Olivia now stood nerviously in the hall of the apartment building that John Munch lived in. She paced back and forth, in her pajamas questioning what she was about to do. Building up her courage she stood at his door and knocked lightly. She fiddled with her hands before knocking harder and for some reason she found herself unable to stop knocking.
John who had fallen asleep on his couch, work clothes and all, woke to the sound of Olivia's frantic knocking. Glancing at his watch he saw it read 3:30. Blindly walking to his door he opened it.
"Olivia, what the hell..." Before he could continue Olivia threw heself into his arms and kissed him passionately. At first John was shocked and didn't know what was happening, but after it registered in his mind her allowed his eyes to slip shut and kissed her back. After what seemed to be an etirnety they pulled away for air, their foreheads thouching.
"What was that?" John asked breathlessly.
"I've realized something tonight..." Olivia started as she pulled away to look at him better. "I had a dream, more of a nightmare. I realized that I could lose you at any second. I don't want to lose you and have you never know how I truly feel about you" she took a deep breath before saying her next words. "I love you John" John stood there unable to believe what he had heard.
"I...I can't...I'm sorry Olivia"