Disclaimer: Don't own them. Never have never will, if I did I wouldn't be writing this I would be living it.

WARNING: I TEND TO SWEAR A LOT. JUST BE PREPARED.

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I nodded and locked him in another kiss, my arms moving from his shoulders up to around his neck.

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"I fucking told you Alex, get the hell out of my room." Petey growled angrily, his back turned t the door.

"Someboyds feeling a little fiesty." I said, feeling uncomfortable as I stood right next to the door.

Petey immediately turned at the sound of my voice.

"Hi." I mumbled softly.

"Petey just sighed and turned back over staring outside the window.

"Petey what the hell.." I said, taking a step closer to him. "How could you do this to yourself?" I aksed, my eyes fixed on the bandages on his wrists.

He didn't answer.

"Look I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean to hurt you." I sighed, sitting down in the chair next to the bed and reaching up lacing my fingers in his. He pulled his hand away, and re adjust the blankets.

I bit my lip to keep the tears from coming.

"You probably don't remember this…" I started to say, putting my elbows on my knees and staring intently on the floor. "It was, um a couple days after I turned 21. A few months before I left. I um, me and Andy and Chase went out drinking like usual, and I got totally trashed." I said, smiling at teh memory.

"We spent all our money on booze, and didn't even have enough to get a cab home. So I called you. It was 2, 3 oclock in the morning, but you came anyway. You had to carry me out to the car, and drive the three of us home. Um.." I said taking a deep breath and choking back the tears.

"I was totally delirious when you helped me out of the car. I was rambling about something, and before we got to the steps, I stopped you and gave you a hug. I told you I loved you and I never wanted to lose you. You told me you would never ever leave, but I didn't believe you. So you gave me this." I said, pulling a silver chain out of my pocket, with his high school ring on it. "You, you told me s long as I d this ring I would never lose you."

I looked up to see Petey still had his back to me. I took a deep breath and stood up. I ran the cool metal of the necklace through my hand before setting it down on the table beside his bed, and then turned and walked away.

"Goodbye Petey." was all I could manage to say before closing the door behind me.

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I mean and evil yes I know. It gets better trust me.

-PA6