WARNING: THE WISHES THAT EDWARD MAKES ARE NOT NICE ONES. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE SAD MOMENTS THEN DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER. but if u want to know how it ends then you need to read it so i guess ur screwed. lol.
'Edward, what have you done' I yelled as I ran over to him. Tears were streaming down my cheeks as he wrapped me in a tight hug.
'I'm so sorry Bella' he whispered to me. I cried even harder as I looked into his beautiful topaz eyes.
'Why Edward? Was I not good enough for you?' he quickly shook his head and I saw a single tear escape his eye. Vampire's only cry when their heart is totally broken. Alice's words filled my mind.
'No Bella. You were everything. I just couldn't damn you to this life. When Aro was talking to Carlisle that day, he didn't just tell him we had to change you. He said that we had to change you, or kill you. I'm so sorry Bella' he stroked my hair and rested his chin on my head.
'What exactly did you wish for?' I didn't want to know but the question kept repeating in my head so I felt like I had to know.
'I wished that we had never met and that I never became a vampire' my heart literally stopped. I moved my head from underneath him and looked into his eyes.
'Why didn't you tell me Edward?' I put my face back into his chest and he placed his hand on the back of my head.
'I couldn't tell you. I wasn't sure if I could do it if you knew' he laid his head on top of mine. I pulled away and looked into his eyes again.
'So, what happens now?' he wiped away one of the tears with his thumb but another one quickly escaped.
'Everything's going to change. I'm going to turn back into a human and I will be erased from your memory. Your life will be exactly like it would've if we had never met' I felt my eyes sting as more tears poured out of them.
'When?' I asked. He looked behind at the clock mounted on the wall and then back at me.
'A minute'
'A minute? No, no. It's not enough time' I started to cry even harder and my whole body began to shake.
'I don't have a choice Bella' he placed his hand on my cheek but it didn't help.
'How am I supposed to go on with my life? Knowing what we had, what we could've had' I couldn't stop myself from shaking. I tried to touch his cheek but my hand was shaking uncontrollably.
'You won't. No one will know but me'
'Everything we did?' No. No. I won't forget. I love you Edward.
'It never happened' he placed his hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes. I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.
'It did. It did. I know it did' he took his hand away from my cheek and I had a series of memories flash through my mind. The time when we were in the clearing, when we were sitting in his room listening to Debussy, when he sang me my lullaby. All the memories were so fresh and I would never let go of them.
'I'm so sorry Bella' I put my hand on his chest and I felt something that was utterly impossible. It made me cry even harder.
'I felt your heart beat' he shook his head and looked like he was going to say something but I grabbed his hair and brought his lips crashing down into mine. I kissed him with as much passion and force that my body could muster. He didn't pull back like I expected. He kissed me with just as much passion and force.
'I love you Bella' he said when we broke apart. I looked at the clock. We only had ten seconds.
'Oh god! It's not enough time' I cried even more. My lips were starting to quiver and I knew this was the end. I looked into his eyes and the color was starting to fade.
'Shh! It'll be ok. It'll be ok' he pulled me to him in a tight hug. I cried against his shoulder.
'I'll never forget. I'll never forget. I'll never forget. I'll never forget you Edward' I whispered it into his ear. I held onto him as tight as I could. I was hysterically crying and shaking uncontrollably.
'I love you' we said it at the same time. He held me tightly. I never wanted this to stop. I didn't want this to be the end. I wanted to freeze time so I'd never be without him.
I laid my head on his shoulder but the second I did there was nothing there. I opened my eyes to see that nothing was in front of me. I was hugging air. I cried even harder as I realized he was gone.
'I'll never forget you Edward' I knelt down to the ground and picked up the ring. I stuck it in my pocket and took one look at his room.
I slowly walked out of the house and down the drive. I got in my car and repeatedly hit my head against the steering wheel. When I finished I drove back to my house. I ran up to my room and jumped on my bed. I noticed a note and a single red rose.
I picked up the note. It was written in Edward's elegant handwriting. I tore open the envelope and pulled out the letter.
Dear Bella,
I'm so sorry about all of this. I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I want you to know that I will always love you and I will never forget you. I'm so very sorry Bella. I can't even begin to describe how much this has hurt me.
I love you,
Edward
I clutched the letter to my chest and laid back down on my bed. I closed my eyes and thought about Edward. I didn't want to forget. I wanted to hold on to all the memories of me and him.
I took of the ring and before I placed it on my desk I put it on a chain. I knew that if I saw it in the morning I would keep it. Even if I had no idea how it got there or who gave it to me.
I cried my self to sleep, knowing that when I woke up I wouldn't remember any of this. I wouldn't remember meeting Edward, or Alice, or Emmet, or Esme, or Carlisle, or Jasper, or even Rosalie. I wouldn't remember any of them. It had to have been the hardest night of my life.
Four months Later
Bella remembers absolutely nothing of Edward. She lived her life as if she never met him. She moved out to Phoenix with her mother when she was young and didn't return to Forks until she was sixteen where she met Jacob Black. They started dating and were totally in love. Everyone forgot about the Cullen's. They never enrolled in any of the Forks schools and attended private schools almost all of their lives.
'Hey Bella! You and Jacob going to go to prom?' Angela asked during lunch.
'Yeah. He's really excited about it' we both laughed. He had been talking about it for months now.
'How long have you two been together?' she asked. I calculated how long in my head and smiled.
'Well let's see. We started dating about a month after I moved here so I'd have to say two years' her eyes popped and I laughed.
'Damn. I wish I had a relationship last that long' she joined in and pretty soon everyone was looking at us.
'Hey, have you guys heard about the new kids?' Mike asked us. Well, actually, he was asking me because he never took his eyes off of me.
'No' I replied. I hadn't heard of any new kids and usually I was the first to know about this kind of stuff.
'They're names are the Cullen's and Hale's. There's five of them. They're all adopted. They just transferred in from some rich private school' he never took his eyes off of me which was kind of disturbing.
'Why did they decided to come here?' I asked as I scanned the cafeteria for any new faces.
'No one knows. They actually were supposed to go to school with us since we were little but they've been going to private schools' just then the cafeteria doors swung open and there stood five of the most beautiful people I had ever seen.
They all walked in very casually and sat down at an empty table. One of the boys, he had bronze hair and green eyes, looked over at me. He looked back at his family and mumbled something.
'What're you going to where to prom Bella?' he asked. He must have noticed me staring at the new kids.
'I'm going to wear this really cute pink dress. It's a low cut v-neck and it goes to my knees and when I twirl it spins' I smiled at the thought of me spinning around in my cute little dress.
'That bronze haired boy's staring at you' Angela said. I didn't turn around right away. I wanted to wait a second.
'I think his name's Edward' someone added. Edward! That name sounds oddly familiar.
I turned around and looked at him again but this time his whole family was staring at me. I started to blush and I quickly turned around. Angela and Mike started to laugh and I hit both of them.
'What was that for?' Mike asked through his laughter. I folded my arms across my chest and stuck my tongue out at him. I glanced down at one of the rings on my finger and took it off. It was a white gold ring that had a cool ivy design on it and in the middle was a single pink diamond in the shape of a heart. I found on my desk one morning four months ago. It had something engraved on inside also. The Lion and the Lamb. EC + BS
'Are they still looking at me?' I asked. Angela looked behind me and nodded. I took in a deep breath and turned around again.
The Edward boy was staring at me still. I didn't understand why but I felt like we had met before. He smiled at me and something happened. It was like a movie playing in my head of all these things I didn't remember.
'Edward' I whispered beneath my breath. The meadow, the lullaby, your family, the lion and the lamb, I remember it all.
He was smiling ever wider now. I still didn't fully comprehend what was going on. More memories filled my mind. Things from my childhood that I didn't remember. Things that I was sure never happened.
'I remember' I whispered beneath my breath.
'I remember' it sounded so weird coming out of my mouth. And then there was another memory. One of Edward telling me he was going to disappear from my memory.
'I remember' I said it a little louder but only my table could hear it.
'What do you remember Bella?' Mike asked. I looked at him and smiled one of the biggest smiles I had ever smiled.
'I remember' the whole table was muttering things to each other but I didn't care.
'Are you alright Bella?' Angela asked. I ignored her and stood up. I looked at Edward and smiled. He was wrong. I did forget but I remember now.
'I REMEMBER'
how cute. well i'll start the sequel sometime next week. how bout those wishes huh? lol.
