Kaoru fretted every moment of the day. He kept glancing at Hikaru and Haruhi. When was Haruhi going to get that little she-witch he hated so much? How could he convince Haruhi to stop at least babysitting that child? Couldn't she babysit any other child? Or was she purposely trying to torture him?

"Hey, Kaoru," Hikaru replied at lunch to Kaoru. Haruhi looked over at the twins and listened in; the twins and Haruhi ate lunch together every day without the rest of the Club. "I was talking to Lex-chan yesterday and she kept saying that you purposely got out in that game of Red light Green light, is that true?"

"Of course not," Kaoru growled.

"You sure?" Hikaru whispered.

"You believe her words over mine?" Kaoru had to hold himself back from yelling and letting go of his cool. If he did that Hikaru would know that Kaoru was lying. He'd know that Kaoru was lying because this girl upset her, but Kaoru was upset as it was. Doesn't he know I'm lying?

"Of course not, but I was just curious," Hikaru replied quietly. "Sorry if I bugged you."

Kaoru felt like crying. Doesn't he know I'm lying?

"Can't you tell?" Kaoru cried under his breath; Hikaru pretended not to hear him.

Haruhi had come back into the Music Room, carrying Kaoru's 3-foot-tall torturer.

"Kao-kun!" Lex greeted happily. For some reason, she had seemed to be attached to Kaoru the other day. It upset Kaoru, he just wanted to slap her so badly, why did these females like to torture Kaoru so much? Haruhi took his brother every once in a while, Hikaru paid more attention to the girls than Kaoru sometimes, and this little girl was insisting Kaoru and Hikaru were different?

"I'm not Kaoru!" Kaoru scowled angrily to the girl. Hikaru glanced at Kaoru while everyone was laughing and talking about what Lex was doing when Haruhi was picking her up.

"Yes you are Kao-kun, don't pretend," Lex smiled.

Hikaru noticed the anger flashing through Kaoru's eyes, the way each of his delicate muscles clenched and twitched. He noticed Kaoru's hand twitch.

"I'm Hikaru," Kaoru growled.

"Kao-kun, do you want to be your older brother or something? That's idolship, that's the number one sin. You need help, so far you're going to hell."

Hikaru frowned as he watched his brother and this little girl. The other members finally noticed Kaoru was with Lex, and just about as Tamaki was about to complain about how Kaoru was one of the devils, they all noticed how Lex was talking to Kaoru.

"Your brother's good, he expresses his feelings and doesn't idolize like you do. Geez, you idolize your brother and you lie to everyone too? You want some help getting your life back into shape?" Lex asked, trying not to be mean. "I don't want you to go to hell, Kao-kun. I like you, really."

You know how I like you? Dead. Kaoru wanted to counter but didn't. He glared at this girl angrily, who the hell was she to judge how he lived his life?

"I don't idolize Hikaru!" Kaoru scowled.

"I thought you said you were Hika-kun?" Lex smiled mischeviously. "See? You get caught in your lies. Your lucky this was a small one, but it could still send you to-"

"You don't know me!" Kaoru began to raise his voice, his muscles finally tensing too much, he had to express his anger somehow. He was getting too worked up over this. "I don't idolize my big brother! You don't know my life!" Kaoru clenched his teeth tighter before finally yelling at her. "You don't know Hikaru!"

"Kaoru..." Hikaru tried to call his twin, but Kaoru got too angry and stormed away and sat in a corner of the room, glaring out the window.

"Kao-kun?" Lex asked, not physically fazed by Kaoru's words. "You really need help with your life."

Haruhi rushed over to her and covered her mouth and picked her up.

"Let's leave Kaoru alone, okay?" Haruhi suggested.

"Okay..."

I just noticed something, Kaoru doesn't get along with Lex very well. She seems extremely fond of him, but Kaoru seems to almost hate her even. What's Kaoru got against her? Is it really a big deal when someone judges your life? I just don't care. Does it really matter to Kaoru? Is he that sensitive when it comes to Hikaru?

I don't know...

I'm just so worried about him.

If hell is real, Kaoru would be the LAST person to go, right?