stay here and play with me?" I said small and shy.

Just before the wave fell, some was in front of the kids. It was father.

"Daifu?" I said in a hoping voice.

He gave me an evil glare as he approached me. In my hopefulness, the water had dropped from around me. I looked at him as he was in front of me. I was hoping for him to finally except me.

"Stop now and go home, brat." He said in a harsh tone through his cold eyes.

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End Flashback

I sat on the ground wishing that I could see him. I bet if Reidou was still here, she would know what to do. I sighed at the thought. Daifu hates me, and so doesn't everyone else.

Pushing my thoughts out of my head, I stood and started. I jumped and formed a few hand seals before I fell in to the water. I had a small air bubbly around me that was converting water into oxygen. I sank to the bottom and started running. I had focused all my weight to me feet to keep me from floating.

I looked up to see a clone of me flying and landing on the water. I trained with my clones because no one else would.

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It was dark when I finished my training. I started to walk home. Most people had gone to bed, even the late night people. I walked silently as I noticed a presence. I looked up and saw a masked ninja throwing two shuriken at me. I didn't have to move as water formed around me. The shuriken bounced off the water and back at my opponent.

I jumped back and was now on the water. I looked around and saw the figure. Forming two kunai's with water, I threw them at the figure. The person leaped up and descended upon me. The water I was standing on formed spikes and shot up impaling the figure.

Blood fell to my face as the spikes lowered the body onto the grass. I walked over and removed the mask upon their face. My angry gaze disappeared as I saw who it was.

"No, no! Don't tell me I…. Oba-san!" I said through my tears. "Why Oba-san, why?"

"Because, you killed my sister." She said coughing blood.

"But I thought you loved me?" I said through all my stress.

"I thought I did to, but I just couldn't. I realized I could never love a beast like you. I hated you and despised you to no end." She said softly with a hateful look in her eyes.

"But Oba-san, how will I live with out you? You were the only one I felt I could confide in." I said slowly trying to comprehend what she said.

"Ha…cough….I never…cough…loved…yo…." Her eyes went blank as she died in my arms. My tears were uncontrollable now. They were just streaming down my face landing on Oba-san's cheek. I was lied to; I would never be able to trust again.

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It was about a few mouths after the incident, and my heart still ached. They tried to force me from Oba-san's house, but I just stared them down. They had finally left me alone after a few weeks. I guess fear got the best of them.

I was walking slowly to my little spot as I noticed a lot of people staring at me. This happened a lot, but there was something wrong with these stares. It was like they were happy about something; something that had to do with me. I ignored them all as I finally made it to the woods, where I took off jumping from tree to tree.

It was late afternoon when I decided to go home. Instead of walking, I decided to jump from the roofs. I landed in front of Oba-san's house to see people there. Not just any people, ninja, Mist ninja. I took a step back, even though I could easily take them, I didn't want to get into trouble.

"Mizukami, you are not allowed in this house anymore." A man with dark hair and several cuts on his face stood strongly in front of the door.

"Get out of my way. This is my home whether Oba-san's will say so or not." I stated harshly.

"Ha, don't make me laugh." He said in a smart-ass voice.

"Laugh about what?" I said slowly keeping my harsh tone.

"You, Shiraha Mizukami, are banished from this village, and are to leave immediately!" He said in a very harsh and ordering tone.

My eyes held a disbelief to them, and at the same time, a hurt one. I had been lied to for my whole life, never being loved. Now, after I had done nothing, I am banished from my home.

"Under what charges are I banished from this village for?" I asked slowly.

"Lets see, from the direction of the Mizukage, you are to dangerous in this village. Not to mention that you have tried to kill people from this village, and have succeeded in doing so to. Your poor aunt had no chance with the mission she was handed." He said in an amused voice.

"I don't believe you," I said in a quiet voice.

"What was that? You don't believe me? Well you better listen up because if you're not gone in the next…" He glanced down to his watch. "…five minutes, then we are ordered to kill you." He said with an evil smirk.

My anger boiled, "I DON'T BELIVE YOU!" I screamed. "You lie; you do not have any right to force me from my home."

As my anger boiled, water started to form around me. It turned into a water tornado that was spinning around me. I was losing control again. I dropped to my knees.

"Not again, not again. I don't want it to happen again." I said in a scared voice.

The water slowed as it heard my words, and soon stopped. The ninjas backed up with looks of terror on their faces. I knew if I stayed, then there would be more blood spilled. I turned quickly and jumped to a roof and headed towards the entrance of the village.

I arrived quickly, and on my way, I encountered no ninja. I walked slowly out and kept my head down as I passed the guards who were scowling at me. All I knew was going to fade away. A brief image of Oba-san passed my conscious. As I walked away with tears running down my face.

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It was late in the night as I was still hopping from tree to tree. I was now far out of the village's territory. I stopped and dropped to the ground. My sadness was so overwhelming. My heart felt like ice. I now know that I can never trust anyone again.

I silently removed my forehead protector that had the symbol of my village on it. The sight of it disgusted me. I could no longer wear it, but I couldn't just get ride of it. It held so many good memories to it. I slipped it into my side pocket as I sat leaning against a tree. It was getting cold now and I shivered under the breeze that flowed over the silent forest.

Forming water, I slowly used it to slice though the branches and made firewood. It had been a long time since I had to light a fire without any matches. I slowly started the fire and got it burning good. The warmth swallowed me in as I realized my sudden weariness. My eyes slowly fell under the sleepy mask that was covering me.

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I awoke quickly as I heard a branch snap. I quickly took a kunai out and put myself in a crouching position. I concentrated my chakra to form around the area. There was something near me to my right. I quickly threw the kunai and heard a screech. It didn't sound human, so I quickly investigated.

As I looked over a bush, I saw a brown rabbit paralyzed with fear as the kunai had just missed its head.

"Stupid rabbit," I muttered under my breath removing the kunai from the tree. I started to walk away but stopped suddenly as I heard a long loud growl. I sighed as it was me, who hadn't eaten since breakfast yesterday. I decided fish would do.

I closed my eyes and listened and heard what I wanted to here. I ran to the spot where I heard running water a quickly spotted a fish. Being careful, I slowly formed a bubble around the fish and picked out of the water. Fish was good; I had forgotten how fresh fish tasted.

I was jumping quickly not realizing my direction. I had left the village in such a hurry, that I didn't look to where I went. It doesn't matter anymore; I would go where ever now. When I found a village, I would go there, and hope that no one has ever heard of me. I would start new and live on my own.

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I arrived about half a mile from a gate entrance. It looked like I had found my village. I saw two ninja guards waiting for someone to show up. With them there, that must mean that there are ninjas in that village. I would never be able to get in without the suspicion of being a spy. I would have to find another rout in.

I kept my distance away from the wall on the village. I had noticed that there were AMBU members all around and had to be careful not to be seen. After many times around, I found one spot where there was no near gate, or patrol post on top of the wall. There were still a lot of AMBU members around, so it was going to be hard.

I formed a few hand seals before I melted into water and was absorbed into the ground. I used my chakra to see what was above me, and quickly made my way under the ground to the wall. I got under the gate and came up when I was a ways away from it.

I looked around to see I was in another forest. It seemed weird to me that I easily made it by the AMBU members. I thought they were supposed to be elite ninjas. I decided to shrug it off. I at least could make a new start here; I should really find out where here is first though.

I silently walked in a direction, not knowing where it went. I had no idea were the town and people were. I stopped as I heard voices in the distance. I couldn't tell what they were talking about, but it sounded like there was a hyper boy and an annoyed girl talking about something. I quickly jumped into a tree and masked my presences as best I could.

"What!? What do you mean test? We already had a test, and I passed, believe it!" An annoying voice was yelling as it got closer.

"Naruto, be quiet." An annoyed girl yelled before there was a big thump.

"What was that for Sakura?" The other voice wined.

"Will you both stop." A deep calm voice said suddenly.

As they came into sight I could see four people. One was in a bright orange jumpsuit with bright blue eyes and yellow spiky hair. Another was a girl with pink hair, emerald green eyes, and a red kimono. The third was another boy with deep bluish, blackish hair, dark blank eyes, and a blue shirt with off white shorts. My attention was drawn to the last person. He was older than the rest, and had silver hair. He was wearing a Jounin outfit and had a forehead protector covering his left eye. His face was covered by a mask and the eye that was showing was a dark color. He looked mysterious and I should watch out for him.

"Kakashi-sensei, why do we have a test? You already told us that we were Genins after that dumb bell test. I don't see what the point of another test is." The blond said to the silver haired man. So his name is Kakashi, that's a weird name.

"Naruto don't question Kakashi-sensei's methods of teaching." The pink haired girl said to the blond. Lets see silver hair is Kakashi and the blond is Naruto, got it.

"But Sakura-chan, you know you don't want another test." Naruto said to the pink haired girl. Ok, now it is silver is Kakashi, blond is Naruto, and pink is Sakura. Now I just need to find out who that kid with the dark hair is. My thoughts brought me to follow the group to gather information that I might need to know.

They stopped in a wide open area where Kakashi told them that they would just spar together and that there was no test. At this, Naruto flipped out.

"What!? You said there was a test, and got me worried about failing for nothing!" He yelled.

"Baka." The dark hair boy muttered.

"What did you say Sasuke?" Naruto turned to the dark haired boy. I finally got his name. Why did the name Sasuke sound so familiar to me.

I decided to stay and watch there training just incase I got anymore good information out of them. My gaze shifted to the masked Jounin who was sitting against a tree. He was holding a little orange book and seemed quite intent on it. I figured that the little brats would be to busy training to find my presence, and there lazy sensei looked to intent on that book, so I let my guard drop a little.

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It had been a while since they had started training, and I didn't get to much information out of them. I know that they are all wearing a forehead protector with a leaf symbol on it, and that is about it. I looked over to where there sensei was to see he wasn't there.

Dam, I lost sight of him. He could be anywhere now. I sensed a presence behind me and turned quickly to see him sitting on a tree behind me with a slight look of amusement in his eye.

"Who are you?" I said harshly.

"Well, I don't think I can answer that." He said calmly.

"And why not?" I kept up my harshness.

"Let's see, I'm not the one spying on a training session, now am I? I should think that you are a spy." He said slowly reaching down his side.

I formed a few hand seals and whispered under my breath, "Mizu Bunshin no Jutsu."

"I don't think so." He said calmly and quickly throwing a couple shuriken at me. I didn't have to move because as he let the shuriken go, water formed and quickly and struck them off course. "I see, you're a ninja from a hidden Mist village." He said becoming slightly more serious.

The shuriken that went off course, just happen to catch the attention of the students and they came rushing over. I decided to take this battle to the ground as I hoped off and did a back flip and landed in the clearing.

"Let's have some fun then," I muttered under my breath. A four on one battle, I hadn't had one of those in a while.

One threw a kunai, then another, suddenly there were a bunch of kunai and shuriken coming at me. I took my own kunai out as water created an ice barrier in front of me. I turned and blocked a kunai from behind. I jumped up and threw shuriken in the direction of the silver haired man that some how got behind me. He disappeared and was now next to me as I fell and thruster a couple of kunai into me. I disappeared into a puddle of water.

"What a baka, he forgot I had made a clone." I said quietly from a far away distance of the battle. I smiled to myself as I got ready to leave.

"Oh I did, did I?" A soft voice came from behind me.

Before I could turn and hit him, I found myself in a tight hold. I couldn't move or turn to see my captor, but I knew it was him.

"Let go of me!" I said sharply looking back to the battlefield to see no one there. Where the hell did they all go? I looked around me and saw the three kids standing a little ways away.

"I can't do that, now can I?" He sighed as I struggled in his grasp. "You three go back and train. I will take her to see the Hokage." He said before I saw a bunch of smoke in front of my eyes. I felt weird, almost like I wanted to throw up. I had done this before, but this was different.

We appeared in a good sized room when I was released. I fell to the floor coughing at the sudden feeling. I restrained myself from getting sick as I slowly looked up. At the other end of the room sat an old man in a white and red hat. He must be the Hokage of this village.

"I'm surprised you didn't get sick. Most first timers do." Kakashi said amused.

"Now, now Kakashi, if she had gotten sick you would have had to clean it up. I don't need a mess in my room." The suspected Hokage said with a smile.

"Sorry Hokage-sama." He said rubbing the back of his neck.

"Now Kakashi, who might this be?" He said as I stood up.

Kakashi gave me a funny look before he answered, "I don't know what her name is. All I know is that she must be a Mist ninja for she used water jutsu's."

"I see," he said and turned to me. "What's your name?" He didn't seem too suspicious of me for he was smiling.

"My name is Mizukami. Shiraha Mizukami." I said hesitantly.

"Mizukami, I want you to be honest. Are you a Mist ninja, and if so why are you here?" He said in a slight serious voice.

"Hai, I am a Mist ninja. I am here because…" I stopped and gave an uncomfortable look towards Kakashi. I had remembered he was in the room, and I didn't want him to know why.

"Kakashi," the Hokage said happily.

"Um," he answered as if he hadn't been paying any attention to what was going on. He was reading that orange book again. I can now see what it is. It says Icha Icha Paradise! What a pervert.

"You can go now."

"Hai, Hokage-sama." Kakashi disappeared in a poof of smoke.

"Now you were saying Mizukami-san?" He said with a smile.

"Well, I was forced out of my village because…" I quietly told him of my life and how I had killed Oba-san with out knowing it was her. I told of how my father hated me, but I left out the parts where I had lost control of the water and killed several people.

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I had finished and was standing there silently. He was taking in and contemplating everything I had just said.

"And how do you end up here?" He asked slowly, still in thought.

"Well, I needed a new home, and… I wanted to start new here. Where ever here is." I said slowly.

He laughed at my last remark. "Welcome to Konoha Mizukami. As long as you are here, I hope you will cause no harm to my village." He said happily.

"No Hokage-sama. I promise no harm will come from me." I said slightly happy.

"Ok, let's see…" He sifted through a bunch of papers. "You'll need an apartment, so when I find one for you I'll send someone to find you. You may walk around the village while you wait." He said shooing his hand a bit.

I nodded my head and quickly walked out. I was going to be able to start my new life. No one would know of my dark past, accept for the Hokage. I am sure he wouldn't tell anyone though.

I gave a little smile to my self, but it disappeared when I looked at my surroundings. Dam-it Kakashi, you poofed me in here, now how will I find my way out. I sighed as I realized I would just have to use more chakra just to do this. I formed a few seals and dissipated into water. I slowly sank into the floor and kept going down till I was on the first floor. I released the jutsu and surprised many as I came out of no where and just calmly walked out.

I hope you like my new story. So please R&R, I need it so I can continue writing! thanks