The night is still and cold nothing but the sound of cicadas, the nearby river and the stars. I often come out here to think about things I can't tell the others. I remember there was a time when my family was happy and I was happy. Jun was my best friend and mom and dad loved me. Then Jun got to old to hang out with me also mom and dad started to only care about my grades. The kids at school began to call me stupid and point out my flaws. Now even the digidestined do the same thing. I don't want to bother the others about how I feel. It wouldn't be right to do that to them. All of them are better then me by a long shot. I can't do anything right everyone knows it. Tomorrow we will go to the Digital world. I hope I don't bring them down by just being there.