The day of the weeding everyone get up early. We showered and dress up. Just trying to feel like 'fore.

After my shower, I put on my dress. Beth was right, is not to fancy but is nice. I put on my boots and I guess I look quite alright. On my way to Jakes' cell I pass by Carol's. She is wearing the dress Beth gave her and the necklace Daryl made. She is looking fucking gorgeous.

- You look quite hot, Ms. Carol! .- I tell her smiling.

- Thanks, you look quite good also, Sarah.- she is playing with the jasper stone.- Thanks for the necklace, Sarah, I love it.

- He made it.- she looks away.- Carol, he found the stone, I just help him make the necklace... but HE made it. Stop running from it...you know he cares..

- Running? Like you are running from Carl?.- she cut me off.

- I'm not...that's not the same...you...- I feel stupid.- There is no Carl and I, ok? We were friends, I made a mistake and now we are not. That's it.

- What did you do? Huh?.- she is wearing high heels too.- You should kiss him.

- No, you should kiss him Carol.- Im getting mad.- Fuck, what's the problem between you too huh? You love him, jezz...everyone can see it, and he loves you. Just, do it already.

- Sarah, it's complicated, ok? We are not some teenagers in love, we...

- What is it? Is 'cause he has a crappy childhood? 'cause I did too!.- I'm yelling now.- So you saying that after a crappy childhood we don't get anything good? That's what you are saying?

- Sarah...I'm not saying that...

- sounds like it to me.- I turn around.- Look, do whatever you want, I couldn't care less.

- Sarah, honey!

I just turn around and left. I'm not sure where all that came from. Yes, I did have a crappy childhood, just like Daryl, but Carol has nothing to do with. I guess I reflect myself in Daryl, and if he can't have something good, I can't. Maybe it's a stupid though, but I don't know how to manage this situation.

When I am arriving block D, where Jakes' cell is, I run into Carl. He is wearing a suit. A fucking suit. Oh my fucking good.

- Wow Blye, I never though I will see you in a dress. You look hot. - he blushed as soon as those words came out his mouth.

- Thanks...- I'm flatered and sad at the same time.- You are looking good too, Grimes...where is your date?

- I do not have a date anymore...she...well she is going with somebody else.

- I'm sorry, Carl.- he looks troubled, but not sad.- I should get going, need to find my date.

- Blye, you don't have a date anymore either.

- What?

- When I found out you were going with Jake...well I talked to Beth, and she is going with him now..- I really don't understand anything.- So, as neither of us has a date, maybe we could go together...

- WHAT?

- Look, I don't regret the kiss... I know I handled it bad, I know that, but I was a mess...I thought my father was dead...- he takes my hand.- I liked it.

- What about Beth, huh?

- What about her?

- You like her too?

- what? NO! Why you say that?

- 'cause since the kiss you've spent all your time with her...What is it? She turned you down and I'm your second plate, huh?

- NO! That's not it...FUCK! .- he seem mad now.- You are fucking irritating, you know that?

- Me? HA! You are not easygoing either Grimes!

He is the one leaning closer this time, caresing my cheek with his hand. I feel his warm breath in my face. His face is red as a tomato...I guess mine too. And then, he kiss me. Hungry and passionately, running his free hand through my body. I take he by his neck and pull him closer, deepening into the kiss.

I don't know how long we kiss, but if feels like forever. I could live in that moment.

I really have a good time at the weeding. Carl and I, spent all the day together. We dance and when neither his father or Daryl were looking we kiss. At some point, I realise that both Carol and Daryl are gone.

Later that night, as I cannot sleep (too many things to think about) I go to the watch tower. I don't know who is in watch today, but I guess I could give him or her some company.

As I came closer, I see Daryl, smoking.

- You have watch today? - I ask.

- Yeah, thought Maggie and Glenn will want the night off. - he smiles.- what are you doing here, huh?

- I couldn't sleep...so many things in my head..

- Yeah, I guess...like kissing Carl in block D?.- I blushed and he laughed.- What? It was a secret or what?

- No, I...I don't know...how you knew? You saw us?

- No, Carol did. She was worried 'bout ya...- I look away.- she told me 'bout this morning. She though ya were mad at her.

- I'm not... I...just...fuck..

- We kissed.- he snaps, blushing.- Carol and I, we kissed.

- WHAT?

- We kissed...among other things.

- Ewwww! Don't wanna know that! .- he laughs and I do too.- I guess we get something good after all, huh?

- We do kiddo, we do.