Chapter 7.
Itachi pushed the boy away as gently as he could his thoughts running amuck What had he jsut done?! No! He said he wouldn't do this!
"A-aniki?"
Itachi all but glared at the little uchiha.
"I have to have a shower." Itachi rose with grace and stalked towards the bathroom. throwing his clothes in a pile on the floor he climbed into the shower turned on the water and let the water cascade over his body. His long raven hair falling over his face and over his shoulders absorbing the water as it flowed freely from the shower head small droplets falling gracefully down his thin and perfectly muscled body leaving a trail. he leaned against the showers wall and slowly let himself slide down until he was sitting on the warm wet floor of his shower. the water still caressing his skin he couldn't help but imagine that instead it was his otouto's small shaking finger tips leaving the trails of heat and bliss slowly running down his chest.
I have to stop. I can't let the way I feel about him effect me like this. But god how he felt how he tastedexactly how such a heavenly creature should...
He ran a hand through his wet hair that draped his face and sighed. What am I going to do?
Sasukes pov
Itachi never used that emotionless voice with me. What did i do wrong? Its obvious. Itachi could never love me, and me saying I love him just makes him upset. That must be it. He must hate me. I have to find a way to make him love me. I'll get better. Starting tomorrow I will train harder and I'll study more and everything! I'll make him see i can be good too! I may not be a prodigy but, But I can still try!
Despite his self pep talk he couldn't help but sigh in defeat. a few tears trailing down his face. He nuzzled deeper into his brothers bed.
ITACHI-SAMA'S
Itachi walked out of his shower and into his room to be met with a shaking sobbing sasuke. Oh kami how he wanted nothing more to wrap his arms around the boy, to apologize and kiss all his tears away. A kiss. that's what started all this. its what had to end. he had to put distance between them, that broke his heart. And he was terrified to know what it would do to his little wingless angel.
"Sasuke you need to sleep in you own room, now go" Was that really his voice? it didnt potray any of what he felt, in fact it sounded full of hate. Oh kami. He watched as sasuke stood up and ran out of his room keeping his head down; probably in hopes itachi wouldn't see his tears.
Itachi threw on some clothes on and climbed into his bed. The pillow sasuke always used still smelt strongly of his heavenly sent, itachi pulled the pillow close to him holding it like he would sasuke every night. How did he let his mind go so far? How could he have led himself on, He was irrevocably in love, with his younger brother. How many things made this illegal!? Oh kami. Lets start the list pedophilia, incest. kami help me.
The next day
sasuke walked out of his room slowly his eyes puffy and red. Entering the kitchen he saw itachi and his breathe hitched. Oh kami, he just stopped the flow of tears they couldn't come again. He slowly approached the bar and sat himself on a stool as he stared down memorizing the design in the linoleum counter.
He hasn't even said good morning...
a tear trailed down his face and he wiped at it before Itachi could notice just as a bowl filled with cereal was placed in front of him.
He couldn't stay there. Not long enough to eat. not any longer. but just his luck, It was Saturday. He swiftly got up from his chair, completely gracelessly as he stumbled and left the room. He went into his bedroom and sat on his bed. this was more than he could take.
"Why don't you love me aniki…" his low whispered voice was fallowed by a quiet tap on the door.
"Sasuke, are you feeling okay?" the beautiful voice rang with genuine concern, that only made sasuke cry harder, because he knew it wasn't genuine it couldn't be.
He curled into a tighter ball and attempted to hide his face in his arms as his brother noiselessly walked over to sit on the edge of the bed.
"Sasuke...?" Itachi raised a hand to stroke his hair but decided against it. he was then met wiht pleading dark pools glazed with tears. It was obvious, he had hurt sasuke, he had somehow hoped he just had a bad dream but of course that wouldn't be it. He was being forced to choose between further corrupting his brother or having him hurt because of him, how could he possibly make that decision?
"A-aniki..wh-why...hick...do you...hick...hate me?" the tears started flowing thicker down his dear angels face and he couldn't hold it any longer. He picked his brother up and wiped the tears away with his thumb kissing where the wet streaks were.
"I dont hate you. I could never hate you. I never will. I love you sasuke. I love you more than i should, in a way that you should, In a way that is wrong." He had made his decision. Whether he was proud of it or not, whether it made him feel guilty beyond belief or not, he had made it. He was in love, and...Well didn't love conquer all?
"Wh-what do you mean aniki...hick?" sasuke looked up at him confusion furrowing his brows.
"How can I put this so you will understand..." Itachi didn't ever want to have a discussion like this. it was something that should be avoided at all costs. But here he was.
"I love you like...well like ota-san and oka-san love each other, which isn't good for to people that are related... I'm supposed to love you in a different way, which I do. But I also love you like this."
Sasuke let his face relax, he may be young but he was far from dumb, you mean you like me how sakura-san and ino-san like me?" He completely understood.
Itachi's cheeks danced with pink.
"Yes...like that." Oh kami... what would sasuke think... what was he going to do?
"I love you like that to ita-chan" sasuke smiled brightly rubbing at his eyes.
"I always have... although I love you way more than sakura-chan thinks she likes me... she's just scary her and ino-san."
Itachi couldn't help but chuckle at that as he laid a careful kiss on his otouto's forehead, But as he pulled away sasuke leaned forward locking his lips with the said uchiha's.
"I love you aniki" Whispered a blushing sasuke.
"And I love you otouto...But you must not tell anyone… because as I said this shouldn't be, remember that okay?" Sasuke nodded.
"But you do love me right? and...and you'll stay with me...forever?" Sasuke looked down his face flushing crimson. Itachi was in awe, his angel sitting here in front of him, with everything out in the open. Itachi placed a finger under sasuke's chin lifting it slightly so they made eyes contact.
"forever, my heart is yours, you are my everything sasuke. I love you. I will never stop loving you." And with that he placed a delicate kiss on the younger's small full lips.
"now will you please come eat some breakfast for me?" Itachi absent mindedly ran his long slim fingers through his brothers hair.
"Hai!" Sasuke wormed around itachi and climbed on his back.
"But I want a ride!" Itachi chuckled.
"Of course you do."
Picking his angel up and carrying him pig back style to the stool he picked up the cerial and flushed it.
"What did you do that for aniki!?!?" Sasuke gently tapped his head with his fist.
"Oh I'm sorry I thought you might like some pancakes..." itachi smirked at how sasukes arms tightened around him. he turned his head to meet sasuke's glowing face beaming with a smile. Sasuke pressed his lips to itachi's cheeks in a thank you. He was so happy.
A few minutes later sasuke was presented with pancakes smothered in syrup with whip cream and strawberries.
"It looks yummy ita-chan!" Sasuke all but squealed. Reaching for the plate Itachi teasingly held above his head.
"Hand it over!" Itachi chuckled but complied, but not before placing a soft kiss on his loves lips, Fuck morals.
Itachi watchined in awe as sasuke shoveled the pancakes in his mouth, He was amazed at how much the boy could fit in his mouth-And with that came thoughts itachi quickly shoved out of his mind-
"Slow down your going to choke." Itachi's smooth voice did just that, sasuke started coughing. Itachi rushed to his side as fast as he could lightly pounding on the boys back until he was breathing properly again.
"I told you so." Itachi tried to be sarcastic but was sure the worry was written across his face.
Sasuke just mumbled incoherently.
"Itachi!" Itachi Looked up to see a whip cream covered strawberry dangling in front of his face being held by a smiling angel.
"Open up" Sasuke was smirking, surely he couldn't know just what he was doing to his brother.
Itachi could feel his face heating as he obediently opened his mouth as a strawberry was placed in his mouth a small finger touch his lips. He closed his lips around the small fruit and ate it gratefully. Glancing at sasuke, how adorable he had whip cream in the corner of his mouth. And with that the events of the previous night flashed through his head, and he leaned forward licking the whip cream then his lips. Sasuke's face was tinted with a beautiful pink blush.
"I-Ita-chan..."
"You had whip cream on you lips." Itachi smirked. it was so amazing his brothers stutter, his face, his lips, his finger tips. He needed more.
(A/N) well then is itachi going to go for more?
