Disclaimer: Anyone you recognize, i don't own. The nobodys your never heard of... yep them bitches is mine lol.
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Phili's POV
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I could barely hear my own scream as the dark figures hand clamped hard across my face. I did my best to struggle away, finally resorting to biting, which set me free.
"Jesus fuck. You didn't have to bite me!" The deep voice of my attacker cut through me, as I immediately recognized it.
"I...I didn't think anyone would be here..." I stuttered.
"Well then you were wrong." He said, stepping into the light, so i could see his face.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bite you Andy... I was scared... I should go..." I turned to run out the door, but he grabbed my shoulder to stop me.
"Stay. Please. We need to talk" He said, his eyes almost pleading with me.
"Okay..." I said, still a little scared.
"Sit. You want a beer?" He asked, walking towards the mini fridge Chase had bought years before.
"Um. Yeah. That'd be great." I said, as I sat down apprehensively on the couch.
Andy grabbed us both a beer, and then sat in the chair opposite me, where we both just sat looking at each other for awhile.
It was Andy who finally broke the silence.
"I'm sorry. For everything. For being such a jerk, for making you leave, for being an even bigger jerk when you got back..." He trailed off, as his eyes went from me to the floor.
All that I could think of to say was "Why, am I such a horrible person..."
"NO!" Andy inturupted. "Don't ever think that. That night at the gym... when you told me how you felt... I just... I was scared."
"Why?"
"Because. The truth is, I liked you too. I had since we met. I loved every moment that I got to spend with you. But I was always afraid to tell you, because I thought it would screw up everything we had..."
Andy raised his stare back up to my eyes before finishing with. "I didn't want to lose you. But I went to such extremes that I ended up chasing you away. I never forgave myself for that, and when you came back... i didn't know what to do."
We both sat in silence as I took in his words. He had actually felt the same way for me. All those times I had thought he would never think about me like that, I was wrong. He felt the same way the whole time. This was to much to take in.
"I...I'm sorry too." I was finally able to say. "I'm sorry I left. It was stupid. I left behind everyone I loved because I was too afraid." I said. As I did I thought about my current situation. I was running again. Afraid. Was I ever going to learn or was I going to just keep putting myself through hell?
"Andy. I'm sorry. I need to go." I said, before running out the door.
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Kinda short I know, but i promise more to come. Phili just needed to get closure with the whole Andys an asshole situation. ALSO. after talking with Xtyne last night, i have decided to start a new fic. Its gonna eb called "Its about damn time" So keep an eye out for that!
-PA6
