Lucas POV
What have I done? Am I insane? All I had to do was tell her to stay with me and she would have stayed. She wanted me to tell her to stay, and stupidly I didn't. Did she really want to stay? This is her dream, and she has to want it, but maybe not more than she wants to be with me. All I want is for her to be happy, and for that to happen, she has to pursue her dreams. I could have gone with her, but I have my own dreams to pursue. Unfortunately, my dream of her being at my side the whole time cannot be fulfilled. I need her more than she knows. I miss her already and it has only been 5 minutes since she left. Am I pathetic to want her this much? In my mind I'm not, but then why didn't I stop her? I guess I will keep asking myself these questions for the next 4 years now. I may never have an answer to them, but maybe I don't need an answer. Maybe I did do the right thing. I guess only time will tell.
Peyton was now on her plane to Savannah, and she couldn't help but think about Lucas. She missed him already, and she hadn't even landed. She couldn't wait to call him when she landed.
Peyton POV
Why did I get on this plane? I just left the man I love, the man I am engaged to be married to. How will I stand being away from him like this for the majority of the next 4 years. All I had to do was ask him to come with me and he would have. This is my dream, but I think I want to be with Luke more. I want him to be here with me, or it won't be the same. Why didn't I just tell him how I felt about this? He has his own dreams to pursue though, and I can't take that away from him. I need him more than anything in this world, and I think he needs me too. How will we deal with this? I guess I will have to wait and see how this works out. I don't know if I can go 4 years like this. Maybe this is the right thing though. Maybe this will work out for the best. Who am I kidding? How can this work out? Luke and I are madly in love, but we are going to be living miles and miles away from each other. What am I going to do?