First of all i want to thank you all for the wonderful reviews. I hope this chapter will get the same positiv reviews.

If you wonder how Oliver ends up infront of Felicitys door, i have something about that written but i just couldn't get it right. Short story is that Sara tells Oliver about her talk to Felicity and the only thing Oliver hears is baby. The thought about Felicity with the a baby gets to him. Next thing he knows he is on his bike on the way to Felicity and that where this chapter starts.

Btw it is a Olicity story

Smut ahead

Disclaimer: As sad as it is i don't own Arrow

She heard a loud knock on her door. One look on her clock told her that it was way past midnight. Who the hell would be coming by so late. She stayed on the couch, when she pretend to be asleep the person behind the door might leave.

"Felicity open the door! I know your home" Felicity's heart beats faster when she recognize Oliver's voice. Why was he here? She could count on one hand the numbers of times he was over at her apartment since she knew him. She froze in the spot of the couch. She couldn't face him. It was clear that Sara told him about tonight. She didn't know why that would be a reason for him to come over and rip her door apart by his knocks and she doesn't want to find it out.

Finally she heard his heavy steps leave, she let out a deep breath and relax back into the couch. She turns the TV on and settle on a rerun of the Gilmore Girls. Laughing with Lorelai and Rory helps to not think about what she said tonight to Sara and what it would mean for her life.

"How many times have I told you to close your window?"

Felicity screams

"All is good Felicity it is just me." Oliver says careful

"Oliver" she jumps up from the couch and gets in front of his face " Do you think it is funny to scare me to death! If I don't open the door it means I don't wanna talk to you, not feel free to use my window for breaking in"

"Why do you want a baby? That is a stupid idea " He barked.

"Am I not allowed to have stupid ideas. It is not like yours are always perfect." Felicity turned away from him and started pacing up and down. "I just don't want to be alone anymore."

"You are not alone! You have me. I'm your best friend." Her heart clench at his words. Him being her best friend wasn't what she wanted. He was scared of her, of what they were for each other. He was scared of being truly happy. Sara was a fighter, she could fight her own fights, Felicity not. With Sara he didn't need to worry about her safety too much, she is the easy choice. She knows that Oliver loves Sara, that's why she kept her distance all this years. Making him see what was between them would come with too much pain. She would never make him realize what she really means to him.

"Go home Oliver. It's late"

Oliver grabs her arm and pulls her close to him. Inwardly his hands start to travel over her arms

Goosebumps starting to form all over her body, them touching was always a bad idea.

"Felicity look at me." He puts one hand under her chin and tilts her head up. The look in her eyes stunned him. Every thought he had in his mind vanishes, all the things he wanted to tell her were gone. The depth and love he sees in her eyes is something he hadn't seen in them for a long time, since Sara arrived. Back then Oliver thought it was only a crush but now he saw that he was wrong it was always love.

She tries to move away but his hands held her in place. He leaned forward his mouth centimeters away from her.

"Don't" Felicity hushed, she feels his breath on her face. Before she could do anything his lips crash on to hers. She tries to resist given in , but his lips and hands on her start a fire. Everywhere he touches her it burns. She gives in, returning his kiss with everything she had. Her hands start to travel over his back down to his butt. Oliver's lips find a path from her mouth to her cheek, he leaves a trail of butterfly kiss all over her face. The hunger both suppressed for years overpowers them. Felicity softly moans fill the air, with one swift move Oliver lifts her up and she wraps her legs around him, Oliver having a firm grip on her ass . She grabs his face , for a second their sight meet, heat flaming in the eyes, then tongues are dueling a fight nobody can win. Felicity nibbles on his lips and doesn't realize that they are moving until she falls on to her bed with Oliver covering her body. She needs to feel his skin, her hands travel to the hem of his shirt with one swift move it is over his head. She can feel all of his scares under her soft hands, every one telling her a story. She tried to internalize the feel of them. Oliver's lips start to travel from her mouth to her right ear sucking on it and leaving hot wet kiss all over her neck. His hands roam her body, his thumb brushing over her sensitive nipples. Encouraged by her moans he lifts her tank-top over her head and sucks on her now bare breast. Slipping one of his hands into her pants, he can feel her warm wet heat.

He tries to be gentle with her to savor the moment but the knowing the wetness of her folds because of him drive him insane with the need to claim her as his. Before he can act Felicity manages to roll them over. Grabbing his hands and place them over his head. With an evil smile on her face she starts kissing her way down, kissing every scar that is on the way down. Lingering on the ones she knew he got while protecting her. Oliver tried to touch her but she slaps his hands away, he could only lay there and enjoy the teasing.

Felicity takes her time to unbuckle his belt. Her hands brushing over and over the bulge in his pants leaving a panting Oliver under her hands. Finally she couldn't take the teasing anymore and ripped his pants down. Enjoying the view of a now naked Oliver. Taking her time she strips of her own pants before she takes his penis into her hand and starts to lick it up and down. Playing with his balls. Oliver has enough, his need to be inside her is too big as to enjoy the show, he grabs her head and pulls her up his body. Once again Felicity finds herself pinned under him, his heavy body covering her small frame. With one single swift thrust he enters her wet core, getting lost in her. Claiming her with every thrust, bite and kiss. Letting her know that she his one and only. Leaving hickeys on the swell of her breasts. Memorizing her moans and the feeling of being inside her, the feeling of being complete.

She met every thrust of him with one of her own. Both were in perfect sync. She could feel her orgasms built Oliver sense it, his right hand left it place in her hair and finds her clit between their joined bodies. A few strokes over Felicity's clit has her screaming his name, he doesn't stop thrusting into her. The tightness had him following her soon.

He collapse onto her, not able to move. Stroking her face affectionately, with on last kiss to her nose he rolls down from her, hips still touching. Both try to focus on the world again. The only sound is their heavy breathing. The sweat starting to cool of, he looks devastated over to her, knowing that she knew what he feels in this moment.

"Why did you never tell me?"

"Deep down you knew Oliver but I don't wanted to cause you more pain"

He tries to reach for her but she rolls from the bed and puts her robe on.

"I think it's better you leave now. "

"No Felicity! I lo..."

"Don't say it" she interrupts him "It will mean nothing, so better don't say it you will regret it soon. I swore to myself I would never let this happen. This would destroy everything. I can't do this to Sara..." At the mention of Sara name Oliver flinchs . For the last hour she was forgotten.

Oliver sees Felicity building the wall up again after mention Sara

"GET OUT !" Felicity screams.

Defeated Oliver puts on his close one last look over his shoulder and he his out of the window.

Felicity's legs can't support her anymore , sobs shaking her body.