JULY

AUGUST

SEPTEMBER

OCTOBER

ZPOV

It has been a little over four month's since everyone left. Bella was torn to pieces. I had never seen her so depressed all the light was gone from her beautiful chocolate eyes. Every day just sat on the couch watching TV, looked out the window or slept. She wouldn't smile, she wouldn't talk, she would barley eat. She had been like that until last week when Carslie called.

They came across a coven that had helped Victoria and Laurent plan how to get back to Forks to get Bella. Apparently that was all Edward could figure out after that they blocked their minds from him. Carslie had called to ask Lily to meet them and use her power of persuasion. She left two day's ago and we haven't heard from them since.

"Bella?"

"Mmmhmm?" I walked into Bella's room. Freesia scent hit me like a wave. Bella's hair was dripping she had just taken a shower.

She was sitting on her bed. She was wearing a baggy shirt and a pair of boxers. Her legs were extended in front of her. She stayed there quietly smoothing her tiny hand over her leg where the cast had once been.

"How is it being free of plaster for, oh about 6 hours?" she happily looked up at me and gave me a bright smile patting the bed next to her.

"It feels great!" I lay down on her bed and tucked my hands behind my head. Bella snuggled up along side me and I wrapped my arm around her drawing her nearer.

Her hand was on my chest and I reached to grab it, smoothing my fingers over the cool scar.

"Still hurt?"

"Not so much hurt as tender." I brought her hand up to my lips and planted a kiss on her hand. I tensed up slightly waiting for her usual reaction of hitting me and telling me not to be such a dork. But it never came. I looked down at her. Her eyes were dim and contemplative.

"What are you thinking Bella?" for a moment she didn't answer but then she snapped out of her daze and looked up at me. She let out a sigh and got up to her dresser where a bunch of pictures stood of everyone. I heard a small sob escape and I got up quickly to wrap my arms around her. My arms were crossed around her neck and over her shoulders from behind.

"You miss everyone don't you?"

She nodded quietly and turned around to look me in the eye. What I saw surprised me. They were suddenly dancing with light and determination that wasn't there moments ago.

"You love me don't you?" she asked. I felt a little taken back at her sudden bluntness. I knew she was asking just as a friend but I didn't care. I did love her, weather she knew it or not.

"Of course I do."

"Will you do something for me then?"

"Anything."

She pushed away from me and walked silently to the bed standing at the end. I heard a deep intake of breath. Then she turned quickly to face me again.

"Will you change me?"

"What?" I looked at her, searching her eyes for any detection that she was joking. Unfortunately there was none.

"Change me."

Edwards words shot through my head.

"You would take away her warmth for your own selfish wants?"

"You know as well as I that with my gift she could still have that."

"Your gift? You have never truly used it. How can you pick one characteristic of hers? The fact that you think you can pick out what you like the best about her to keep it, show's you don't really care about her."

I shook my head of the past and replied

"I don't know Bella."

"You said you would do anything for me."

"Yea, but Bells-"

"Then change me. I'm sick of being pathetic and weak. We haven't seen our family in four month's because of me. They have been running around trying to find a homicidal vampire because of me. I want this Zaden, and if you don't help me I will find some random vampire that will."

I stared back at her. Her eyes held no fear, only wanting. I took a deep unneeded breath and turned to leave.

"Give me a while to get ready."

BPOV

I traced my hands delicately over the frames. I passed my eyes over my family. I miss them; it's all because of me. They have been tracking for four months. I wasn't worth this. If only I was a vampi- my eyes passed over Edward's picture. He had a crooked smile that made my heart flip. If only I was a vampire. Edward could be with me. He wouldn't have to fear me, fear himself. I could kiss him and he wouldn't have to worry about controlling himself. I would have forever. Even if he were upset with my change, I would have eternity to convince him it was the right decision.

A small sob escaped my lips at the thought of Edward not accepting me. Suddenly arms were crossed around my neck and over my shoulders, Zaden's chest, pressed firmly against my back and head.

"You miss everyone don't you?"

I nodded quietly and turned around to look him in the eye. I was determined to be changed and I was certain Zaden would do it. He was my best friend. He just had to.

ZPOV

I reached Bella's door again. I didn't knock, just opened it slowly. Bella was standing by the window. The moonlight shone off her dainty legs. Her hair was slightly curling at the bottom as it was drying. I closed the door behind me and she slowly turned around. Her eyes were still flowing with determination.

"Ready?" I asked trying to keep my voice as steady as possible. She nodded as I stepped towards her.

I took Bella's warm hand in mine and led her to the bed.

"Are you sure you want to do this Bella? Is this what you want?"

She nodded silently as she gripped the bed sheets. I felt her heart beat start to increase dramatically that made me want to stop everything. But when I looked in her beautiful eyes I saw nothing but determination.

I grazed the crook of her neck with my fingers as I drew back her locks. When my lips were just inches from her beautiful skin she broke the silence.

"When you change me what will you keep? What's good enough to keep" I looked at her with tenderness "Everything Bella, everything" a smile brushed onto her face and she tilted her head to the side. I gently kissed her neck once before sinking my teeth into her. All I kept thinking, is how I wanted everything, I wanted Bella forever. And soon, I was going to have her.

BPOV

I felt the fire creep through my blood stream. It attacked my neck and was spreading a lot quicker this time. Heard a chilling scream and realized it was I. the cold arms that were holding me tightly were helping cool the flame but the burning was still strong.

I thrashed around, my toes were crunched up and every muscle in my body was tightening. I felt my back arch and my head tilt back another scream escaped my lips.

"EDWARD!" I screamed his name loud and the coolness that was wrapping me left causing the flame to burst. I heard a crash like breaking of drywall but it seemed so far away. The closest sound was my screaming. But then I heard the most terrifying voice, that I would endure this pain five time's over if I could never hear it again.

"This is going to be more enjoyable then I imagined!" My instinct was to run, but the flames consumed my whole body now. It was hopeless. I fell into the darkness hearing a chilling laughter, and seeing a flash of wild red hair.

ZPOV

As the venom flowed through her body, Bella's screams came more and more horrific and spine chilling. Her muscles were tensing and I held her close. I wrapped my arms around her tightly as her back arched and she let out another scream.

"EDWARD!" broke free of her lips. I stiffened. That was the real reason, the main reason she wanted to change. I released her. Anger building up inside of me. I slammed my first into the wall by the door, and growled.

I hate him! More now then ever! He left her and she still wanted him! I would do anything for her to forget him and be with me.

"I would do anything…"

"Anything? This is going to be more enjoyable then I imagined!"

ALICEPOV

Edward, Raina and I were waiting at the airport. We had tracked Victoria all the way to Russia. Lily was supposed to arrive day's ago, but there was a freak storm that even Autumn couldn't control. It had finally died out and Lily called us saying that she would arrive in 10 hours, 10 hours ago.

Edward was pacing impatiently we weren't far from the coven the rest of the family was waiting at and I could tell by Edwards face that their thoughts were just as impatient.

Abruptly Edward's hear lashed to the gate he must have heard Lily's thoughts. Sure enough Lily walked swiftly and gracefully through the crowed of passengers and made her way to us.

Soon enough we were in a Mercedes that we had rented and were speeding down the highway towards the family.

I felt strange I looked at Edward groggily when suddenly a vision over came me.

"This is going to be more enjoyable then I imagined!" Victoria looked down upon the thrashing figure lying upon the bed. It was Bella; blood soaked her shirt as she screamed in agony. "EDWARD!" she screamed. Victoria's fingernail grazed Isabella's cheek. Everything went dark but I could still hear Bella's cries of pain; horrifying, and nauseating.

EPOV

Alice's eyes snapped open. Still dazed, I waited a moment for her to think about her vision so I could read her thoughts. she looked at me shaking horrendously and dropped her head into her hands

"Victoria going to get Bella!" she cried. I pressed down the gas peddle and turned the car around in the middle of the highway.

I was pushing 200 and just missing a thousand honking cars as I sped towards them head on.

The airport turn off was coming up and I shifted down a gear and ripped the e-break. The car tires squealed as I drifted into the turn off.

Raina had her eyes closed telling everyone what happened.

I was just praying to God that we wouldn't be late.

A/N: i am expecting ALOT of reviews on this one getting mad at me for leaving it as a cliffie. im sorry but youll have to wait till tomorrow. hope your all not too angry with me and i'm sorry for the lots of point of veiw switches this chapter but i needed it to be fast paced.

well im off to bed

next chapter tomorrow once i get home from school i will start on it.

hope you all enjoyed it!!!!