'Yes Edward?' I felt like I was in some sort of a trance. I couldn't think. I felt like an empty shell but then again I felt just perfect.
'I just want you to know that whatever you think of me after this I will always care bout you' he removed his mouth from my neck and we looked at each other. He took in a deep breath but said nothing.
'What is it Edward?' my heart was racing and I hoped that he was going to tell me what I thought he was.
'Bella, I like you. Actually, I love you. I've loved you for who knows how long. I never thought I could love someone this much. I would like it if you would be my girlfriend but if you don't want to then its ok' he was looking straight into my eyes the whole time he was speaking. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.
'I love you too Edward. I would like nothing more then to be your girlfriend' he smiled and then did something totally unexpected. He laid me down on the couch and laid on top of me. He grazed his hand along my cheek and then he placed his lips on mine. They felt cold but magical. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the kiss.
'Edward, we're ho—' someone was saying from the doorway. Edward and I broke apart and looked at the doorway to see Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and Rosalie all standing there staring at us.
'Umm' I felt my face heat up and I quickly sat myself up. Alice, Esme, and Carlisle were smiling, Jasper looked confused, Emmet was laughing, and Rosalie looked like she was going to kill me.
'It's about time' everyone but Rosalie said in unison. Edward and I both laughed. He took my hand in his and pulled me into his lap.
'This is so cool' Alice screeched. I noticed that she looked different also. She had the same changes that Edward had. I looked from him, to her, then back to him.
'What's wrong Bella?' Edward asked.
'How come you and Alice both have changed in the same way after being sick?' Everyone exchanged glances and then Carlisle whispered something to Esme, who whispered to Emmet, who whispered to Jasper, who whispered to Alice, who walked over to us and whispered to Edward.
'Are you sure Carlisle?' Edward asked looking shocked. I looked at Carlisle and he nodded. I looked back at Edward and he was looking at me.
'Bella, I know this is going to sound crazy but you have to believe me, ok?' I nodded and he took a small deep breath before continuing.
'Bella, we're vampires. I mean, Carlisle and Esme have been vampires for a long time but the rest of us had to wait to be changed. Rose, Em, and Jasper were already changed but Alice and I were changed on Monday night' I looked at him and then at everyone. I was confused for a moment but then I started to laugh.
'Are you pulling my leg?' Edward looked at me seriously but I felt like they were still joking.
'I can prove it to you Bella' Edward stood up and then suddenly he was by Carlisle. I couldn't believe it. It would've taken him at least a minute to get across the room but it literally took him a second.
'How'd you do that?' I asked bewildered. Edward smiled and then walked back over to me.
'When you're turned into a vampire all of your sense are heightened along with your abilities. We can run faster and we're a lot stronger' he lifted me up with one hand to show me and I was astonished.
'Oh my god. You're really vampires' Edward sat me down and I went into shock. I just sat there staring at all of them for the first time in a new light. I realized that they didn't look like humans. They all looked unrealistically beautiful.
'That's so cool' they all looked at me surprised and then they all laughed, except Rosalie.
'You're not scared?' Alice asked. I shook my head and looked at them all again.
'You guys are still the people I love, you're just, undead' Edward and Alice laughed and I joined in.
'You're unbelievable Bella' Edward said as he pulled me against his chest. I smiled and closed my eyes. When I opened them again, everyone was gone.
'So, what are we going to do now?'
'I think we should take a walk' he answered. We both got up and walked outside hand-in-hand. We walked into the forest surrounding the house.
'Hey Edward' I jumped at him, trying to tackle him but instead I just hit him hard and fell on my butt.
'Owie' I said as I rubbed my butt. Edward laughed and helped me back up.
'I guess I can't do that anymore' I laughed and he continued. We continued to walk until he stopped and sat down on a log.
'Time to rest' He said. I sat down on his lap and he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me against his chest. He rested his head on my shoulder and I on the top of his head.
'Bella, you have no idea how right this feels' I smiled and closed my eyes. I inhaled through my nose and smelled something so delicious it surprised me. I continued to inhale and realized it was Edward.
'Edward, you smell so good' he laughed and tightened his hold on me. I stroked my fingers through his hair and couldn't help but let out a giggle.
'What was that for?' he asked. He pulled away so that we could look at each other.
'I'm just so happy. I thought I would never get to be with you. I thought that I was always going to be just a friend'
'That's exactly how I felt Bella. You have no idea how scary it was. I didn't know how you would react. Emmet and Alice convinced me to tell you' I cupped his face in my hands and brought my lips to his. This time I parted my lips slightly and inhaled through my mouth. Edward tensed and quickly pulled me away.
'Damnit Bella' he said in an aggravated tone. I didn't understand what I had done and I felt my face get warmer and I quickly looked away.
'I didn't mean it like that. It's just, well, I don't know how to explain it' I looked back at him but he was looking away from me. He seemed to be searching for something.
'It's just, your blood smells so delicious. When I first saw you after I was changed it took everything out of me not to kill you. But I've been getting better. It's just that when you do things like that it gets harder to control myself. If we just kiss then I'm fine' he looked back at me and I smiled at him to show reassurance.
'I understand' he smiled back and then he stood up, standing me up as well.
'Esme's cooking you dinner. It's your favorite. Spaghetti with meatballs' I smiled and quickly started to walk back to the house.
'I don't think so' he said as he lunged at me and tackled me to the ground. It hurt a little but I got over it. He flipped me over so my back was on the ground. He was sitting on top of me and had my arms pinned over my head with one hand.
'Don't Edward' I screamed as I realized what he was going to do. He smiled devilishly at me and then with his free hand he began to tickle me.
'Stop' I screamed every time I could. He didn't stop though so I continued to wiggle and jerk and move to get out from under him but it was no use. Damn Vampire.
'Edward, Bella, time to come in' Esme called from back at the house. He got off of me and helped me up. He helped me brush off all the dirt and twigs. He took my hand in his and then we walked back to the house.
Esme's spaghetti was amazing. After I finished eating Edward and I went upstairs and hung out in his room. We listened to a lot of music and we talked a lot about what it was like during his transformation and what it was like now. It was really fascinating.
'Bella' someone called from the door. Edward and I both looked at the door and Carlisle came in.
'I have some news for you Bella, it's about Charlie' his expression was one that I couldn't quite read but it didn't look good.
'What is it Carlisle?' I didn't want to know. I had a feeling it was going to be something horrible.
'Bella, Charlie's ---'
haha. the long awaited confession of love. lol. i hope yall are happy now. just fyi, things are gonna get worse for this happy couple. and what's wrong with Charlie? is he ok? find out in chap 5.